Limited Destiny

Chapter 2: Alpha Request

Hearing such Alpha words, the Moon Goddess quickly wanted to end it.

"Enough, Alpha. Now I understand why I became your guardian god. Even though you are the shadow of the Fire God, you also have unstable emotions like the moon. "

"It has nothing to do with my unstable nature. "

"Alpha, your job is to guide only their birth, not to fall in love. There's nothing I can do because I'm a Goddess not God. If I do anything beyond my will, it is his permission. I don't have power either, Alpha. Ii'm sorry. "

Alpha scratches his head that doesn't itch. He walked back to the Goddess. Anxiety, worry, sadness, why he had to experience it. Seeing what he shouldn't have seen was excruciating.

"Alpha, without you knowing I can feel what you're feeling. I'll try my best without you knowing. "

In the eastern cloud he intended to meet the Fire God, asking for his help.

“Fire God, I want to talk to you?”

“About, Alpha? I've seen it from here.”

“After seeing everything, what is your action?” The Goddess was waiting for an answer tensely.

“Ask the God of Love, and this..”.

The Fire God gave a necklace to the Moon Goddess. He left the necklace so Alpha could connect with him. Ever since the previous events occurred, the Fire God and Alpha had never again communicated.

“Give yourself to Alpha. At least you have good intentions.”

“She has cut off contact with me.”

The Fire God was thinking hard. His expression looked the same as that of a restless Alpha. Not just the same expression but a similar face because Alpha is part of the Fire God.

Better against 1000 enemies than against myself. When does my sentence end?

The room was dark and accompanied only by moonlight Princess Iriana was lying on her bed. He woke up and picked up a knife on the table.

Should I do it tonight?

After gathering courage he almost pulled a knife into his left wrist despite only a small wound, if he did not hear the sound of Alpha pleading to open the door. When Princess Iriana opened the door she saw Alpha running and then hugging her very tightly. His breath gasping with sweat poured out, Alpha continued to hug him without hearing the princess question. After he locked the room door, Alpha saw Iriana's wrists covered in blood. Hurriedly he looked for bandages to bandage the wound whereas Iriana only looked at him with a cynical smile.

“It turns out you're still paying attention to me, huh?”

Hearing such a speech made Alpha already know enough if the sentence said insinuating him. He could not bear to tell her his biggest secret, but the princess did not budge.

“I'm not stupid, Alpha. From the way you treated me and your warm gaze, who doesn't know if you really love me. I've been wrong to love someone who's stupid and weak. Yeah, I admit this blood on my wrist was a suicide attempt. But since it was your stupid nature that irritated me, now I decided to marry the crown prince. I lost my own life because of my sadness to marry without love, how stupid I was. I don't want to be like you. This is my warning, never have you been in front of me other than you were assigned to face me. It's a command.”

“........Fine, I say retreat.”

Iriana very quickly closed the door of her room so that Alpha did not see her who had shed tears. Actually he did not have the heart to say hurtful things, but for the good of both of them he chose to be indifferent rather than suicide. Unwanted days happen. The marriage was supposed to be happy for her but Iriana was confused by her decision. Is this right or is there another way for him?

The Alpha who had been sitting in the front guest seat, looked cold with no expression. Letting her lover marry someone else is sad but compared to seeing his lover commit suicide because he cannot resist disappointment, for him this is the best way. It's okay he gets the punishment as long as his lover stays alive.

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