Love is Not Just a Word

Between Eno and Arman

"Sir, I've seen you online a few times but don't reply to whatsapp. Are you there others??. Honestly, I feel exiled, ". I am a little more emotional. The body is tired, a lot of new work so messy because of one silly question it. What's he thinking so far? Is there no more trust in me that is so sincere?

"O Allah, do you not.!!!, do you not believe? You still don't believe me all this time??".

"Yes not Ka,". He hasn't explained yet. I explained it first

"Yes gini, sorry. You know if I'm working now. I just got here, too, know until here?? And again early - early I rarely hold a mobile phone because it is still training. Yes, I can work from home whatsapp yet I return to the menu. Go straight to work. Do you also know what the beginning of work is??? And look what time was I online last??? ". I don't know where he concluded it. I'm emotionally stirred. I can no longer feel emotion. I lost my patience. I don't know where my patience is now. I poured all my emotions into Arman. Arman can only apologise and apologize right now. And think nothing of me. Who is it when asked like that.??

I'm I I'm a little more possessive now. I always call him, vidcall him, even one day I can call him more than 2x. Is this one of the reasons Arman started avoiding me ??

"Sorry, this time I can't stay silent. I want to go to Korea, I've decided it, my verdict has been unanimous, and I also have my parents' permission if I want to go to Korea. May you be happy with the same name Agus Agus." He said on Instagram because he's already locked my whatsapp number. Ohhh so because he still misunderstood Agus? So he locked my number. She's going to korea? English cannot go to Korea. My mind is in my heart. But I can't afford to lose the person I am now. I was determined to fight. I approached him at his trading place with tears that had been rushing over my chubby cheeks.

Arriving there, and sure enough he looked moody I went straight to him and sat down. Then held his arm and leaned my head against his shoulder

"Sorry Mas, I don't know if I'd like to believe Mas, that's an ordinary joke. Please just.. Don't go, plisss". He took my hand off his arm.

"Sorry my decision is round, I can no longer see the people I love chat - chatan with others. Actually I have an application that can see his partner chat with anyone. Sorry nduk". As soon as he looks for an application to the contents of my chat, and again I also several times hand over my phone to him . Is that also less?.

"Sorry Masss don't go... Hix.. Hicks...!!". I wrapped my hand back in her arms "Pliss Mas Huhuhuuu..." I'm still crying I see Arman is quiet. I also let go of my hand

"Sampean selfish Mas, it's up to Mas. Hix... Hixss.. ". I got up from my seat, but Arman sat me back, wrapped his hands around my stomach, and pulled me to sit down. I was still sobbing, Arman leaned my sheep on his shoulder and gently stroked my head.

" I'm sorry, but I still love you. I don't want to lose you." I'm still crying. "Don't cry anymore, I'm sorry I was so jealous. Raise yes cup cup cup. Keep this opportunity good - well yes ". He wiped my tears.

I opened the voice "Then can I ask Mas Arman something". All I asked was about the little guy who was chatting to Arman.

Arman looked at me "Can you ask me what?".

"That's my adek in Jakarta." Answer's short. I scrunched my forehead, "Aren't you just one? And that's a guy?".

"Hmmm gini yes dear, sorry also has made you misunderstand. He's my friend who I know from Instagram, he's my own brother. That's what chatnya eat. And again he also already has a girlfriend he is still in high school * Jakarta. Yaudah next time I cut down on her chat with him. When - when we go there. If you want to run out of Eid we also go there to know him if you are my candidate and all friends with his family. Yeah maybe a week after Lebaran fitting I get annual leave hhehe". Arman began to explain. He seems to be serious. Ok this time I got the answer.

"Jaudah unblock it". After feeling relieved I finally came home because his friend had already come. His friend Hima was also a sure one. But before his friend came Arman had said that he did not trade first during Ramadan. He wants to focus on njai first.

Because I did not bring a cell phone, I immediately grabbed my phone to check whether the Arman block to me had been opened or not.

I turned on my data connection and it's been opened by Arman. "Once again sorry yes nduk and thank you for wanting to survive with me". Chat Arman after I turn on the data connection. There was another chat from Eno. What's up, huh?

"Wess.. diceluk meneng wae (Called diem aja)". Whatsapp message I received from Eno

"Hahaha, when? Pas Where? On po? (Why? Pas Where? On the street?)". Nerocos.. "Kok me ra krungu? (Kok I didn't hear?). Reply again, which Eno had not had time to reply to my message.

" Want through the neng ngarep toast, lha wong yang - yanan wae kon krungu(Today passed in front of toast, Lah kamunya aja dating gitu mana denger) ". Reply Eno explained.

"Hehe, sorry I didn't reti tenan me (Sorry I don't know really me)". My apologies to Eno

"Iyowesss, forget". He said it was short as if he was angry, but from the message I went back, he got even more angry. I just saw it.

I feel bad about Eno, yes he is slow - slow. But my heart still feels bad. Although finally also joking again kayak usually.

Eno is the one who always wants to be there when I'm down. He always shows up even though I don't need him, he who never gets tired of hearing my crisp joke Hahahah.. So on the contrary with Arman, Arman who was originally good understanding a lot of attention, now he is no longer the same, he is now more childish - kanakan and also not a person I know.