Longing Curtain

Episode 23

"The person I mentioned in prayer had been an unexpected surprise"

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I climbed the stairs one by one, like there was no energy to do activities. It felt as if my boneless body was bobbing aimlessly. Leaving only some strength to step, puffy and heavy eyes to just open the eyes.

It's been a few days since the story of the message I still can't forget it. It still hurts to be lived. Rarely eat, rarely sleep I have done a few days in. As a result, my body is weak helpless, even to see the weight it feels.

I threw out the origin of my bag started cupping my hands on the table. Drowning my head in it, the weight of it felt like my head had not yet been blown in my eyes had not disappeared. Without polishing any makeup on my face making it even more pale.

There was a vibration behind my chair someone put my bag on the chair. Lazy I looked at him this time and chose to deepen my meditation.

The material taught does not enter the mind at all. Which is usually the spirit if the lesson starts but this time it feels lazy. Siska looked at me, but I didn't turn to avoid that silly question.

"Zahra kekantin yuk, "take him I just cleared my throat and started following him.

Siska ordered some food and I only ordered one iced tea. Maybe this ice cube is able to cool my mind. I put my hand on my chin with one hand. I looked around the cafeteria looking for something I was still thinking about.

"Deck "

I stared ahead, the tall man sitting next to me.

"Sister Fahmi? " tanyaku.

"Why not eat food? Look, you've been eating from earlier. Then you're just an iced tea? It's free to give monthly money if you just buy iced tea deck."

I just stared at Siska at the glance who had been eating without pause. I exhale slowly, how would eating people taste bad.

"He's not your girlfriend, is he? "

I looked away, still a thing of the past. Fahmi's sister just giggled to see Siska's confused face.

"No. "

"Graduation time says you're engaged, right? "siska.

"That time was just kidding. My name is Fahmi Fadilah, call me Fahmi. Zahra's brother, "talk Fahmi.

"Sister? How come I never see? "ask Siska.

"Every time play dong at home, do not just fall in the room, "i said sewot.

"I'm also rarely at home so I rarely see you" he said.

"Why aren't you here?!" sewot.

"Eat, go to the cafeteria to do something" he replied.

"Alah say only mode, "ungakapku.

Fahmi looked at Siska. Siska called her number, really brother Fahmi did a challenge from me

"His head is big too, brother? "my word.

"Yes dong, "he said.

"Later to chat, yes" said Fahmi.

Siska just nodded while smiling a little.As for brother Fahmi smile shyly, Kak Fahmi mode!

"Sir, you have to eat so as not to hurt, what if you are sick? "

Fahmi's sister touched the butt of my head, causing a screaming sound from behind my desk. I looked back at the many pairs of eyes that were screaming hysterically when I saw Fahmi's brother touching my head.

"This man is sick, "my murmur, Fahmi just shook his head.

"Zahra why brother? From that time just moody, taught to eat do not want, "

Siska looked at me while propping up her chin using an expression that was hard to guess. I just blicked my lips.

"There's a problem, " said Brother Fahmi.

"Why not tell, Ra? "asked Siska I just shook my head.

"Yaudah I was class first yes, because there is class, " said Brother Fahmi.

"Your sister is handsome too well, "said Siska I just stared at her lazily.

I carry my little bag, walk towards the parking lot maybe there's a ride home. Today my schedule is complete, while Fahmi's brother still has one more additional material. I had to go home first. For that I ordered an online motorcycle to pick me up.

When I got home, I went straight to the room to change clothes with more relaxed clothes. Approaching my bunda who was busy in the kitchen.

"Bun, what else to do? "tanyaku.

"Dragon fruit juice you want? "ask mom.

"Thank you, "my words.

"Tumben's home yet? Eat gih, already mama ready in there, "said mama.

"Today's college in the morning, so the schedule is over. Had eaten in the canteen of the mother," I said lying when from earlier I had not eaten anything.

I left my mother in the kitchen and headed for the front yard breathing fresh air. Vehicles passing by in front of my house add to the impression of crowded in my home environment.

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Time was so fast, I stepped from the floor to the top of the bed. After the Isyak prayer I immediately broke my body. I haven't eaten at all, but my stomach feels full. It felt like everything that went in was tasteless, tasteless. I only drink water occasionally without eating anything. Dizziness in the head and nausea made me even less excited. Sometimes my stomach hurts because I eat late. I exhaled slowly, how would it be if I continued like this?