Longing Curtain
Episode 3
"In my dictionary there is only one word to love without being based on the heart"
I find it hard to describe the feeling I am feeling. Can only hold a sense without knowing the purpose of where the heart should be taken. Slowly, leaving a wound. A wound that slowly erodes the taste, a taste that is never avenged.
If you believe that natural selection exists, you should not be afraid of being hurt. Not afraid of being forgotten or even abandoned because after a farewell there must be a meeting. But I haven't found that in my dictionary. There was just a strange feeling running through my mind. How not, I have hurt someone and now I admire the older brother of the person I hurt. Is this called revenge?
I thought he was the man I was looking for. Nice, friendly, and smiley. But it's inversely proportional to what I think. Unlike Angga's sister, who is friendly and smiley. It is one of the dreams of every student here. How not his high posture, thick eyebrows and beautiful face able to hypnotize every human being. Why think about it?!
"Zahrah! Bengong aja," said Laila resuscitated my long daydream. I looked over
"What's bothering me," I said sewot
"Heheh, anyways nglamun aja pesen what cake is like, "tow laila relaxed. Indeed, from earlier I only ordered one glass of iced tea accompanied my imagination.
"No mood anyways this is also pesen" while pointing towards the glass.
"Who drinks iced tea can be full? The body is still small diet," said Laila in a mocking tone
"Bawel really, do not be hypocritical we are both small times, "i said while stirring the spoon in a glass.
"Yes, I'm a little big, "he said. The word almost goes to the heart, but this is all just a joke.
I went back to sipping my iced tea, while Laila ate her favorite fried rice. Burping has become an old habit . His face was bent as I laughed at the compound, as seen from his disheveled face like an unironed shirt. He continued the ritual so balanced by sipping a glass of orange ice. His movements stopped he immediately stared ahead half-gaping. What happened to this kid?
My curiosity was avenged I looked back. Brother Angga put his book in front of the table pulling a chair to sit on put his glasses on the table and tidied the ends of his hair. It is fitting that Laila gaping earlier might be fascinated by Brother Angga.
"Ra, brother Angga again own samperin kuy, "
laila.
While I gaped in disbelief, however the status of Angga's sister is different. He is the upperclassman and head of Osis at school, especially his brain above average makes him often follow the Olympics and win it. While I am just an ordinary class sister who is not comparable to beautiful fans Angga. It makes me a little inferior, but what power that brother Angga jodoku his beautiful girlfriend in the district can what. wkkw, wkkw,
Without further ado Laila approached Angga's desk while I was still nailing on the spot.
"Sir Angga, "why Laila. Angga turned his head and smiled at Laila.
"What's the deck? "asked Angga, Laila immediately developed her lips glad her greeting had been responded.
"Can you join? You see the other table is full, "laila said.
Stupid him! Obviously the atmosphere of the canteen is still quiet, yes even though there are one or two people. Brother Angga frowned, how not the reason that Laila put forward so illogical.
"Come, "toward Angga's brother briefly. Directly Laila placed a position in front of Angga.
"Aren't we just drinking? " Laila looked at the face of Angga's brother intensely.
"Yes, why are you just drinking?"
Said brother Angga.
"Yes, I don't have money to buy food. Know for yourself now the cost of school goes up, so the money runs out to pay. As money is thinning, pesen is drinking,"
laila cengengesan.
"His body was small, just drinking "Anga's brother laughed while Laila pursed her lips.
"Son Angga praised or insulted?" laila's gaze turned sharp.
"Joking deck," Angga smiled as he stroked Laila's head.
I can assure you that Laila will be pecking at the place of getting sweet treatment from Angga's sister. His teeth are visible when he smiles adding to his good looks. When I got it.
"Dec, what's wrong with you?" brother Angga wiggled Laila's shoulder.
"E-no papa sis," said Laila.
"If you do not have the money to take in the bank is a lot there, "said brother Angga half laughing change the direction of the conversation must be surprised to see the expression of his interlocutor.
"That's the name stealing brother, later I can get penalized again 'A Garuda High School student was arrested for stealing money stained with hunger' it is not funny brother, "said Laila cengengesan.
"It is good, '" Angga stirred his drink.
"Well, how good? "ask Laila
"Can add to the case of juvenile delinquency in High School here, "ujar kak Angga compartmentalized his hp
"Not funny brother, "tow Laila pouted.
They just kept talking and laughing together. While I was cornered by myself without anyone accompanying. Gini it feels like singles.
I want to join but embarrassed.
"Zahra why not join? "the voice surprised me, I almost choked on a drink. I turned my body towards them.
"She wanted to see herself, "laila looked at me. The boy exists! He left me alone.
"Here lo ra, rather than being alone there, "
said I'm Angga's sister. I just smiled and moved from my chair to the table where they both stopped by.
"So taught you don't want to, " said Laila nudged my shoulder. I stared cynically, his mouth was not conditioned. I don't know if anyone else is embarrassed.
Laila's voice was heard by Angga's brother. Brother Angga just smiled, and I got embarrassed.
"So he said that I was bothering you with Angga. He said it would only be a mosquito, "trucku glanced at Laila. His eyes glared, while I smiled with satisfaction.
Uhuk!
Angga's brother choked on his drink. Giving a drink was immediately accepted by him.
"No papa, right? " he nodded without answering my question.
"Sister won the Mipa race, right? Congratulations yes. Brother is the best" I gave two thumbs up.
"Thank you, just plain, "sister Angga smiled. His smile is that.
"Where did he learn how to be so smart? When will you teach me how to get rich, brother,"
cengengesan.
"Steach what, "
he said, raising one eyebrow. 'Finger I love you brother' if the word is able to escape my mouth.
"Learn, anyways teach what else, "
my many.
"Ciraine wants to be taught how to love your sister."
I stopped my activity staring at him meaningfully. How could he read my mind?
"Don't do it, Zahra baper loh "
Laila glanced mischievously at her face as if mocking me.
Ting!
The notification from whatsapp took my eyes off me. 'Bara' the name is clearly on the veranda. Must be willing to confide in about the gebetanya, males ah. I ignored him, didn't want to lose he called me, bitch!
"Why not pick up the phone?"said Angga
"No papa, "my sister
"Well, what if her boyfriend gets angry? "
the question of Angga's success surprised me. What kind of girlfriend? People like to be hung?
"Really ra? Though you are sweet how sweet, "say, successfully make my cheeks red. I drink sweet drinks.
"It could be a brother Angga, no one is fit yet" I averted my eyes.
"Well, what about brother? "i gaped half in disbelief. How he gave me an offer that made my heart seem to stop beating. He took me .. ah shame!
"Handering" the impact with a small ruckus made my heart that had floated now fall without a pedestal.
"Don't be that gombalin, brother, "i said
"So not gombalin me, now the same Zahra even rombalan Angga nih brother," said Laila pursed her lips.
"Heheh, sorryin"kak Angga smiled
"Judah if that's how I go, "said Laila as she walked away.
"If so I go excuse me too" I got out of the chair to pick up the phone lying on the table and walked away.
"Zahrah! "i turned around raising one eyebrow as if asking why.
"yes, what's wrong? "many
"Will go home with you? "
My heart feels like it's going to be dislodged to hear his call. I'm not dreaming, am I?. I may have wasted this golden opportunity.
"By me, "i said.
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I'm waiting in the parking lot for a motorcycle. The boisterous sound of the vehicle gradually disappeared there were only a few motorcycles that were still parked neatly.
I looked towards the hour hand and a half four more. Circulating the view in the direction of looking for the figure of Angga brother who never came. Maybe his invitation was just a joke. I realized that expecting the impossible hurt.
Stepping down the barn on the side of the road hoping that Fahmi's brother picks me up today. Sighing rough breath, why the hell hangin continues.
The roar of the motor approached towards me, looking sideways. He opened his full face helmet tidying up a bit of messy hair.
"Come on! "stimulant. Without warning, I got on that bike.
The awkwardness began to hit. Why if being alone with Angga's sister feels awkward? No talk I didn't dare to start. If you are in the position of Angga's brother is brother Syarif, I would be happier.
" Have you been waiting a long time? Sorry yes there was an organizational business because "I nodded, it was worth a long time.
" Just now, no papa, "I said briefly
The silence re-emerged, after one question was thrown there was no more talk. The more it goes, this is not the way to my house. I frown what is brother Angga wrong way?
I patted my own forehead, how do I want to get home I just haven't told my home address. And Angga didn't ask me where my house was.
"Emang brother Angga know where my house is? "
much
"No, "it's short. I shook my head.
"Why not?"much
"No papa, all the way, "
he looked back and smiled.
I enjoyed the trip with Angga. This situation is often easy to make me stuck with the situation. His recent presence shifts my focus from the past, as this new sheet I just wrote on paper is able to make me completely forget it. Sis, please don't make me fall into your arms and then you let me go because of my mother's taste.
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"Thank you, brother, don't you want to stop by first?" take me.
"Sama-sama, next time yes because it was also late afternoon afraid to be sought. Excuse me, assalamualaikum," he said.
"Waalaikumsalam" I replied.
He put his full face helmet back on and drove away from my sight.
I went from the yard to the house, tired and tired of controlling myself asking to be rested immediately.
Passing through the living room glanced at the sofa. The sweet man was sitting quietly facing the television. Support one leg on his left leg while snacking nangkring on his leg.
Without further ado I waltzed out of the living room not intending to wake the sleeping lion.
"The story has moved on "I turned my head to look sharply at him.
" Well, how do you move?" I said.
"If you don't move on anything, just go home in anterin," he said.
"He's just a big brother in the classroom," I said briefly.
"Say like, look ra "
The plot!
The target of the shoe floated above his head. I screamed happily while he grimaced holding his eel.
"Have one sister gini very yes," he said while looking at me.
"What did sister say?! Say it again here! Let me throw the shoes again!" my word.
He just blicked his lips.
"Dear!"
I looked back, the woman dressed in the lack of materials was standing in the doorway with a faint smile. Fahmi could be looking for a woman like that.
"Tuh, take care of brother's pet" I said.
The plot!
My shoes were thrown back but unfortunately not in my head. I stuck out a ridiculing laughing tongue towards him.
"This Zahra I brought food eaten well," said the woman, Nilam.
"Thank you brother, good brother deh more and more dear," I said while hugging his body.
"If so can dong deketin brother same Fahmi?" abugn.
"Can dong, what the hell can not. Isn't it brother?" I stared at Fahmi. He pursed his lips.
"Yaudah, I went to my room first, sister. "I stepped up the stairs.
Occasionally glanced down where brother Nilam and brother Fahmi sat on the sofa together. Brother Nilam tried to get closer but was immediately avoided by brother Fahmi. Fortunately, you are not home, you can come later.
Putting the bag into any place gradually throw yourself into the bed full of comfort. A small smile when remembering the events of today. Haduh it feels to float together with brother Angga.
Brother Angga I'm a baper!!
