Love Behind In The Mirror Image (Mirror Shadow Admirer )

~Five Star Hotels

~I used to name you to be your companion in your life. But right now I want to skyrocket it back so that I will be your real life companion. Not as an experience of your life. "

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Jihan who was sultry with her clothes were quite heavy. To change his clothes. Lucky Mama Hana has given a paper bag containing clothes to Jihan.

Jihan went straight into the bathroom and performed her bathing ritual. When Jihan was about to open the paper bag given by her in-laws. Jihan's eyes glared perfectly at the minimal clothing available.

"Why are these clothes sold like this anyway. It was obvious this clothing lacked materials. "in Jihan.

My feathers sat as if they were goosebumps looking at the clothes. I don't want Jihan to keep wearing it. There's no other choice.

"There's no way I'm wearing this really troublesome outfit to sleep in" Jihan said.

Jihan came out of the bathroom using a towel that was used to wrap around her body that was perfectly exposed.

"This is the first time in my life's history. Using clothes that are less material like this. "said Jihan on her reflection on the mirror of the dressing table.

"Mas Rayhan might think that I'm going to flirt with him. But where is Mas Rayhan ? Why isn't it in the room ? "says Jihan.

Jihan is still faithfully waiting for Rayhan, to relieve her sense of boredom. Jihan walked to the balcony of the hotel.

The night view is so amazing. A peaceful atmosphere, and away from the commotion of the streets.

It was 1 in the morning, but Rayhan did not return to his room. Jihan was already getting sleepy waiting for Rayhan to come.

"Tonight is the first night for me, can my appearance make Rayhan satisfied not well ? Or this is too much. "in Jihan.

Jihan was a little afraid because she thought about how she would live her first night later and how she would serve her husband well.

"I feel tired and very sleepy. But why hasn't Mas Rayhan come home yet ? Do I sleep first. But this is our first night. When I go to sleep first. Later I will sin because it has made my husband wait. "in Jihan.

Chequek.....

The sound of the room door was opened, revealing Rayhan's face. Rayhan who at that time only used ordinary oblong clothes with a relaxed appearance. Keep making her face look radiated so charming.

"Mas, have you come ?? Where are you from ? "say Jihan .

Rayhan looked at Jihan from head to toe.

Jihan who was looked at by Rayhan was nervous because Rayhan suddenly walked closer to her.

"Are Rayhan's men gonna stake his rights tonight ? "inner Jihan was nervous.

Rayhan pulls the blanket on the bed, and throws it near Jihan's feet.

"Please cover that body of yours, I'm very disinterested and my eyes ache to see you like that" Rayhan said.

Deep in his heart, his male soul was burning to see Jihan's body exposed perfectly. But it was covered, because of the hardness of his heart and perhaps because there was still a sense of deep wound that remained.

Jihan who heard it could only grumble, as if unsure of Rayhan's words. Like a dream but it feels very painful to stab into the heart.

Rayhan, who did not want to make things worse, left Jihan in the room alone.

His legs were forced to support his trembling body. Now it is not able to . Jihan slid to the floor next to the bed.

Jihan pulled out the blanket and covered her entire body. No tears came out, Jihan just fell silent and never thought with the one she just heard.

"If you don't want to get married. So why propose to me ? "in Jihan.

It was as if his pain could not shed tears. Jihan just hugged her knees and bowed her face in her knee.

Until it's almost nearing the time that shubu Jihan hasn't slept all night. I heard I was looking at the dawn Adhan . Jihan approached a closet and there turned out to be a pair of mucena that was still wrapped neatly.

Jihan immediately cleansed her body, neutralizing her chaotic mood. Then perform his morning prayers with a tangle. Until he arrived at his prayer, Jihan was crying.

"***Yes Allah. Is this your test for me ? Are you currently testing my heart, Rabb ? If this is a test for me. So my heart will be strong in the face of all this, O Allah. I really won't be strong. Give me a broad sense of patience so that I can always be a wife who accepts all the shortcomings and ugliness of my husband, God. Amen yes Rabbal alamin***.

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Even until morning Rayhan never came to see Jihan. Maybe he's in the next room.

The hotel employee on duty today delivered the food to Jihan's room.

Jihan, who had no clothes covered and a hijab to cover her head, was confused when the hotel employee knocked on the door.

Jihan approached and spoke to who she was. It was the voice of a woman. Jihan also let in because of fellow women so it does not matter if her aura is visible.

"Well, the newlyweds. Of course all night exhausting things "said His.

Jihan just smiled and did not understand the meaning of the words of the employee.

"Alright Ma'am. I will provide the mbak request. Later I will take you directly to Ma'am's room ya. "said the hotel employee.

"Thank you in advance" said Jihan.

The employee just smiled sincerely at Jihan, unlike the employee Jihan met yesterday. That rubbed off on his guests, and Jihan really didn't like that.

\*\*\*30 minutes later.

The clothes that Jihan asked for were delivered directly by the employee. Coincidentally his color is Jihan's favorite color, light brown and not flashy. The hijab of the syar'i is in line with his shirt.

Jihan who has finished wearing her clothes and has looked fresh even though not as fresh as her heart.

Jihan sat on the balcony of the room to wait for Rayhan to arrive.

And sure enough, it didn't take long for Rayhan to come over to Jihan.

"Today we will go home first to my mother's house, after which we will move to my own house" said Rayhan with his flat face.

"Alright Mas. Aren't you hungry ? Let's eat first. I ordered some food ", said Jihan offering.

"No need, I'm in a hurry. You immediately pack up. We will leave soon, "said Rayhan.

"But I'm so hungry. Can I eat first ? "says Jihan.

"As far as you go" said Rayhan, passing from the balcony and sitting on the sofa near the closet...

Jihan also ate with her voraciously, because from last night Jihan did not eat and did not drink anything.

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...***Siddiqfamily home***....

The luxury sports car has arrived in front of the Siddiq family home, a very spacious parking and a neatly arranged car.

"Come in . Act as if nothing is wrong" Rayhan said.

In front of Mama Hana, Jihan is forced to show her false happiness. Not wanting to ruin her happy-go-lucky mood.

"Ma, Rayhan and Jihan will move to the house that Rayhan once bought first" Rayhan said.

"Why don't you stay here, son .? "asked Mama Hana.

"Rayhan wants to be independent ma, after all there is Jihan who will arrange all the equipment and needs Rayhan." said Rayhan.

"Jihan, you want yah to stay here. "persuade mama Hana.

"Ma, Jihan wants to stay here kog. But it is not good if Jihan instead lives separately with Rayhan mas. Jihan will go where Rayhan is. "tutur Jihan.

"alright. You must visit here often "said Mama Hana.

"Sure ma. "answered Jihan.

Mama Hana who is happy to see her child already has a good companion.

"Ma, we say yes first" said Rayhan saluting his mama and followed by Jihan.

"Be careful, dear. And you Ray, love and love your wife as sincerely as you. Your wife is a good woman, "said Mama Hana stroking Jihan's shoulder.

"Yes ma" said Rayhan.

They say goodbye to Mama Hana. Rayhan didn't want to stay longer at his mom's house. It's just that Rayhan doesn't want to see his mama worried about him because he can't accept Jihan as his wife.

I don't know when Rayhan Abryan Siddiq's heart will open again.

May Jihan be able to erode the hardness of Rayhan's heart.