
As usual, this Sunday night Andi and her band mates will perform. Actually Andi was restless leaving Arrum alone at home, but he decided not to go home too late. And sure enough at 9:30 tonight Andi's back from the cafe. He did not find Arrum, who was certain that the woman had fallen asleep.
Feeling sleepy yet, Andi decided to go to the back garden, sitting on the actual garden chair that was not visible to the park, and, it was more visible garden because there were so many vegetable plants that he planted with his favorite sister Dian.
His favorite guitar. Sing a song in the middle of the night full of stars.
*I miss being loved
wholeheartedly as deep as my love
as pure as my heart
I want to have a lover of heart
without tears without fault
it's not love that hurt me
and leave my life, again...
help me out of this void
save my love from breaking my heart
throw that solitude
never ending*
free me from this situation
perfect my life
from the fragility of my soul
someone has released me
of this loneliness
digta_lonely
Andi seemed to pour out the contents of his heart that he had felt all this time. The emptiness and loneliness that had plagued his heart all this time. He is a normal adult man like the others, at his current age, he also really yearns to be able to immediately get a life companion who really loves him and also loves him. But all this time, after the disappointment of that time, he had not yet obtained a replacement. Actually the feeling of love has filled his heart, but he is not sure if the feeling is really love, maybe only interested or maybe. Moreover, there is no return of feelings from someone.
Arrum who had heard the sound of Andi's guitar was immediately approaching, now looked daydreaming, so unknowingly Andi who had stopped singing saw and looked at him. After being called many times without understanding, Andi finally decided to pull Arrum to sit down.
Arrum gasped to feel his hand being touched and pulled by the man. But he did not try to let go. He only looked at the hand that was so stocky yet delicate holding him from the back door to the garden where the wooden chair that the man was aiming for was.
Now the two men are trapped in a quiet atmosphere. Arrum who looked down embarrassed and a little awkward just playing his fingers on both thighs wrapped in long skirts typical of his daily clothes. While Andi still holds his guitar slightly entertained by the sight.
"no. I have not slept" replied Arrum slightly looking at Andi and then lowered his head again.
"hey.. Am I scary? why don't you look at me while you talk? and please don't be so formal, get used to saying "me" not "me" because I don't like it"
"ta but I..." Andi looked at him intimidatingly "emm.. I don't deserve. oh yeah is Andi hungry? I'll prepare the food." he looked like he was about to move on but was being held back by Andi.
"I'm not hungry. Just hang out with me for a second. will you??" Arrum nodded then sat back down.
"Do you miss your son?" andi asked Arrum to look at him for a moment but then he looked down and saw he had shed his tears.
"Do you want to see your son? tomorrow I'll drop you off if you want." Andi's words surprised Arrum.
"Are Andi serious? even I haven't had time to get a leave permit, because I haven't even done 6 months of work here." the teary-eyed bead looked at Andi expectantly and almost made Andi powerless to resist her desires. It turns out that looking at Arrum this close really makes a great vibration on its feet.
Andi tried to stabilize himself, but when he saw the face again, a thick black eye bead with slightly long but not flicked eyelashes, thick eyebrows without the help of eyebrow pencils like most women, he said, the nose is slightly raised, and the lips are thin but filled.every point of the face is so beautiful and attractive because the beautiful dots are plastered on the skin that is brown, not dark, but not white. That's the beautiful skin Arrum is so fit in its establishment that became the attraction for Andi.
"mas...why not answer?" Arrum broke Andi's reverie
"Tomorrow I will take you to meet your son, to let go of your longing. But I have one request instead."
"what? if I'm busy, I can go there myself. So there's no need for a request." Arrum was a little worried by Andi's intentions.
"Don't worry, I'm just asking you to be normal with me. Let's just say I'm your friend or your brother. That's it, if you don't want to, then be patient waiting for your cut to come." Andi smiled winning.
If only like that, it should not be a problem for Arrum, as long as he can quickly meet his son.
"Alright" Arrum's answer successfully made Andi laugh. Arrum was a little surprised but he did not care, he was too happy to imagine tomorrow he would meet his beloved son.
They are now talking while looking at the stars, even Arrum made tea for the two of them, initially it is not easy for Andi to invite Arrum to chat casually like this time,but he continued to try it by first telling funny things that often experienced in the office. Only then can Arrum laugh and back to tell a little about Arya's son. Until it doesn't feel like the night is getting late.
"Sleep Rum, tomorrow morning you should be ready. Oya do not need to cook breakfast, we have breakfast on the road so that it is not too late to get there, so you can linger with your child."
Arrum nodded then passed, but he turned around again and said to Andi.
"Thank you, sir..." Andi smiled and Arrum went back into his room as well as Andi.
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