Love Behind In The Mirror Image (Mirror Shadow Admirer )

~Deal

~Admiring you in my silence, wishing you were mine, loving you without being loved by you. Loving you without limits. Put your name up for the third of my night. Fight as much as I can without respect. Then, what other struggles can I not go through for you. ~

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Months of marriage between Rayhan and Jihan. There was never a day where they spent as much time as marriage was in its general.

Even the first night that should have been the usual bridal pass, not passed by Jihan well.

The first night in staying in a hotel room alone, must be patient with the attitude of her husband's refrigerator.

"Mas, let's make a deal . "lihan said.

Rayhan looked at Jihan in confusion.

"What kind of deal do you mean ? "asked Rayhan.

"Mas, I've given you 5 months, but you haven't opened your heart. Right now I'm going to give you 60 days.

"If I can't make you open your heart to me. I failed to be your wife. I'm going to go and Mas can get married to that mas lover" Jihan said, staring at Rayhan.

Rayhan who heard that as if confused himself, there was a sense of unwillingness if Jihan left him.

Without Rayhan realizing it, his heart had actually been opened a little because of the presence of Jihan. But still not aware of it . Isn't Rayhan the stupid one ???

"Why would you make a deal like that ?? If you want to go. Justjust go. No one forbids. "Rayhan replied in a flat tone.

"I'm not leaving until my 60 days are over. " Obviously Jihan.

"What do you really expect ? "continue Rayhan asked.

"I just wish that I wasn't wrong to have loved you all this time. I love even your shadow. I've been struggling for 5 months with this marriage. I don't mind trifles. I will give you 60 days and for myself." - Jehan.

"Why do you need more time ? "asked Rayhan.

"I just want to bet on myself. Will survive or must go. Survival makes me sicker, while leaving is the hardest thing for me.

"But it doesn't matter, it's not forever that love can have. "Jihan said with a tone of voice that began to tremble.

"You don't have to go, you'll still be my wife even if I'm going to remarry Tifa" Rayhan said.

"In Islam it is permissible to practice polygamy. But to be honest, my faith is still as small as a grain of corn. I can't accept a thing called polygamy. And for me, marriage is only once. There will only be one man after my father and sisters in my life.

"If retreating is the best way, then I will choose to withdraw from the fight" explains Jihan.

"I told you from the beginning. Stop wishing. "Rayhan.

"Why should I stop. You are my husband. For me when you say ijab qobul, at that time my whole life has been devoted to you. Why should I stop loving you ? "says Jihan.

" I go ahead or I retreat, it all depends on you Mas. "Jihan said in a raucous voice.

Unable to bear the pain, Jihan could not hold back her tears anymore. The tears fell, shed instantly with its swiftness.

"Whichever wife is not hurt, if her husband brings another woman in the house they live in together" said Jihan then walked away leaving Rayhan at the dinner table.

This was the first time Rayhan had seen the woman who was his wife crying. His heart was hurting, his soul was fragile and his disappointment was deep.

"Why should it be like this ? What should I do ?? "inner Rayhan.

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Rayhan's personal secretary, as well as best friend since High School, Niko has repeatedly explained what will be said later at the meeting. But Rayhan remained unfocused.

"Sir, you will lead the meeting. I'm not fit right now" Rayhan said.

"Ray, what's wrong with you ? "asked Niko.

Rayhan told Niko all the events of the morning.

"Why are you smiling ? "said Rayhan.

"Ray, without you noticing, you've started to fall for Miss Jihan. She is your wife, while Tifa is a person in your past. Why would you ruin your future with the presence of your past. "Obviously Niko.

"But I still love Tifa." said Rayhan.

"No. You don't love him Ray. You're just obsessed because he left you. And from what I've seen, you're actually starting to like Miss Jihan. It's just that your sense of prestige is too high to reveal it.." Niko laughed.

"Why are you laughing ? Do you want me to cut your pay this month ? "rayhan.

"For bosses. It's not so bad " said Niko.

"Ray, I think. Miss Jihan is a good woman. He's very compatible with you. She kept the aurat shut and guarded her body, which would only be dedicated to her husband. Not like Tifa who always open the Aurat and show off his body shape. All eyes have looked at him. As for Miss Jihan, she was like a pearl stored in a vast ocean.

Only the right people could find such beautiful pearls. You're a lucky person to have a wife who is Sholeha and patient like Miss Jihan" Niko advised her stubborn boss.

Rayhan thinks Niko's words are reasonable, in his heart there is also a sense of guilt because it always hurts Jihan with her words.

"What am I going to do now ? "asked Rayhan.

"Open your heart, Ray, in your heart is Miss Jihan's name. Don't keep trying to cover it up. Take care and make her happy before anyone else makes her happy. "Obviously Niko.

Niko's words made Rayhan slapped. However, Rayhan has hurt Jihan a lot. But the woman never took issue with him at all.

Elsewhere, Tifa who kept trying to contact Rayhan was irritated. It's been two days that Rayhan hasn't given him any news.

Tifa also contacted a man who always accompanied her in times of stress. Accompany him to sleep and serve Tifa in bed.

The woman is very thirsty for intercourse. Many times he teases Rayhan, but for Rayhan he will not touch a woman if it has not been memorized, even though he loves the woman very much.

Tifa had fun with the man, her lust was already very peaked. Repeatedly doing but Tifa felt insatiable. The man who was paid for Tifa as his lustful gratifier was no less sturdy. Ready to ride Tifa on the bed repeatedly.

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What a poor Rayhan, loving a woman who is only concerned with the satisfaction of his orgasm.

~Connected.

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