LOVE IS 18 YEARS OLD (2 Different Seasons)

When time has called

And God has no plan of his own

Wulans

With trembling hands he looked at the father who was taken by ambulance to the hospital siti Aisyah, he was at a loss for words when father tau-tau fell down from the stairs while holding his chest.

he paced in front of the ER room while occasionally staring anxiously inwardly, occasionally biting his face lip. Hape in his hands standbye since earlier, the youngest brother seemed to sleep on the chair, he thought if something happened he should quickly contact his Mak, ah no he was afraid Mak worried, he was worried, she had to contact Abang ardhan, as it was very unlikely to contact her Ayudia sister. whereas the other mamang and aunt were still on their way to the hospital.

And that made him hysterical when the doctor came out of the ER room shaking his head.

"Time of death ........"

clearly Wulan was screaming hysterically, crying so badly, legs were squeezing, body was weakening, the ground was sinking instantly, the hospital floor felt like quicksand was swallowing his body, he beat his father's body while crying without stopping.

father.bapak..the person he so loved, went suddenly without saying goodbye, did not even have time to talk why, he said, also have not had time to meet with his Ayudia brother and have not had time to see his first grandson directly.

he was stuck in his head when he said

"God willing to live long, I want to wait for Wulan until successful, continue to marry the child, nak jingok Wulan live a happy life Pulo cak Kak ay Wulan new father to be ready to face God (God willing to live long, long life, I want to wait for Wulan to succeed first, marry there are children, want to see Wulan live a happy life just like Sister Wulan, then I am ready to go to God)"

but promise abides promise, hope abides hope right? who knows who will die?

"Mr... wake up sir, wake up, Wulan cak Mano if dak Ado father? Mak cak Mano if you are Ado? (Sir..wake up sir, wake up, Wulan what if you don't exist? What if you don't exist?)"

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Ardhan

Not even 2 days Ayudia lahiran, suddenly Wulan phone from home in Lubuklinggau, her tone sounded trembling.

"Why deck?"

"Abang, sir...."

"Why father?"

obviously Ardhan immediately asked in shock, hearing Wulan crying a sigh behind his hape.

"Mr...."

Astagfirullah hul'adzim, innalilahi wa innailaihi rojiun.

Father suddenly fell from the stairs of the house, do not know why even though the body was healthy before. If only sick, mild or severe ardhan must be trying to help overcome it.

after marriage, Ardhan renovated the house of Mak Ayudia father to be better and livable, making the building slightly terraced backward, no longer allowing the same father mak Ayudia gardening, and, giving capital to open a business of sembako shop is the same business of sewing clothes that are done by some employees at home.

So far the same father Mak healthy-healthy alone, even fairly have a fit body was the father, but who would have thought his name could come at any time.

"Don't tell Ayudia first, fearing she's in severe shock, anxiety after giving birth will be less good"

mama Ainun said quickly

Mak clearly strongly agreed with the words of mama ardhan, the plan to stay up to 40 days so the birth failed miserably, and the reasons that must be sought must be as logical as possible so that Ayudia can accept it.

Mak promised to come back after 7 days, even though my father knew, Ayudia also needed Mak beside him.

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Mak

"Bak again Dak fat body, 4 days of this Wulan ado event at school ay, gek Mak balek to Jakarta again next Sunday, next week, kan was ordered Samo Bima ticket PP nyo (papa again not feeling well, in 4 days Wulan there is an event at the school ay, later mama returned to Jakarta again next Sunday, it's been booked with the same PP ticket)"

Just this time Mak lied to Ayudia, trying to smile when the heart was crying.

Mak think if you talk now with Ayudia there will certainly be a lot of pros and cons, Ayudia must be crying hysterically, can shock, can stress as Ayudia closest to her father from small, can be, it could be asking to go home right now to Lubuklinggau, or even I don't know Mak can imagine everything.

The best advice Mak same ardhan and Ainun, preferably after 40 days of talking with Ayudia, his condition must have been healthy, already unstable, his common sense must have gone, he said, everywhere would have been able, want to go home also can.although maybe Ayudia will be angry, because it missed a precious moment to meet his father for the last time, because now even if forced free, because now if forced, same thing still can not go home and meet his father.

when he entered the plane, Mak could only cry restrained, Mak's heart was broken because the person who fought with Mak from long ago until now was the father, although not rich, the father is a strong and wise man, so patient and full of love, although he cannot make Mak happy through material, but is able to give Mak the happiness of love and affection.

18 Years of living together both joy and sorrow, even if you never complain, always say

"Sorry to have been like kareno Lom biso bikin Mak cak bini-bini another wong, dak biso kasih padek clothes, dak biso, or the luxury house cak tetanggo kan left (forgive me father Because I can't make Mak happy like someone else's wife, can't love Mak beautiful clothes, or a luxurious house like the right left neighbor"

for a moment Mak wiped his tears with the end of Mak's robe, but again his tears spilled.

Mak can only be grateful to Ardhan, at least before the father breathed his last, Ardhan had financed their umrah, already know what it feels like to step on the holy land, even the ardhan to fix their home, Ardhan, also give them effort, so that you do not have to be tired again pacing to the fields to find a mouthful of rice.

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Ayudias

He was a bit surprised on the second day Mak suddenly wanted to go home, when asked why Mak said Wulan had an event at school, and, yesterday still had Vidio call the same Wulan and father when the birth of Hanif, but Ayudia forgot his health about the father.can be seen happy hue father, father, insyaAllah said he would go to Jakarta next Sunday, because Ardhan had bought tickets for the father from yesterday-yesterday. Ayudia hopes that Mak can come directly to see Hanif.

Ayudia continued to smile when she saw her husband holding Hanif, then gave Hanif to her, kissing the top of Ayudia's head warmly while saying.

"Abang left again to Lampung, you're the same mama eta is okay, right?"

"It's only been 1 week"

actually a little strange, yesterday Ardhan said the float business will be completed before the 25th, but this why suddenly backtrack until the 27th? where she went home as if with the same Mak, Ayudia had frowned, but Instantly Ayudia brushed off the suspicions that were not fundamental to her.

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Etas

Time can Akbar about Ayudia papa for a moment everyone was stunned, shok and immediately said

innalilahi wa innailaihi

As soon as the eyeballs of the eta looked at the face of the happiness-stricken ayudia, they obviously could not talk about reality, because it would affect the physical condition, mind and state of Ayudia. moreover, mothers who have just given birth are vulnerable to the baby blues, plus if Ayudia knows the reality of her papa, it is clear that Ayudia must ask to go home to Lubuklinggau soon.

"Ma"

eta clasped the hand of her mother

"The company can not be abandoned, papa can not leave ta, Dion must take care of everything in Lampung, mama must accompany ayudia here, his only family that can come ardhan, om hariis you're with Aunt Lisa and Jerry"

"can Jerry ma? he must be in service"

"We'll try to ask first"

eta could only nod slowly