LOVE IS 18 YEARS OLD (2 Different Seasons)

Be patient

Ayudias

At once the ball of Ayudia's eyes reddened, when hearing all the explanations ardhan, subtly, persistently and very detailed and clearly heard behind his ear.

Obviously the tears of Ayudia immediately spilled without being able to be dammed, she cried hysterically, sobbing as her hands tried to reach whatever was around her.

"So, you're in good health, you said you're going to Jakarta in a few days, want to see Hanif"

ayudia said as she tried to stand up, looking for something that was not really there, she was just confused, her lips were shaking, her tears were not willing to stop spilling even the eyes continued to blur from earlier.

"Mak himself also said you will come here with Wulan and Aidil, my brother who said the other day you will come here right?"

ayudia kept crying, trying to find her suitcase

"If we don't go back to Palembang tomorrow morning, you're in good health, I promised you'd see Hanif first"

after getting her suitcase she tried to pull her out of the walk in closed

"Dear"

ardhan let out tears, trying to keep pursuing Ayudia's steps

"Father has promised Brother, want to see ay and Hanif, father said miss us bang, brother lied, all this is just a dream really"

ayudia kept talking everywhere, her heart was broken, she was sure that this was just a lie or even a dream.

"Any lie, you lie"

this time Ayudia screamed hysterically, she hit her husband many times

"ay Istiqfar, istiqfar"

ayudia kept screaming, crying roaring without being able to stop. Ardhan grabbed the tiny body as fast as lightning, clenching and hugging it tightly.

Ayudia sat down, fell into the chest of the field of the husband, crying sobbing without being able to stop. his body limp, legs like no energy, the clock on the wall felt very long walking, very long walking,even the sound of the night wind seemed to laugh at him.

Losing someone valuable is like losing a grip, suddenly like being swallowed by the wind, memories along with her go somewhere, want to touch his face but even know-how just disappeared, just like that, even the moment created yesterday felt spinning in the head but could not return at all.

still imprinted in Ayana's memory last month after their birth did Vidio call. the father cried happily, occasionally wiping his tears while looking at baby Hanif who just finished bathing the same nurses, the father was crying happily, ayanas body is weak.

"Belagak nian cocong nek nang (so handsome granddaughter)"

"Lek neng neng to Abang Yo's house, wait for nek nang nang nilek jingok cocong nek (later grandfather to Abang's house, wait for grandfather to see grandfather's grandson directly)"

"Well healthy be? dak Ado's problem with his birth? (it's healthy, right? isn't there the same birth?"

"Alhamdulillah bak, healthy dak Ado problem (Alhamdulillah sir, healthy no problem)"

"Rindu nian samo ay, want to kiss the son of this sikok (Same miss ay, want to hug kiss the father of this one)"

The tears of my father are still in Ayudia's memory

"Father of latek hitch next week balek (father if there is no hitch next week home)"

but who would have thought the next Sunday sentence to go home instead of going back to Jakarta, but return forever to the side of God. Even the father had not had time to fulfill his desire to hug and kiss Ayudia for the last time.

"Let's go home, go home, see dad"

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Ardhan

It could be seen a million sorrows behind Ayudia's eyeballs, grievances and heartbreaking cries hitting the deepest recesses of Ardhan's heart, he was at a loss for words, not even knowing how.

As Ayudia roared while moving in search of what was like a confused person, Ardhan could only try to calm down, trying to reach for the little fingers, trying to reach the tiny body to get into his arms.

He knew the loss was so very burdensome, he had been in this phase for so long, grieving, crying, brooding and not knowing how. even the world seems to spin 180°, hoping everything is just a dream, and when you wake up tomorrow morning everything will return to normal as usual.

especially when Ayudia insisted that this is a lie, this must be a dream, it was very interesting to feel like ardhan comforting and said well this is just a dream, wanted to say if yes just now he was lying, he just said a lie, but the reality of all is reality and truth that can not be avoided anymore.

"Let's go home, go home, see dad"

Ardhan hugged the tiny body, clasped it into the chest of his field, a clear sound of sobs that would not stop from the cute lips of the wife.

"Yes, we go home tomorrow with Mom and Dad"

he said slowly while closing his eyes slowly.

"Patience, that which comes from her will surely come back to her"

his whisper was slowly behind the wife's ear

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Mak

When hearing the screams and cries of Ayudia from the direction of the upper room, certainly Ardhan must have just conveyed the reality of the father.

Mak could only cry, staring at Hanif's granddaughter who was sound asleep in the baby box, the besan hugged her body slowly, then clasped her palm tightly

"Everything's fine"

*******

Mama Ainun

Her tears spilled Instantly when she heard Ayudia crying hysterically on top, she was at a loss for words, only fixated still in the dark of her night, and she was at a loss for words, turning towards mama Ayudia who was staring inside baby Hanif while crying held back the sobbing.

He was only able to approach the woman while hugging her tightly, then clasped her palm for a long period of time.

"God willing, everything will be fine"

say it slowly

*****

Cakras

He was only able to catch his breath Several times, the cry of Ayudia that broke in the middle of the night made himself close his eyes slowly, then he inched to take ablution to perform tahajud prayers.