
After Richard left, Layla followed Dinan to the second floor. He felt really guilty to Dinan, but on the other hand he also hoped that Dinan would not misunderstand. With dismay Layla stepped over to Dinan who was sitting on the lounge chair of their apartment's glass wall. Layla knew Dinan wouldn't be mad at her. But that is what continues to burden Layla. How could he continue to make mistakes to people who never get angry with him?
“Pak,” Layla shouts while holding the shoulder of Dinan who is closing his eyes in the lounge chair.
The man opened his eyes and then sat down from the back of the chair.
“It looks like we have to buy one more seat for you,” Dinan said as his eyes opened.
“Bapak angry with me?”
“Anged for what?” Dinan asked back.
“I did meet that man, sir. I asked him not to bother me anymore because I was married to, Father,” Layla explained.
Dinan leaned back into his chair. “No need for you to explain, whatever your reasons, I will not believe,” said Dinan who immediately pierced Layla's heart.
This was more heartbreaking than Dinan scolding her. If Dinan was angry, maybe Layla would only be hurt to hear the abuse, but if it was like this, the woman was burdened with guilt that did not know the end.
“I want to learn to be the perfect wife for, Father, so I will forget everything about her,” Layla said again.
“As for you, now go, I want to rest,” said Dinan who had closed his eyes again.
“Whatever you want from me, I will give you, but please don't hate me, sir. From the beginning I never wanted to hurt you, I knew I was wrong to meet him. But I'm already aware and won't repeat it again.”
“I want a break, Layla. Don't you understand such a short sentence?” Dinan spoke out firmly.
Layla nodded softly, a single tear falling from her right eye patch. The girl took a breath and then left with a broken feeling. If it was like this, it would be even harder for Layla to make Dinan to believe him.
After Layla left, Dinan opened her eyes again. The man breathed a long breath. He slowly scratched his forehead. A moment later the man rubbed his chest. “No more, I beg you, I want to live a quiet life without feeling any more pain,” softly with a tight chest.
***
Dinan had just finished taking a shower, he had already dressed neatly and descended to the first floor. Dinan immediately stepped towards the kitchen. Layla just finished cooking. Squid oyster saos with stir-fry vegetables have been presented with an appetizing aroma. Layla hopes her food can be eaten by Dinan until it runs out later tonight.
When Dinan came, the man immediately took a glass and drank a glass of water. Layla looked at Dinan with a smile. He tried to do the best he could for Dinan.
“Father want to eat directly?” ask Layla kindly.
“Enter all your dishes to Tupperware,” exclaims Dinan.
Layla's forehead immediately wrinkled. “Emang to be flanked, Sir?”
“We have dinner at my father's house, bring all your food, after that get ready, I wait half an hour,” said Dinan, the man then went to his room, leaving Layla who complained lightly. What drama should he see tonight between Dinan and Mr Marc?
Half an hour later, Layla took Tupperware to Dinan's car. They're leaving for Mr. Marc's house. Along the way they did not talk much, only music that flowed beautifully between them. Layla watched the streets, occasionally glancing at Dinan who was focused on driving. What was it like when Dinan acknowledged her as a wife in front of everyone? What was it like to have a real marriage with Dinan?
“Bapak earlier why quickly go home?” ask Layla who remembered something.
“Capek in the office,” Dinan.
“What's the problem, Sir?” ask Layla to make sure.
Dinan breathed a rough breath, there was no way he could admit that because Richard had Layla meeting with Bayu made him uncomfortable in the office all day.
“No,” Dinan said.
Layla nodded slowly. “The new place for the replacement is very good, sir. Broad and the kids love it very much,” explained Layla trying to open a conversation between them.
“Good,” replied Dinan briefly.
“Thank you very much yes, sir, for that new land. Oh yes, sir, if you have free time, we will go to the orphanage sometime, sir. Playing with the kids there is always fun. Later we invite Risa also to get a new friend in the orphanage,” invited Layla, she hopes to make Dinan's heart soften even though slowly.
“Never approach, Risa,” said Dinan firmly, “I don't want your bad behavior imitated by my sister.”
Layla immediately swallowed. Maybe this is one of the attitudes that Dinan is not very fond of Layla. Dinan's words were very sharp and pierced into his feelings.
“I know I was wrong, Sir. But I'm not that bad. I wanted to apologize to you, but at that time you said the word sorry was useless, all I had to do was fix every mistake. I've tried it, sir. But the Father is still like this the same me, hurt my heart with the words of Mr.” said Layla with great disappointment.
Dinan sighed softly, why did he somehow become like that now? Before that, he could quickly forget Layla's mistake. Did he think too much about Layla's relationship with Bayu?
“I just want to protect my sister, no other intention,” Dinan said carefully.
“I also have no bad intentions on Risa. She is also my sister, there is no way I can influence her with bad things,” Layla said with her argument.
“I don't want to argue, La,” attack Dinan.
“Father is always like this, when we argue and you can not answer my words, you always avoid in this way. This attitude of my father made me uncomfortable. I always feel depressed because my attitude cornered me, as if I was wrong in every problem.”
Dinan hissed in annoyance. “Then who's wrong? I was wrong because you met the man?” snarled Dinan with emotion.
“Iya!” Layla snapped back, feeling that Dinan would never be angry with her until she dared to challenge him.
“From the beginning it was wrong, Father. When I came to bring the document to the Father's room, you kicked me out without letting me say anything, then Mr. Marc asked for the document from me, it was my fault, not my fault. When we got married, Mr. who accepted it, I was only forced to fulfill it because I was only a low employee in the company Mr."
"The father was doused by Mr. Marc with water, it was my fault, Father who told me to ask Mr. Marc for the documents. I went down the street with other men, it was also my fault, Father never considered me as the wife of the Father, until I looked for another man. It's all my fault, Father's fault! But with the attitude of the Father, you bestow all the mistakes on me. Until I feel guilty for your own mistakes.”
Dinan's car stopped suddenly on the side of the road. The man took off his seat belt and got out of the car. Making Layla who was emotional now even anxious, did she overdo it to Dinan just now?