LOVE IS 18 YEARS OLD (2 Different Seasons)

Something he might not know

Ardhan

He just needs time to think, his brain is empty and his mind is so messed up. This incident really made him feel jealous.

To the worry that had haunted him so slowly the sea occurred as well, Ayudia the more years grew the more shining, the more beautiful and more unsightly, the more unsightly, at the age of 20 years can be seen how many changes in the wife, even her face looks more mature with its beauty, while Ardhan feels his age is getting old, age, it felt inappropriate to accompany Ayudia.

She often wants to throw away the fear of being bored with her, Ayudia prefers men her age.

What kind of mind is this

inner ardhan

I don't know, his head feels like it's going to break, especially when Edo kisses his wife's face full of Love. His jealousy increased greatly, he was really angry, jealous, annoyed and somehow he did not know.

Since returning home she was unable to speak, the consciousness that had disappeared suddenly reappeared when Ayudia cried in the car while holding Hanif, only that time she saw Ayudia crying because of her, because of her, just this time he was being rude to Ayudia. His heart was eager to say sorry, but his mouth was completely unable to utter it.

After dinner, they kept quiet without saying a word. In the end, Ardhan prefers to go into the room first, spend cigarettes and pull over on the terrace of the room.

until finally the tiny hand entered into his waist, Ayudia cried as much as behind him, sobbing unstoppably.complaining about the sikaf by earlier, which was, apologizing for all the things that Ayudia herself did not know would happen so.

up to 1 line of words breaks his feelings

"Just stop going to college, we're going back to Jakarta"

those beautiful eyeballs stared into Ardhan's eyes

"Dear?"

obviously he was surprised

"Ay tormented here, compared to Abang ay more powerful, everything feels so heavy, parting with Brother was very heavy, can only meet once a week"

"When all the family can enjoy quality time well, we have to call from far away, when other women can show off her husband ay can not, when a couple goes together when their children are sick to the doctor, ay must go without a brother with Pak agus, when people ask where her husband mbak? ay can only swallow while answering that her husband works in Jakarta, when other women sleep in her husband's arms, ay can only stare at the photo of Abang in the hape while hugging the bolster, ay miss Abang, ay miss, come home, don't go to college anymore"

And all that restlessness broke out Instantly, that peerless jealousy was smashed to pieces as the wife's words sounded so loud full of pain and burden.

"Not to go to college anymore is nothing important can be the same brother and hanif"

Gently the two palms of Ardhan touched the beautiful cheeks, which had been flooded by puddles of tears.

"ay..that's not the way, we'll find the solution"

"Yes do not want, ay want to go home, ay here depressed, all so heavy Brother"

her crying kept breaking

ardhan was at a loss for words, only able to hug the body into his arms.

"I'm sorry Brother, I'm sorry Brother"

*******

Ayudias

It was clear for almost 3 years that it was starting to go crazy, and this afternoon was the worst. Ayudia is just not strong because nothing is done alone, clearly different when still in Jakarta, Ardhan is always there beside him, always supporting himself, wherever he goes is always the ardhan who accompanies him. Maybe this is what he says you are used to being together and continue to depend on him so that it feels so comfortable and fun.

But since college in Bandung all felt heavy, even though there was bik Sri, but the results were still different.not to mention the pressure of college, even some male friends who began to be interested and teased him, but the results were still different, made Ayudia start to be uncomfortable with the situation.

Therefore in the end he poured all his complaints on Ardhan so that the man understood how he really felt.

"Yes.."

So soft, tightly hugging Ayudia's body from behind, they had actually been in bed since then, but the reality was that none of them were able to fall asleep.

"Hmmm.."

Ayudia flipped her body slowly, staring at Ardhan's eyeball for quite a while.

ardhan asked as he gently touched the skin of his face

ay shook her head slowly

"Why?"

"Half is good, but half is not"

answer ayudia slowly

ardhan rubbed Ayudia's cheek gently with his thumb

"Like?"

"Some boys are so incessantly seducing"

ayudia took a long breath

"Abang never went to college anyway, so do not know that his wife is often seduced by people"

her husband was silent

"is this chilling or complaining?

ayudia tekehe saw ardhan's expression

"both of them"

ardhan looked scowled, then his facial expression changed wistfully.

******

Ardhan

When ayudia said

"Abang never went to college anyway, so do not know that his wife is often seduced by people"

obviously the jealous murat hit her feelings, but her common sense tried to digest.

"So soon, it'll be over soon, hang on"

saying slowly

"Nobody can stand to be separated from his partner, ay also not.no college is also okay, we just go home"

"Yes.."

"just come home and go home too"

"But that's not the rule"

"Ayudia stress here Brother"

"But you still have to pursue your dreams"

"The dream is just brother and hanif, nothing else"

"Yes.."

as soon as the tears of Ayudia spilled again, Ardhan again lost his words, took a heavy breath and then tried to hug his body into his arms.

He needs a solution, needs the best advice from someone right now.

obviously Ayudia's desire stopped making herself happy, but not in this way, she was sure Ayudia was just being worried about the situation, maybe there was some pressure that actually happened without him being able to tell, something that he did not know happened lately.