
Loving you in a do'a is better than expressing it blatantly. Let Allah guide the story, and I will follow the path. ~
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These few days were the ones that made Jihan feel uneasy all day, how not. Usually Jihan is always excited every day, because there is a shadow of her encouragement .
An encouragement that he admired without knowing the owner.
But it has been 1 week to this day, Rayhan did not come to the store and maybe his sister who replaced him.
For some reason this one week, the man did not appear again in the store. He was busy or something else.
Jihan can only try her spirit, whatever she is to complain and feel sad Rayhan did not come. Because basically Jihan has nothing to do with Rayhan. Not even close.
"Actually what kind of love story I am currently experiencing. "in Jihan.
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Today before returning home as usual, Mr. Kiran will take Jihan to eat, but this time not in the shop of Mr. Ujang. Except at a restaurant with a friend of Mrs Kiran.
"Mom, is this mom's friend's restaurant ? "says Jihan.
"Dad, right Jihan. You also know the same kog who has a restaurant. "Jawab Bu Kiran's.
Jihan who heard Bu Kiran's words was only confused, since when she could get to know the owner of the restaurant.
He never visited the restaurant.
"Hi Kiran, it turns out you've come. Let's sit down first. "heard the voice of the restaurant owner.
"Hi Kak Sinta, how are you ?? "said Miss Kiran.
"Good thanks Kiran, I have missed you so much my dear sister. "welcome Ms. Sinta with a warm hug to Ms. Kiran.
Jihan is only a spectator between Kiran and Sinta.
"Hey, this is Jihan. "Said Bu Sinta smiling at Jihan.
"How are you, mother ? "Jihan said as he greeted Ms. Sinta's hand.
"Mom's news is very good, especially after meeting with the prospective daughter-in-law, "said Bu Sinta stroking Jihan's head.
"Since when ? "asked Miss Kiran confusedly demanding an explanation from Ms. Sinta.
Jihan just fell silent, because she did not know anything about the words of Ms. Sinta.
"Let's clear up dong kak, "said Bu Kiran urging Bu Sinta to answer her.
"Since this moment. "Jawab Bu Sinta glanced at Jihan.
"Uhuk. uhuk. uhuk." Jihan who heard the words of Bu Sinta could only cough.
"Is that true, brother ?? Why didn't you tell me ?? and you're Jihan why don't you tell me the same mom ? "bu Kiran's questions are still asking for an explanation to Ms. Sinta and Jihan.
"I want Jihan to be my daughter-in-law, but maybe Jihan won't" said Ms. Sinta.
"Oh, it turns out so. It turns out that brother is into PD_an dong. "Bu Kiran said laughing in amusement.
"You're Kiran, instead of supporting me, laughing at me, "continued, Ms. Sinta laughed, covering up the awkward feeling.
However, it was Sinta who felt that way and considered Jihan as her future daughter-in-law.
"How could I be his son-in-law. I do not know his son . "Into Jihan.
The three of them continued their conversation, more precisely Jihan heard more. How not, Jihan did not understand the direction of their conversation.
Jihan was out for a walk and there happened to be a park next to the restaurant.
Jihan walked to the small garden, and there was a long chair there. In the garden there are many flowers and there is also a honey mango tree that is bearing fruit.
"Where exactly is he ? Why hasn't he showed up already this week ? I felt so lacking spirit without seeing his face. Even the shadow makes me almost crazy. "Into Jihan.
Jihan continued to think and feel confused, why Rayhan never came again for one week.
"Why should it be like this ? What exactly is your heart desire ?
"Actually every time I want to forget you, then your shadow will every moment appear before me.
"Is loving someone so painful ? Is missing you so torturous too ?
"Why love someone who might never look at me at all. So, what right do I have to miss her ??
Jihan kept fighting with her mind.
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"Mom, why does Jihan miss her well ? "ask Jihan to Miss Kiran.
"Who missed it ? "asked Miss Kiran pretending not to know.
"Mom, miss the one I told you about that mom. "Jihan's answer with a pouting face.
"Oh, the mirror image well" said Bu Kiran laughing.
Jihan's face was blushing at the moment, how not. He was very happy to remember the man.
"Actually you have the same taste of him ? "asked Miss Kiran.
"So ma'am, Jihan just felt like every moment she wanted to see it, every time she even saw her shadow. And the shadows alone can make me keep thinking day and night. Jihan doesn't really understand why Jihan. "Jihan's answer is down.
"Jihan, one thing you need to remember. Falling in love is the right of every human being. And falling in love is natural. But we as human beings cannot love too much.
"Just entrust everything to God, let God govern the way. If he is destined to be with you, he will come back to you in his own way. "Kata Bu Kiran advised Jihan.
"Mom, Jihan doesn't know why it has to be like this. What kind of feeling is this ? "ask Jihan .
"Steps and meetings have been arranged and have been set by the creator in Lahul Mahfudz. Then we as his servant only need to pray that the path will be shown which we will walk.
"If you only hope in Allah, Allah will never disappoint you. Don't expect people, because they will only listen but not be able to give way.
"Trust all to God, then he will give the best for us" continued Ms. Kiran.
"Yes Mom. "Answer Jihan smiled at Ms. Kiran.
Ms. Kiran is a very concerned person to Jihan. Always advise Jihan and think of her like a child. Because basically Bu Kiran has no children. At the age of 45 years, the possibilities are minimal but what is impossible for God.
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