Love is Not Just a Word

Arman Who Still Believes in Myths

"Mother, I want to ask you something, okay? It's about our relationship Nduk. But you don't get angry yeah" he asked suddenly - arriving is about weton Java. He asked through chat. What is weton Java? I don't even know if I'm a Javanese..

"Nduk sampean seh gadah Simbah buyud to? Kira - think you know about weton Java not yo? Iki kaleh kaleh kalange kandewe aboute nduk(Neng, until still have Grandpa right? Kira - think you know about Java weton, right?. It's about the same relationship we have). Weton Java? Something to do with me and Arman?

"Alhamdulillah taseh mas, but as sultry as Sambah Mas, when - when mawon Mas(Alhamdulillah still Mas, but only sick grandfather mas. When - when) ".

"Ohh that, if you can as soon as possible nduk."..

"What does this have to do with you? And what is Java Weton? I just heard?. All I know is that weton is legi, pahing, pon, wage, kliwon?". I don't take responsibility - responsibility

"You really don't know what weton jawa nduk is???". He said it was like he understood the most

"Yeah... I don't know Mas".

"I know how you feel like hearing this. Thank you for accompanying me all this time, you are willing to accept all my shortcomings. I don't know what to do. I love you Tika, but I'm afraid and I'm really afraid that our relationship will continue which will happen in the future that we don't want it at all"

"Jeez Masss.... Mas, I said yes. It was just the talk of the old people of Mass.. Dehh pliss... It is unlikely that this will happen. Duh Mass, you still believe the same myth like that??? ". I said slowly but high-pitched.

Since talking about the problem he started to change, yes he had changed a little. But since there was a discussion about the Java Weton he began to change more. Until sometimes he does not trade toast, sometimes open sometimes not.

I realized I wasn't the one who had everything that anyone else could buy easily. But right now I have a heart that I want to take care of. And there's no way anyone else can win the heart I already have. Until - until I gave up a lot of time just to accompany him to and fro. I always gave him my time. It all takes a struggle, right?, I want to fight for my relationship with Arman. Although Arman has started to change, and not the Arman I know. Of course I would have prepared a broad heart if Arman really wanted to end this relationship. I can only surrender and beg that I will always be made a strong person and a person who has patience.

Ramadan is back this year. Holy Month full of forgiveness awaited - later by Muslims. It was a sunny morning when Arman was about to take me bukber (open together). But he took maen first before bukber.

Still continue yes temen-temen 😊