LOVE IS 18 YEARS OLD (2 Different Seasons)

Don't make things hard miss (you love me don't?)

Ayudias

Try to imagine how embarrassed his time found out saying I love you with his own husband

obviously embarrassed.. make the face flushed exactly like a tomato kemakahak who want bonyok no longer fast in cooking.

ahhhhhkkkk shy shy shy shy shy

peek ayudia in heart, instantly turned around

pretend to sleep again

but as fast as lightning Ardhan hugged tightly his body from behind, then warmly kissed his shoulders and neck

he bristles because of amusement

"Let's talk"

and the sound of shahdu made her Instantly open her eyeballs, slowly flipping her body.

the eyes of him and Ardhan stared at each other intensely, his heart beating so fast.

"Still angry?"

Ayudia was silent, biting her lower lip and then suddenly slashed, lahhh cry, tears spilled

kann crybaby

insinuations

"Express, if you want to be angry, if you don't like to say it, if you want to hit it is also okay"

said the husband quickly, gently pulled his hand and then put his tiny hand to ardhan's chest

"Come on, don't hold it, I know I'm wrong"

Ayudia continued to cry, small, small because she was afraid of the people of one house waking up because of her crying.

as soon as Ayudia hit Ardhan's chest many times, she felt annoyed iy, annoyed yes, angry yes, and misses.

because the cry is not conscious until it is runny nose, even that face until I flood the same tears.

"I'm sorry ay"

some time his cries stopped, ardhan grabbed the tissue on the table beside their mattress, wiping the tears and the nose of the ayudia that had flooded like the Musi Sumatera river.

"forgiven"

say ayudia slowly while grabbing a tissue in the hand of ardhan

"yes.. "

ardhan looked back in the eyeball. Ayudia, still in a position to sleep facing each other

"Didn't we ever agree? if there's a problem going to be talked about openly?"

the husband spoke while tidying up his hair

"If there are complaints let's talk from heart to heart"

"But why did you leave the apartment?"

Ayudia remained silent

"You know, how does her sense of being tortured feel when looking for you everywhere? afraid something bad happened to you?"

ayudia nodded slowly

"It's very sad, you know? no you make me almost crazy"

hearing those words As soon as Ayudia's heart flowered, this was the first time the husband spoke as sweet as honey to her

"If there's a problem, there's something that gets stuck let's just talk from heart to heart, don't worry me until you're gone"

"like women yesterday, ask directly ay, so I can explain firmly, even in front of women yesterday I am ready to emphasize who you are"

"He was nobody in my life ay, only the family of the arletta who may have fallen in love with me once, but for a second I never responded"

"It's just the wrong moment when he played nyosor without your permission to enter"

"And when I saw your face full of anger in the doorway, it made me really want to hug you back then and say you were my only wife"

ay silently listened to Ardhan's words, still continuing to stare at the man's face deeply

"say something so that I can be relieved and not feel guilty"

"What love do I not?"

that stark question suddenly slid from her beautiful lips

I don't know why, but he just wanted to know the man's feelings, for him the man was a little stiff, never did romantic things, sometimes his talking was very serious, when you joke, sometimes you like to say

Ay. ay..ay...

just like that

ardhan stared into his eyeballs, seemingly thinking for a moment

"Why are you asking me about that?"

"Sound not important for men, but actually so important for women like ay"

"Abang never love ay sweet surprises or even seduce ay with sweet words, sometimes ay feeling is wrong, wondering what kind of brother love ay what is not"

"Don't our marriage just a symbiotic marriage sek.s.ualism or symbiotic mutualism"

ardhan seemed to be frowning, he wanted to protest but Ayudia's wiggle quickly closed his mouth

"Listen first"

say Ayudia Fast

ardhan was silent

"symbiosis sek.s.ualism because Abang needs someone to meet the desires of Abang and symbiotic mutualism because ay needs material to meet the needs of the family ay"

"Abang is too flat and rigid, never express themselves, but ordinary women like ay also need in special right, do not have to wait for the big day, or even every day"

"Small actions can make a woman flowery and feel loved, even if just say my love or even I love you, you know how it feels? it's like a soul flying into space"

"Although just bring a flower or know-how to bring something so unique as a gift, do not need to be luxurious and expensive, you know how it feels? as if to think it turns out he loves me until the heart is about to jump out of nowhere"

"It's just a symbiotic marriage or a symbiotic marriage sek.s.ualism"

"wedding yesterday because of an accident was not on purpose, if not wrong entered the room we will not marry"

"Do you know what it's like when it's all in your mind? depressed! very depressed!"

once again the tears of Ayudia spilled, as if the burden of these few months came out as well

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Ardhan

"It's just a symbiotic marriage or a symbiotic marriage sek.s.ualism"

"wedding yesterday because of an accident was not on purpose, if not wrong entered the room we will not marry"

"Do you know what it's like when it's all in your mind? depressed! very depressed!"

When he heard Ayudia issued all her complaints, he realized that this marriage often made the child depressed

quickly his sturdy hand wiped away the tears of Ayudia that had spilled back

ardhan seemed silent, staring at Ayudia's eyeballs in turn

oh god did I really hurt this little girl?

inner Ardhan

after being entangled in the granary of sin, getting her married without asking her feelings, then undergoing a marriage that might feel stiff for a girl his age, Ardhan still can not understand what her desires are, not to mention hurting himself with the unpleasant sight of Dimata yesterday.

He wonders to himself

Do I love you?

love

love

love

"Do you love me?"

the question came from behind the lips of Ardhan to Ayudia

for a moment Ayudia was silent, staring at Ardhan's face, touching her slowly while petting her Some time

"From being unusual, getting used to it, then making ay unable to separate, from being safe suddenly becoming comfortable to making ay often become so happy"

"what can you say love?"

ardhan did not budge, thinking about Ayudia's words for a moment

he thought maybe he also felt the same way, from being unusual to being used to, from finding a safe zone to suddenly becoming comfortable.

"maybe we are the same, feeling the same feeling, but the context remains in place, not deviated from the term

Merely

I-ngin

N-enjoy

Fuh

A-nda

like the symbiotic marriage sek.s.ualism earlier, maybe the feelings that grow in the air can be called LOVE without us knowing ay, only we do not express each other with words"

"You actually express your love through action, but I forgot because it's too rigid and passive to make you think that I don't love you at all"

"Minimal after talking from heart to heart this way I know very well where the faults have been, to make you maybe depressed with my rigid way and expression ay"

"But you know, at least you know, 2 days apart really makes me want to die, really makes me afraid of losing you, makes me think no-no since yesterday"

"At least you know, that's the reality of my feelings ay, indeed I can not express with words since the beginning of our time together, but I have until today been comfortable with you"

"From today on I'm going to try to be a better husband, maybe it's still going to be stiff, but don't people need time to get better?"

ardhan spoke as he warmly touched Ayudia's face, fusing their foreheads for a long time

"Please promise not to run when we have a problem"

Ayudia nodded slowly

"I love you ay, love you, miss you, I don't know what I really don't want you to go again somewhere when we both have problems"

"Don't make the longing hard, because the longing can really kill"

then ardhan's lips gradually fused with Ayudia's lips, kissing her so soft and warm for a long period of time, trying to let go of longing because of the matter of parting almost 2 days 2 nights, when Ardhan's hands began to misbehave everywhere, suddenly the man stopped his activities

"Darling, you still have guests?"

******

Ayudias

at once Ayudia was silent, somewhat Shok because the husband knew to say

Darling

his heart was floating everywhere

but then he chuckled at the next question

"Darling?"

ardhan looked annoyed

ohhh her sweet

ayudia in the heart

then as quickly as lightning struck the lips of Ardhan, linking their lips with an irregular roar of breath, this time he took the lead, acting ignorant and slightly making the husband fly into the air

no need to be answered again, the husband must already know the exact answer

in the end they melted kan miss, fused together in the dark color of the night and the cold AC, linking themselves bring them to the cak..Ra..wala.sip each other even me.pump yourself up until morning.