Love And Wounds

The Sweet Love

"Airin later you sleep in the guest room huh? You're okay, right?" rani asked Airin

"Yes, it's okay anyway, I'm just a guest here." replied Airin although he really wanted to refuse because he wanted to sleep with Abian.

"Yes I've been to the room first yes, you guys just chat here" said Rani by holding back her tears because she could not see the husband kept staring and smiling at Airin.

"Yes, Ma'am." replied Airin smilingly looking at Rani.

"Darling, you're okay, am I here first?" ask Abian to Rani

"Yes Mas, I'm fine." answered Rani and hurriedly went from the presence of her husband and Airin.

Rani quickly closed the door to her room. He then sat at his dressing table. Look at his face in the mirror.

"You know what, my heart really hurts. I'm sick to see you smile with Airin, I'm sick to see you holding on with Airin. What the hell is my fault, why did you betray me?" Rani speaks to herself in front of the mirror, with tears constantly drenching her cheeks.

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"Airin, I'm sorry for hurting you. I don't mean to make you hurt or feel guilty about yourself. I know you heard that when I talked to the twins and Rani. You don't have to feel guilty about our marriage.  I married you because I love you." Abian explained

"But how are your children the same? They're kasian, because we're married you don't have time for them."

"Udah, about my children, you don't have to think you just think about your current pregnancy. I don't want our son to be stressed out because you're stressed."

"Yes" answered Airin

"Yes, I've taken you to the room, yes, you rest first. For a few days you have lived here. I'm worried if you stay alone at home" Abian said

"Yes" replied Airin

After Abian escorted Airin to the guest room, he then entered his room to meet Rani's wife.

"Darling, you're okay, why are you crying?" abian asked because he saw Rani's red eyes.

"You know not Mas if my heart hurts when I see you pay more attention to Airin" said Rani

"I know, but I also have to pay attention to Airin. Because now Airin is pregnant with my son. I don't want him to do anything. Moreover, this was her first pregnancy. And he has no brothers at all. He only has me, so I have to take care of him." explained Abian

"I'm pregnant with your child too. I need your attention too. You why the hell Mas, changed since you married Airin? You changed Mas. You're not the old Abian. If you can't afford to live with me, we should just finish this marriage" Rani said with a broken cry

"No! We will stay together." said Abian

"I married Airin there's a reason. There's a promise I have to keep and it's a promise I have to marry Airin." Abian explained

"What promise? Did you make a mistake about someone, until you had to marry Airin?" ask Rani

"I can't be exactly like you right now. What is clear is that I married Airin not because I love him but there is a promise that I must fulfill with someone" Abian replied

Rani stood up and walked out leaving Abian. He was fed up with Abian's attitude that had hurt his heart.

"Oh Allah did I marry Airin wrongly? I'm just keeping my promise with Airin's dad. I didn't mean to hurt Rani or Airin. Forgive your servant, O God."

Abian couldn't hold back her tears. Then he cried so. His decision to marry Airin turned out to be wrong, he had made his loved ones heartache.

"I'm sorry Rani. I promise I'll pay more attention to you." Abian said in his heart

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"Well, Airin was very upset with Dad. Airin is now pregnant. Airin will soon be a mother. Airin's really happy, just try to have Daddy here surely Airin's happier." Airin cried sobbing as she stared at the photo of the father.

"You're healthy, baby inside. I promise I will always take care of you. Hurry up, I can't wait to see you." said Airin while stroking her flat stomach.

Airin came out of his room he went to the kitchen to take a drink. But by the time he arrived in the kitchen, there was also Rani there.

"Bak Rani what else?" ask Airin while taking a drink in the refrigerator.

"What else don't you see me?" rani answered without looking at Airin.

"Sorry Ma'am if Airin interferes. Like her, she doesn't like me. Don't you like that I live here? Or is Mbak angry that I have taken Mas Abi from Mbak?" ask Airin

"How do we think? Where there is a wife who is willing her husband to marry again, let alone her husband more attention to his second wife on the appeal of his first wife. You know Airin, my heart aches when I see Mas Abi smiling and caring for you. I envy you who pay more attention to Mas Abi."

Airin approached Rani, he held Rani's hand and held her. "Sir I don't mean to take away your happiness. I have explained to you, Ma'am, that I married Mas Abi because I did not know that Mas Abi was married. If I knew Mas Abi was married I wouldn't want to marry Mas Abi either." Airin explained

"It's too late, you've taken away the happiness of me and the kids" Rani said, then left Airin.

"Mbak Rani wasn't just the one who got hurt, so was I. My father left me and now I have to share my husband. And you think I'm happy living like this, my heart hurts too. Honestly, I actually could not afford to continue this marriage but because I am pregnant with Mas Abi's child, I still survive for the sake of the child in my stomach. Because I don't want him to be born he can't get affection from his father." said Airin

Rani who had been standing on the stairs was only silent to hear what Airin said. He is also confused as to how.

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