Love Behind In The Mirror Image (Mirror Shadow Admirer )
~As unacquainted
Today at the store, Jihan was again busy with her activities as usual.
There's a lot of things he has to do.
And today too many things came in.
Jihan had to work hard today, because only Jihan was in the store.
Buyers are not too much these days, so Jihan is focused while checking in the items that will be on display for the latest models.
Until noon Jihan was still busy, only the sound of Adhan reverberating signifies Dzuhur arrived which made her stop while arranging the items.
Jihan took her face and immediately rushed to the mushollah to perform her routine and her obligations as a Muslim.
Don't forget to drop off the store on Ms. Ratna.
After the Dzuhur prayer, Jihan did not immediately move from her place.
Jihan took out her little Qur'an from her bag, which she always carried .
By the solemnity of Jihan teaching in the musholla .
After Jihan taught me, she put her veil back on and folded her face back.
As he was about to get out of the mushollah, Jihan came across the man.
Rayhan, well he was Rayhan who accompanied Jihan to the hospital that night.
Jihan smiled at Rayhan, But what happened .?
Rayhan was the man who helped her and accompanied her last night in the hospital. Even to look at Jihan he was reluctant.
The smile she had on her beautiful lips vanished .
It hurts, it hurts.
Even the man refused to recognize her.
Jihan who didn't really want to hope, just left .
"Why does this have to be ?? Why am I God, really ?? Should I hope like this ??? "Into Jihan.
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"Why is his face buckled like that ? "arif's words startled Jihan from behind.
"Hhh, Bang Arief. "Who's Jihan with a smile on her face.
"Why dream like that ?? What are you thinking about ? "asked Arief.
"Tell me, it's okay. Brother will be ready to hear your story "continue Arief.
"I'm not ready for the story bang." replied Jihan.
"Well if you're not ready, you won't force it. You can tell your brother at any time" Arief said.
Jihan smiled at Arief's words.
During Jihan's move to the store, Arief was the one who always entertained her.
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This afternoon Jihan was sitting in a chair in front of the store, while greeting the buyers who passed.
Not spared from Jihan's sight, He was still at home to keep staring at the mirror.
Well there is a shadow of the man he admired, maybe even loved in silence.
Not knowing until when he will stare at the shadow, and until when he will still love the shadow.
"*When I first saw you, I always saw your shadow everywhere. Even all I see is a shadow of yours*.
*But even just your shadow can make me fall in love so deeply.
Your shadow is able to make my heart melt.
Every day seeing your reflection in the mirror makes me love you more. " Inner Jihan*
Jihan continued to focus on watching the mirror image until the image disappeared then Jihan turned her gaze in the other direction.
"*So hard to get to you ? Even to glance at you I feel inappropriate. So you stay in the cloud* ?
*So I can't reach you* .
"*Into Jihan*.
*Surely the feeling of loving in silence is pain*.
*When the heart cannot say, when the mouth says no when the heart says another*.
*Actually what kind of love I currently feel*.
*Why love the man so much*,?
*Is the only man in the world he's a* ? *Then how can I survive with my hidden love*.
*Even I was only able to see his shadow without being able to touch it*.
*I can only see in silence, I can only say inwardly*.
*I love him . Neither himself nor his shadow though*.
Jihan continued to fight with her heart.
