
Ardhan
Since 2 weeks after knowing about the death of the father, Ayudia has been a little cheerful. What was originally the irony of talking has now begun to talk a lot.
Ardhan was almost crazy because of the change in attitude to ayudia yesterday, even want to die talking or even joking he did not dare.
He was just afraid that his wife was still angry over her delay in telling him about the father.
They returned to Linggau almost 1 Sunday, Still imprinted in his memory as soon as Ayudia arrived directly to the father's tomb, crying as they did not want to talk, all night just silent in the room, the rest of the room, fortunately bik Sri joined so Hanif can be fully handled by bik Sri. All night he heard only the long prank of Ayudia, he could only hug the wife who had her back until morning. Not daring to speak at all, wanting him to give the most efficacious comfort sentence, but afraid to fail instead.
She knows how she feels losing 'em, but rightly said mama back when she went to missing arletta
"Stop living in adversity, other than those who leave you there are people who need you so much right now"
Hmm. ardhan could only sigh at length
"Dad"
he spoke softly as he gently touched the wife's stomach, wrapped his arms around the small waist and then hugged her tightly.
It was 2 days after they returned to Jakarta.
"Hm"
ayudia answered only modestly, still busy making breakfast for them.
"I'm sorry Brother yah"
for a moment Ayudia stopped her hand, the wife was silent for a while, letting Ardhan embrace her for a long time.
"I'm the one who should be apologizing"
this time his voice sounded hoarse.
"Disregarding you in these 2 Weeks, lapse into deep sadness"
ardhan took a slow breath
"Sadness is a normal emotion and can occur when someone loses a loved one. It's just that I'm afraid if-if you go through a level of sadness that is more significant and longer to cause depression ay, let alone you end up giving birth"
Gradually the father turned his body, staring in the eyeballs of Ardhan some time.
"Please promise me"
ardhan momentarily furrowed his brows
"Don't go and have a couple of kids until they grow up, see them be big and successful, have a partner each and keep us calm, don't go ahead of me and..."
ayana's tears spilled
"Dad"
ardhan was only able to tightly hug his wife's body
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Ayana
The death seemed terrible to him, as he looked at Mak who was just silent, dissolving in grief.
No one knows the time of their death or anyone else's coming. Everyone can only imagine.
Someone who is dying from illness can recover suddenly. Vice versa, someone who looks healthy or ordinary can suddenly die.
Suddenly she felt fear, fear of death approaching her, fear if all her loved ones went one by one leaving her because of the sudden death, she was afraid well so scared.
"Yes.all has become the decree of God"
ardhan spoke softly as he warmly kissed the top of his head, tightly hugging his body for a very long time.
"You know ay? The most important event to deny is death. However, in reality death becomes one form of a small apocalypse that will be experienced by every living creature"
"the sick or healthy will die, the strong will die, the students and lecturers die, the soldiers and police die, all the creatures will die. Death is sudden, no one knows the schedule of when someone will die. Then the question is whether the person who died suddenly in a state of health will only be husnul khotimah?"
"if a believer dies who obeys Allah, he can be called Husnul Khotimah. However, if he is an infidel or a Muslim but denies Allah then he su’ul khotimah or returns without faith. Death is the decision or decree of God. Every soul will feel death"
"Don't Allah remind the Prophet in Q. S. Az-Zumar verse 30 which means, “Truly you will die and indeed they will die (after all).” In addition, in the word of the Prophet said, “Love whom you like, for indeed you will part with him!”
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Ardhan
"Tomorrow to go back to Bandung, you don't be naughty there"
ardhan said as he ruffled Ayudia's hair, helping her carry her clothes on the suitcase.
Ayudia smiled amusedly
"What bad? Brother who's not naughty here"
the murmur is quick
I don't know after the maternity leave is over, as soon as they have to separate, she with her busyness and ayudia with her busyness. Suddenly the feeling of not reaching Sudi, parting again is the toughest test for them, only met once every 1 Week and that was at the end of Sunday.
"It's not long until Bim graduates from college"
her mom tried to entertain her
ardhan only commented on bitter smiles, if yesterday he insisted on asking Ayudia to stay in college in Bandung, today it feels like Ayudia just moved to college in Jakarta.
Why are you so confused
inner ardhan
"Later if Wulan graduated from High School let him go to Jakarta with Aidil, Mak too. They let stay at home in kemanyoran aja well, which in Lubuklinggau only rented or if there is a family can be temporarily occupied"
since a few days ago mama once worried about Mak who lives alone in Lubuklinggau, only accompanied by Wulan and aidil who are obviously busy school. mama's intention if in Jakarta if there is anything can move quickly, if in Lubuklinggau fear they can not move quickly like the father incident.
Ayudia just nodded, Mak just floated a smile, maybe still thinking between willing or not.
"Later Wulan will go to school in Jakarta Mak, meaning Mak is just the same Aidil, it's so hard to leave Mak in Lubuklinggau"
ardhan said quickly
Mak just nodded his head
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Ayudias
Sometimes what is carried out often does not match what is imagined, indeed all facilities exist, bik Sri who took care of Hanif and there was Pak Agus who paced around taking care of many things during Ayudia lecture in Bandung, Bandung, it was just that for the quality time between him and Hanif let alone for them and the ardhan was completely reduced.
Ayudia's busyness is growing more and more, even she knows like her ardhan began to want to complain but could not. The husband just said inshaAllah all is well, not long after.
For Ayudia Ardhan is a patient husband figure that she has seen from the people around her.
And everything went according to plan until the 6th semester, but suddenly a shocking incident occurred, when suddenly Edo came to Bandung to visit him on campus, and he was, and Ayudia has not told me at all that she is married and the craziest thing is that suddenly Edo shot her while eating in one of the cafes there.
At that time ardhan knew coming from Jakarta, Ayudia just did not expect if all happened so coincidentally.
When Ardhan arrived in Bandung to pick him up, Ayudia mentioned the name of the cafe they went to, innocently saying there was Edo playing and met him there. but when Ardhan arrives Edo knows how to shoot him and kisses his cheek just as Ardhan arrives.
"Jude..."
The angry screams of Ardhan broke the atmosphere, within seconds the man darted forward and gifted Edo with a raw bogem
Buggg
"Dear"
ayudia's scream echoed, affectionate sentences spontaneously sliding from her lips. Edo looked startled, grimacing as his lips bled instantly inquiring
"Darling?"
staring in the eyeballs of ayudia
"How dare you touch my wife huh"
with a quick movement Ardhan pulled the collar of Edo's shirt very roughly
"Wife?"
obviously Edo's expression was shocked half to death