
Arrum did not want to leave her husband's navel. She continued to wipe the wood of her husband's tomb full of grief. His cry was no longer heard because his voice was exhausted and his body was very tired of crying for his beloved husband. It was only his endless water flowing down his pale face. I don't know how many times she fainted did not accept the fact her husband left so quickly and their children just Aryan puppet who is still as unwilling to embrace his mother mourning the tomb of his father.
Yahya Pramudi died of a heart disease that no one knew was present in him, not least his own wife.
"Rum, let's go home!. It's almost evening. Poor Arya, she hasn't eaten in the morning." persuaded Siti Arrum's mother.
Arrum just turned to his son who was just as devastated as he was. He hugged and kissed his son's cheeks with a painful cry.
Arrum feeds his son who still often calls his father and cries. With all his heart Arrum continued to persuade and calm Arya.
"dad is still with us, baby. Arya eat yeah let daddy grin?? doesn't Arya want you to be happy?? so eat and pray with mom, huh?? " arrum's hand stroked his son's thin hair.
The sight of the grieving mother and son was so heartbreaking for Siti's mother from Arrum. He did not expect his eldest son who was always a role model of his two younger siblings had become a widow at the age of 27 years. Arrum is a very patient woman, accepting the condition of her husband who lives mediocre. He was willing to give up the desire to continue college and marry a man who loved him very much when he just graduated high school. They had liked each other since Arrum's 3rd grade last semester and Yahya decided to apply for Arrum when Arrum graduated because he did not want to if Arrum went to the city to go to college and that means they have to be far apart.
Now Arrum must be willing to let her husband go to God and she must learn to live independently raising her only son.
Yahya is a fish and shrimp farmer. Although Yahya did not have his own home, he had 3 ponds that he bought from his efforts before and after marriage with Arrum. He considered that the business land is more important than the house. And all this time he lived contracted with his wife and favorite son.
Yahya's sudden departure leaves the heart of Arrum. He does not know what to do in the future to support Arya and himself. Given all this time she only depends on her husband.
This all felt like a dream to Arrum. He never thought if the simple happiness he had built with his husband and son should run aground with the blink of an eye.
In the days after Yahya's departure, Arrum always looked moody and cried more in the room. His body looks thinner because it does not taste food. While Arya has returned as usual even though sometimes she cried seeing her mother cry.