LOVE IS 18 YEARS OLD (2 Different Seasons)

All it's well "There's always a way"

Ayudias

It turns out that Hamil , school, exams, college tests and lectures are not as beautiful as imagined. let alone choosing college in Bandung is really draining feelings, away from the husband only met once every 1 Week.

April school exam, June farewell directly nyungsep enrollment college until taking the test, then have entered college following the schedule even though the stomach has not grown, and here and there is still free, but that makes shortness of breath because of morning sickness aka mabok in pregnancy, not to mention the hormonal changes that occur, temperamental up and down, even the chest is often painful.

It feels like crying-nangis so much to torture her, ayudia just know her difficult to be a mother-to-be, her difficult struggle for a mother to her child.when she remembers her Mak in the village, her mother, it must have been this heavy struggle Maknya to give birth to herself and raise her.

Today was after college since the afternoon pacing to the bathroom just to vomit all the contents of the stomach, eyes have been reddened since earlier even the head feels so dizzy.

"Neng is okay?"

bik Sri asked confusedly towards him

ayudia just flings slowly, puts it on the bed and then tries to sleep.

"create Ogan's shady yes bik"

(Sayur typical of Palembang people, fish in cooked gravy with special spices plus pineapple)

"Neng's okay"

although Bik Sri knew in the end what was presented would be spewed as well, the almost 45-year-old woman remained loyal and painstaking to make whatever Ayudia requests.

And sure enough, what was eaten finally came out again as well. 1-1 of the types of food that can be accepted are fruits.

"Neng wants to request what cooking?"

Ayudia shook her head slowly, then went back to sleep in her bed. Several times Ayudia sighed, apparently living in Bandung far from the reach of her husband was very torturous, he said,not to mention his college friends who do not know his status because it is new, make him uncomfortable because he continues to be seduced. fortunately Edo is no longer 1 lecture with him, making him uncomfortable, the man chose to study in Jakarta, it means reducing the burden of his distress in explaining many things.

in Bandung they live in a house owned by mama Ainun, happened to have bought a house here, the reason is that if the match play dibandung and check the branch of the company do not bother looking for a place to live. mama asked someone to occupy it temporarily so as not to be empty, apparently in the end this house became the residence of the mother-in-law said the mother.

A second later her tears spilled, not knowing why she only missed her husband. Ayudia held her stomach for a moment, talking to the baby who had not been known by his gender.

"Darling don't be naughty well, mama believes you're a smart child, won't make Mama sad because you don't want to eat anything hmm.."

murmured ayudia slowly

And his greatest happiness is when the husband knows coming, already in his arms when he wakes up early. As usual Ardhan always makes a surprise in his life.

"Still nauseous?"

ardhan asked softly towards her, letting Ayudia continue to sleep in my arms in the early hours of dawn.

"Very torturing"

ayudia whinek

'That means mama's son wants to leave the moment to imprint his mama when he is still in the womb"

the husband spoke softly while tightly clenching his body

"Liar can be remembered his struggle"

Ayudia just nodded slowly

ayudia continued to nod

"Wake up, keep bathing pray dawn let adem "

said ardhan while kissing his forehead warmly

Ayudia again nodded her head

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Ardhan

In his confession it all feels heavy, having to separate from Ayudia, leaving Ayudia outside the city to go to college, whereas the wife is pregnant, not to mention she must be busy with the company, plus this month the company is holding cooperation with foreign construction hillatop companies for development cooperation in Palembang, ardhan time more and more seized pacing in 3 places Jakarta-palembang-bandung.

He thought everything would go smoothly like a plan, but who knows even he can barely handle the time.not to mention getting kabt from bik Sri if the wife experienced severe morning sickness, he said, remove all food that goes into his stomach.

Now that she knew how tormented the pregnant woman was, she realized just how difficult her arletta used to be when she was pregnant, she always entrusted everything to arletta because of her busyness, he did not hear any complaints from the arletta until the birth of Cecilia and the pregnancy of their 2nd son. Now he stone realized how long he used to have no heart for being too busy with the company.

There were a million regrets imprinted on his face every time he remembered the matter of arletta, he felt like he had failed to be a good husband first to arletta, unable to be the husband he expected to be, unable to treat arletta as she dreamed, sometimes there was only a sorrowful apology coming out of her lips every time she visited eating arletta, or even the tears of regret that fell down without him being able to weir again.

"is everything okay, bik?"

he asked quickly to bik Sri shortly after arriving at the Ayudia residence in Bandung

"Neng sleep bang, since the morning no food really goes into his stomach, only fruits only enter"

ardhan let out a long breath

"where's ay?"

"From the afternoon of going home from college to the bedroom, just woke up for a while eating the right fruit earlier"

ardhan nodded slowly

"Done her bag, bik, I'm in first"

bik Sri just nodded slowly

Ardhan went into the room, approaching his wife in a gentle gesture, afraid that Ayudia's sleep might be disturbed because of him. Kissing softly Ayudia cheeks then back to the bathroom to clean themselves.

The Jakarta-bandung journey is quite time consuming and leaves a million deep tired, but after seeing the face of Ayudia all the feelings are gone Instantly.

Several times he took a slow breath, while hugging Ayudia his mind floated somewhere. He was only worried how in the month of Ayudia's birth, afraid if-if time in the office took up his life, when clearly a wife really needs a husband who accompanies her in birth. he thinks the best solution how should they take, stick with the initial plan of the birth is hummed or return to Jakarta take a short lecture break in the 2nd semester?

perhaps he again needed the advice of eta, the wise sister.

he stared into Ayudia's face, stroking her cheeks warmly while fixing her hair, then kissed her lips gently several times and then snuggled her into his arms.

"I love you, God willing all it's well honey"

his whispers are soft

there's always a way