Love Behind In The Mirror Image (Mirror Shadow Admirer )

~Small Debate

"You have a fever, your body is very hot" said Jihan touching Rayhan's head.

Jihan also carried Rayhan's body to move to the bed in the workspace.

Lovingly, Jihan compresses Rayhan's body, while Rayhan continues to deliriate and call out Tifa's name.

Although the pain spread throughout her heart hearing her own husband calling another woman's name.

Jihan who at that time did not take a headache, what was thought was Rayhan's health.

Jihan was always loyal to keep Rayhan lying in bed, her heat had started to fall. At 4 am, Jihan fell asleep sitting on the floor and her head was placed on the edge of the bed near Rayhan's hand.

Rayhan who woke up, realized that he was in bed at this time. And what he remembers, he's at his desk

Rayhan touches her head, still with the cloth that Jihan used to compress her.

"Who brought me here ? And who took care of me one night" said Rayhan.

As he was about to get up, Rayhan saw Jihan sleeping on the floor in a sitting position. It was clear that Jihan was still tired of taking care of Rayhan.

"Why do you have to sleep on the floor ? Why not just go to bed ? "said Rayhan staring at Jihan who was still fast asleep.

Rayhan who at that time did not have the heart to see Jihan's sleeping position immediately held Jihan up to the bed.

"Why are his eyes so swollen like that ? Like finished crying ? "said Rayhan who noticed the innocent face of Jihan .

Unknowingly, his outstretched hand stroked the face of Jihan who was still using her Hijab.

Rayhan also lies down next to Jihan, and covers both of them. Under the same blanket.

"At 05:40 Jihan woke up feeling her body was supporting something.

"Mas Rayhan ? "think Jihan.

"When am I in bed ? Who has covered me ? "Jihan wondered to himself.

"Astaghfirullah, it's past shubu time. I must immediately abudhu while the time is still on.

Jihan slowly raised Rayhan's hand which was on top of her stomach. There is a sense of happiness even though Rayhan accidentally hugged her at this time.

Jihan immediately rushed back to her room for ablution, because her face was in the next room.

After the prayer and teaching activities, Jihan continued to cook into the kitchen.

Today Jihan cooks sweet spicy gerapu fish and clear vegetables according to Rayhan's request. It only takes about an hour all is ready to do Jihan.

All the food is finished in serve , and a glass of boiled water ginger for Rayhan .

Jihan returns to the room to wake Rayhan up, but it turns out that the man is still asleep.

Jihan approached the bed and touched Rayhan's forehead.

"It's not hot anymore" said Jihan.

It was also realized by Rayhan, because he only pretended to sleep again when he knew Jihan would enter the room.

"Mas, let's get up" said Jihan shaking Rayhan's arm.

Rayhan woke up and pretended to moan as if he had just woken up.

"Mas, you take a shower first. I have prepared warm water for you to take a bath" said Jihan.

"Do you have any activities today ? "ask Jihan .

"No..Why is it ? "said Rayhan in a flat tone.

"Just a lot of kog mas. Oya mas, I've prepared food too. Later mas down yes, we eat together. "the word Jihan passed without waiting for Rayhan's answer.

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The couple is currently eating together. There was no conversation between them. Just shut up and focus on eating.

"Mas, drink this first huh. Good for the body. So that the body is back fit again. "said Jihan put a glass of boiled ginger water that has been prepared earlier .

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Not felt, time continues to run and the atmosphere in the house still remains the same.

Just a scolding and a greeting. Jihan also did not demand much. At least Rayhan had never uttered any more spicy words to Jihan.

One month of marriage, nothing happens between them worthy of a pair of husband and wife who love each other.

Even until now Rayhan also always slept in the next room. Only occasionally went into Jihan's room to pick up her clothes.

For Jihan every day she always did her duty, preparing food, and Rayhan's work equipment.

Even to communicate, they are very rare.

"Mas, can I not go to mom's house ? I miss her so much. Since 1 month of marriage. I've never been to my mother's house" said Jihan.

"As far as you are" said Rayhan

"Why does your heart still remain closed like that ? Can't you open your heart just a little for me ? "in Jihan.

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The Jihan Family Home.

"Assalamualaikum.." said Jihan to her mother who was sitting on the outside porch.

"Wa'alaikum salam nak. Have you come yet ? I miss you so much, "said Mom as she hugged Jihan.

"I miss my mom too. Did mom eat ? "ask Jihan.

"Yes son, your father cooked for you" replied the mother.

"Why did you come alone, where did your husband want to be ? "continue mother asked.

"Hm. Mas Rayhan is at work, ma'am. He can't accompany Jihan here. He just sends his greetings to mom "Jihan said lying .

The mother and son told each other, the mother always advised Jihan to always respect the husband. Serving and prioritizing her husband.

Sometimes Jihan feels sorry for herself. Regarding the marriage where until now she is still faithful waiting for her husband to love her, just like Jihan who loves Rayhan.

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"Son, it's afternoon. You go home. It's not good if your husband comes home but you're not home" said his mother.

"I'm at home or not, which Mas Rayhan cares about. Even I just thought of it as the wind then. "inner Jihan.

"All right, ma'am, Jihan came home first. When Jihan comes back here again, "Jihan said hugging her mother. And gave a little money left over while still working with Bu Kiran.

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Before returning home, Jihan stopped by to buy food at Pak Ujang's shop.

"Sir, pack her ketoprak one yes" said Jihan

"Eh yes to Jihan" said Mr. Ujang.

"Have you heard you're married ? "asked Mr. Ujang.

"Already sir, do you know where Jihan married ? "says Jihan.

"From Ms. Kiran, Ms. Kiran usually eats with Jihan's son. But that day Ms. Kiran ate by herself" said Mr. Ujang.

"Yes sir. Jihan is married, "tutur Jihan.

"May SAMAWA well nak Jihan." said Mr. Ujang while giving Jihan's helmet.

"Thank you sir, " said Jihan and paid for her food.

Jihan will be home soon. That afternoon Jihan kept cooking for Rayhan.

~Until Magrib Rayhan has not yet returned.

"I'll pray first. Waiting for Mas Rayhan to come home, "said Jihan.

"It's finished praying magrib, I have also taught. But Mas Rayhan still hasn't come home. "

Jihan sat on the sofa in the living room and watched as she waited for Rayhan to come home.

At 11 p.m., Rayhan's car broke into the garage. Jihan immediately got up to greet Rayhan.

Looks glum Rayhan face, I don't know what makes his moody at this time.

"Mas, you've come home" said Jihan approaching Rayhan.

But Rayhan did not hear Jihan speaking.

Rayhan sat on the sofa, loosening his tie and from his face seemed to be thinking of something.

"Mas, I've been cooking for you. But the food is cold. I'll reheat it yes "Jihan said again.

"Can you shut up. You talk too much and my head gets dizzy" Rayhan said.

"Sorry, I just asked. Whether you eat or not" said Jihan.

"I'm not hungry. Already have. Stop talking. Right now I am very lazy to argue. You go to your room. Why do you keep waiting for me ? "said Rayhan

"No need to wait for me anymore. And don't think I'll love you. Stop wishing " said Jihan again.

Jihan came back to hear those hurtful words. This time Jihan did not pay much heed to Rayhan's words. Jihan approached Rayhan and squatted down in front of Rayhan's feet to open Rayhan's shoes and socks.

Then put it on the shoe rack.

"Why do you keep paying attention to me ? What do you expect from me ? "Do you want treasure ? "asked Rayhan.

"I didn't expect anything Mas, I was just doing my duty as a wife" said Jihan putting down a glass of warm water.

"Stop calling yourself a wife. For me, this marriage is just forced. And I don't love you either." said Jihan.

"It's okay if you don't love me right now. Not during the marriage was preceded by mutual love between two couples. "Clearly Jihan.

"Stop wishing" said Rayhan.

"Why should you stop ? You're my husband, like whatever you are. I will still love you. "Jihan's Answer

"I don't even love you at all. I've loved other women" Rayhan said.

Of course for Jihan who heard feeling hurt, but did not want to be weak. Jihan covered all her pain.

"I don't even care if you love another woman or not. I will love you as much as you love that woman. As strong as you fight, I will pull you in one third of my night" said Jihan passed from Rayhan's presence.

Rayhan who heard that, felt extremely frustrated.