Life, matchmaking and patience

Disrupters

The Hospital

I ventured into this hospital. Not because of the phobia of the hospital, but more afraid to meet my brother, Adira. Yes, my brother works at this hospital and threatens not to come near and even dream of having one.

This hospital is one of my grandmother's late remains. But not once have I been allowed to just visit this hospital. While waiting for the bully queue to appear in front of me. Deggs...

"Hi, Sherin, tumben to the hospital?? the same as Roy??" he said he was not ashamed.

I didn't answer just changing seats so that the distance between us was wider.

"Sherin, hey, come on!! I won't pounce on you" he said mockingly.

"Maybe no Roy, don't get close to me!!, I don't like it and just don't tease me, because I'm a minor and Roy's brother isn't my type" I said scathingly.

"Hey, come..!!" whine and pull my injured hand.

"Let go, I said loose!! (while grimacing in pain I threw his dirty hands but his grip is very strong) otherwise you let go I shouted" I threatened.

I finally survived the intruder because my name was called to enter the treatment room.

"Miss Sherin, please come in!!" the nurse said. I threw Roy's hand violently once again. I endure the pain caused by my wounds. Soon I'll go inside.

From a distance, a pair of eyes could be seen looking at Sherin who was talking to Roy. He looks like a lion getting his game. He seemed to be holding back the anger he had to let out immediately. Wanting to feel, he blew his emotions right then and there. But Sherin and Roy don't know where she is.

Roy is Dira's lover. He is also a surgeon. I don't know why he always bothers me. If Brother Dira finds out I met and even talked to brother Roy, then my history is over.

In the treatment room

"Sherin,,,??" call Brother Yuna in disbelief.

"Sir Yuna." I was surprised to see my foster brother here.

Brother Yuna is also a doctor and he is also a friend of Dira's one major. Brother Yuna is like my own sister. He always helps me when I can't get up. He was always there for me. I love him sincerely too. Either the feeling of gratitude for my grandmother's kindness to him or indeed he was really sincere to me, but I felt at least there was someone who did not expect me to fall. I immediately took off the jacket that covered my wound and...

"Jeez Sherinnn..!!???" she screams in disbelief.

"Why is your hand like this??" ask her while looking at my wound.

"Fall brother. Sherin accidentally fell this morning near a bus stop" I explained briefly.

"Bk.ck.. It's not a fall Sherin, I'm honest!!, you know you've never ridden a motorcycle or a car, it's a wound like you rolling around on an asphalt road, right??" tanyanya back.

"Yes brother, sorry (covered down). Not intentionally this morning when the little boy who wanted to be hit by the car, Sherin reflex hugged the boy and rolled on the street" I said in a regretful tone because not careful.

"Sherin, (sister Yuna stroked my head) How many times did you say, You can help people, do good. But inget yourself too!! grandma Sonya will be sad to see you like this. How will Brother Yuna be responsible in front of your grandmother??" said Brother Yuna advising while sewing and dressing my wounds with bandages.

"Sorry brother, next time Sherin will be more careful" I replied with regret.

"Sherin, here's your allowance" he said, handing over an envelope with money.

"Keep well. Don't take Dira again!!" her door.

I just kept my head down. It's not good to take that envelope. Brother Yuna who is not my brother is even so kind and considerate of me. These tears were unbearably flowing.

"Sherin don't cry!!" I hugged her for thanks and also to release my longing for my grandmother and mother who had returned to the lap of Divine Robbi.

Since I was left by my grandmother when I was only eight years old, since then I have never felt a warm embrace from anyone including my real father as well. You must be asking when my mother died, right??

Flashbacks

"Sir, m.m.m.mama where's Grandma?" I asked grandma. I was only 5 years old then.

All this time Grandma always kept everything related to Mama a secret. Grandma walked over to pick up a wooden box that was not too big and the box was carved with a floral motif that looked very pretty and had the initials of the letter N.W.

"Sherin, these are all your memories with mama. Open it!!" pinta grandma soft.

I opened it slowly too. I took a picture of a very beautiful woman smilingly hugging a baby girl who was about 5 months old, that was my last photo with my mother.

These tears flowed without stopping. I hugged the photo. Yes, a toddler who is not even 5 years old must swallow the bitterness of not having a mother.

"Mama.. Mamma.. Sherin misses Mama, hiks hyks hyks", I cried in my grandmother's arms.

"Sherin, listen to grandma!" pinta grandma accompanied by my nod.

"Mama's happy there, look at the photo Mama smiled right?, Mama is always here (while pointing at my chest). My mother left because God loved her. Your mama was a very beautiful, kind and patient woman. Sherin should be like Mama. Sherin promised grandma!!" pinta grandma.

"Yes Nek. Sherin promised to be a good boy".

"Remember your Mama's name, Nayla Wiryoatmadja!!" my grandmother said it was as sad as me.

"Don't cry and always cheer up, son, if Sherin wants to see you happy" she said.

"Yes Nek. Sherin doesn't want Mama to be sad. Sherin promises to be a strong child and always smiles for Mama and grandma" I said sure.

I'm sorry, Sherin. Grandma must hide your bitter memories from you because it is not worth it for you to know the bitterness of a Nayla's life in this family.

Grandma doesn't want you to be as broken as your mama. If it wasn't for your father, maybe grandma would still be able to hug your mom right now. Basic guy B*****n. Inner grandmother who did not feel her tears had wet her cheeks that looked wrinkled.

Flashback off

I also came out of the treatment room. These limp feet can't walk. I sat down in an empty chair at the end of the hallway. I had not had time to breathe, suddenly there was a hand that pulled me roughly towards a room that was no stranger to me. BLAKKK..

"Ahhh.." my sigh resigned.