Love Behind In The Mirror Image (Mirror Shadow Admirer )
~Hindu pent-up or unrequited love ?
..."Longing does not only arise because of a distance apart, but because there is a desire that cannot be realized "...
"I have to what ? Why when I want to forget her, at that time my memory of her will be stronger. What the hell am I??
"Oh, Universe. How I want to forget her, and I love her so much. "Batin Aruna.
As Aruna awakens from her night sleep, she glances at her Watch which shows at 03:15 in the morning. The quiet atmosphere and the very cold air temperature in the countryside made the residents of the house sleep soundly.
Aruna walked to the bathroom, about to ablaze and pray istikharah. A very good time to express all the anxiety and turmoil in the heart.
"Yes Robbi, Just to you where I complain about my current anxiety and heartbreak, I love someone in silence and in distance that separates. I love him sincerely from the deepest of hearts, Lord. Show me the way, O God, so that I may choose the right decision.
"If he is destined to have me, unite my heart and his heart, if he is not for me, then keep him away from me, O God. And open my heart to face all this.
"Only you are able to flip through the hearts of men, you are the one who is all-loving without favoritism. Who has love and affection for every one of your servants.
The morning sun shone through every window. Aruna who was still asleep on his prayer mat after the completion of the prayer istikharah continued the morning prayer. Unknowingly he fell asleep with his face still wrapped around him.
Aruna woke up because the sun was piercing through her bedroom window. At 06.35 in the morning but the sun has rolled up its most beautiful rays. Looks like today's weather will be very hot .
"I woke up late, and my aunt was waiting for me in the kitchen. "Say Aruna.
Aruna repackaged her face, cleaned herself and passed to the kitchen. It turns out that aunt woke up late today as well.
"Bi, sorry Aruna woke up late. "Say Aruna .
"It's okay baby, auntie is the same. Waking up late today. "Jawab aunt.
"We cook chicken stew, said your uncle kemaren, he misses eating chicken stew.
"Well, Bi. It turned out that besides the pretty and kind aunt. It turns out that auntie is also good at cooking. So that makes Uncle always misses aunt's cooking. "Said Aruna seducing her aunt.
"You're just there. Let's help aunt clean her chicken. "Aunty continues to end Aruna's appeal.
Because Bibi's cheeks have been flushed because of her niece's seduction. It is true, that Uncle Aruna really likes his cooking. Besides being delicious and appetizing. The taste of rural food and spices that never escape.
"Oya Aruna's. How did you decide about your Uncle's best friend's proposal ? Have you thought about it ? "Ask aunty.
Aruna was silent in only a thousand languages, I don't know what she would answer. Seeing that, aunty felt pity for the thing that Aruna was currently feeling.
"Bi, I can't make a decision right now. I'm afraid that a relationship is not based in the heart. There will be no peace in it.
"Auntie understands baby, you think about it calmly. Sometimes unrequited love is painful. But if you continue to fall for your feelings like this, it's the same thing you torture yourself. "Aunty said to Aruna.
His Uncle's wife loved Aruna very much, never distinguishing her affection with her own biological children.
"Stop it. ***Some things hurt the most. Whether it's a pent-up miss due to distance or a pent-up, unrequited love***.
