Love Behind In The Mirror Image (Mirror Shadow Admirer )
~Rayhan jealous
***As if we always knew what Love is. So that the pain many times still survive because of fear of loss so that it is used to the pain. ~~
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Dear,Daery***.....
Pain repeatedly, pain because people in love even love others. The one who is always called by his name in prayer instead mentions the name of others in his prayer.
A third of the night I call you, a third of the night you call it. At that time I just prayed, because no one knows which prayer will first penetrate the sky. Either your prayers or mine will win. At that time I had endeavored, hoping for my prayers and destiny to fight in the sky.
"*Then by God's permission, I am united with you in marriage from a way I never thought possible. Either you're gonna be my future or just stop by as a massalu.
"You married me, uttering the Qabul ijab in front of the witnesses. At that time I was happy because I never thought. I who was just an admirer of your reflection in the mirror turned out to be your wife.
"It turns out that the beginning made me feel happy as if it was lost just because of every word you said. I always have patience to wait even though every moment has to be in pain. Heard you say another woman's name. Seeing you bring the woman of your past.
"Does anyone wish on love ?
"I've even walked this far, I even dared to fall in pain. I fell down and tried to get up, hurt to fall.
"Want to go far but hard, Want to stay afloat but hurt. Aren't I in a very difficult phase right now ??
So, until when will I love you in patience ?
And which Pain am I not feeling right now* ?
"Jihan~~~
When the lips are unable to speak, the hand will actively write on the book. As Jihan did, she always wrote Daery as she endured repeated emotions and pain.
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"Jihan, it turns out you're married to Rayhan. "asked Delvin with a face in the bend.
"Right Mas, I'm married to Mas Rayhan ?. "Answer Jihan.
"Do you love her ? "continue Delvin
"Did he love you too ? "asked Delvin again.
Jihan was silent at the question Delvin asked.
"The problem is whether he loves me or not, when he has made the promise of marriage. At that time I was his wife. If he can't love me yet, then I will make him fall in love with me, in my own way. "Tutur Jihan.
Delvin feels that maybe Rayhan has not been able to love Jihan, because he still loves women in his past. There was a sense of concern, and disappointment and regret because his sister preceded him to propose a woman who had filled his heart several months since the first beginning of Jihan and Delvin met.
"Jihan." said Delvin and wanted to get closer to Jihan . Automatic jihan back to back stretched a wide distance.
"Don't you know I've loved you since we first met. Spend a day at the lantern festival. Surrounding Hundreds of acres of Peach blossoms. That was the most beautiful thing for me. Even my return to Indonesia this time to meet with you because I wanted to propose to you. "Said Rayhan with a face full of disappointment.
"Mas, before him thank you for taking me around the place I wanted. Thank you too if you love me. But I'm married, wouldn't it be inappropriate if Mas still loves me ? "ask Jihan.
" Regardless of the word Deserve or not. Is loving it wrong ? "Delvin asked again.
"There is nothing wrong with love. It's just that what makes it wrong is when we love someone in the wrong time and place. "Tutur Jihan.
Delvin was disappointed, there was nothing left for him.
"Mas Delvin, believe me. One day you'll be reunited with a woman who's much better than me. You just have to follow God's scenario. Because God is the greatest director who never goes wrong in determining a soul mate . "said Jihan.
"Will there be anything better than you ? "the spirit of Delvin passed from before the woman he loved.
From a place not far from Jihan and Rayhan were talking. It turned out that a pair of eyes and ears were watching and hearing their conversation.
It was Rayhan. There was anger and jealousy in his heart .
Jealousy that burns his heart, but always on the edge.
His love began to grow. But refused to admit.
"That the person is with you before he really leaves because he feels his struggle is not appreciated. At that time you will regret losing someone valuable. "Official Author 😅😅
