LOVE IS 18 YEARS OLD (2 Different Seasons)
1 Heart 2 love but in different positions with the same value
Ardhan
Because of the conversation some time ago that the child was always rubbing it with a call of affection and Ardhan can only massage his head that does not hurt at all.
And marrying Ayudia really needs extra patience, like the school entrance exam that each sheet must be filled one by one, not in a hurry also do not be too relaxed because of the rush of time.
she remembers her mom's and eta's message about
"who you marry minors, the phase of adolescence that is not perfect, his soul is clearly still unstable.you bring to the left he comes along you bring right he comes along"
"He is not Arletta but Ayudia, who one day can cry, get angry in unclear circumstances or will even inhabit you for no reason"
"Because marrying a minor causes the disconnection of the phase of adolescence. It should be in that phase a phase for their physical, emotional, cognitive and social development"
ardhan sighed, looking at Ayudia's busy back making breakfast for them on a sunny Sunday morning
the boy poured tea for himself, smiled sweetly then gave ardhan a bowl of green bean porridge whose aroma was quite appetizing.
"The breakfast of the Sumatran is heavy every morning"
say Ayudia fast
"Ng.. Even we got used to eating rice early in the morning"
ardhan commented a smile
"Not a problem"
He finished his breakfast until the last drop, then inched away leaving Ayudia towards the sofa chair.
"Dear"
ay spoke while busy putting together the dishes she had cleaned into the shelf
"Later to go to the mall Kemang yes, there is a live show there"
for a moment Ardhan stopped his busy hand activity typing something in his lactop, actually he did not like when ayudia had to go up the stage for a live singing show again, but asking him to stop now is the same as breaking the chain of habits as well as his association.
"You really like to sing or ..."
ardhan hung up his sentence
no stop please!
the question of you actually like to sing or just need money will sound very infulsive ,it can be fatal and make a partner offended especially at the age of Ayudia which may be difficult to accept emotionally with such questions.
ardhan tried to find the most appropriate word for Ayudia
Ayudia seemed to approach, sitting beside herself while trying to stretch herself over the sofa on the left side she was sitting on.
"Unanswered is not allowed"
Ayudia complained as she turned towards ardhan
"That's freedom for you, because it's all about your life, whatever you like as long as you can take good care of yourself, I agree"
in the end, protest sentences and the like are not at all spoken at this time
May be there was another time that timing and moment that was most fitting, using the language that was most suitable for Ayudia to understand, and not today.
Especially considering the ayudia's expression that changed drastically A few days ago when she first entered her apartment, the child looked surprised by the many photos of arletta scattered everywhere, not asking, he said, not talking just nods or shakes when he talks.
He thought Its big wrong because he forgot to get rid of everything about arletta, he forgot there is a new figure that started yesterday will accompany himself until.
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Ayudias
The first time peddling feet to Mr. Ardhan's apartment it feels like his life has really changed drastically 💯%, let alone all the facilities he received beyond his expectations so far, so far, maybe like the Korean or Chinese drama that he often watched so far, this is the reality of the life of an exclusive businessman who is still relatively young, whatever he has in his hands is amazing and money is not a problem.
but for a moment Ayudia was glued when they first entered Mr. Ardhan's apartment, there were a lot of photos stuck on the wall, he said, beautiful women note that the same age as Mr. Ardhan and a small child who does not know how old he is. They look so young and in some photos the face of Mr. Ardhan is not yet as mature as now, but it is very handsome.
I don't know Ayudia just felt.. she did not know anyway her heart was filled with anxiety when she saw the photos, maybe she forgot she married a widower, she said, well, a widower whose heart was once filled by someone very, very meaningful.
What he even got from mama Ainun and papa Cakra, they were close since Junior High until college, 16 years together both in joy and sorrow.
Ayudia swallowed her saliva
16 Years together? is it that easy to shift the position of the woman in the heart of Mr Ardhan? not knowing why anxiety ambushed her, she thought that yesterday's marriage didn't happen because of sheer error?
And the instant he bit his lower lip, agitated, sad and angry it was mixed into one.
especially when Mr. Ardhan quickly tried to lower all the photos, as if looking bad at ayudia, but also as if reluctant to take down all the photos of his wife.
"In a moment, you can rest first.I'll put it all down and keep it in the warehouse"
Ayudia just nodded slowly
And because of a sense of fear that he could not understand, he just nodded and shook his head when he was talked to by Mr. Ardhan in some time
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Ardhan
Since entering the apartment and Ayudia staring at all the photos of her togetherness in the past with arletta and the baby Cecilia, drastically changed the expression of the child, when invited to talk or asked was just nodding his head or even a ring.
what the hell? something wrong?
well big mistake, because he forgot to ask Mr. Agus or even bik sri to go to the apartment to get rid of all the photos.
until tomorrow morning also remains so just silence does not talk much with him, finally he can only sigh long
is this a cranky kid, angry or what?
He himself dizzy in his making, only knew that the temperamental child could go up and down according to his will, in the end they went to the office together in silence, tarus went home also in silence.
And believe that his dizzy affairs are when you are silenced by your wife without cause.
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Ayudias
He's been lazy to talk to Mr. Ardhan since yesterday
Don't you want to apologize? right she indirectly hurt her heart because of those photos
Ayudia sighed repeatedly, looking annoyed as well as not sincere
"why ay (Why ay?)"
mak asked as he called his Mak just now
"nothing apo-apo (nothing)"
"You son of Mak calls at night knowing it must be Ado's problem, wong new bride kok Ado problem (if your son calls at night is found out there must be a problem, there must be a problem, the newlyweds have a problem)"
said his Mak across the phone
Ayudia just kept quiet
"Cerito Samo Mak(mama's story)"
"Sir...was Ado former? cak Mano raso? (mama ever had an ex-boyfriend? how's it feel?)"
hahaha Ayudia's question sounded cliche, her rass was sad and crying now also in her Mak's embrace
"Lah ado lah(yes there is)"
as if knowing his Ayudia Mak uneasiness immediately said
"Former couples live cere Samo died is different ay, if the divorce life is certainly a rival to look for the best replacements, the best, but if divorce dies Idak Ado terms cak it (former couples divorce life and death is different ay, if divorce life must be pingin rival looking for the best change, then, but if the divorce dies there is no such term)"
"until death must still remember Kito, Ado in a position that udem lamo indeed in his place, will not be shifted cak Mano be caronyo, he said, kareno Dio was once special in the idop of Kito (until death we must still remember, there is a position that has been in place for a long time, will not be shifted no matter how, no matter how, because he was special in our lives)"
"And don't you think that connecting is just a replacement role (and never think that connecting the heart is just a stunt double)"
"You're Ado in another position in Dio's heart, in a nyo position in a jugo special place, jugo,the term nyo 1 heart 2 love but in the position that dak Samo only value nyo samo (you are in another position in his heart, put in a special place too, the term is 1 heart with 2 different loves but in a position that is not the same but with the same value)"
"Ngapo ay cak's pace? what ay again feel jealous Samo wong who has been past (why so this way? are you jealous of someone who's gone?)"
And some time later he thought
Huh huh? What ? i'm jealous?
oh no "_"
