LET ME CHOOSE MY OWN PATH
chapter 47
Part 47's
"But why Mar! Is there something wrong with praying and praying?" Tanya Sharif is confused.
"That's not what I mean, I don't feel worthy to ask for forgiveness let alone ask for forgiveness, there's been too many sins that I've done so far."
"It is precisely because we are many wrongs and sins that we ask for forgiveness and admit all our mistakes Mar," said Sharif gave understanding.
"Alright, may the Power still forgive all my sins, Rif."
"When was the last time I prayed, I forgot too" said Amar.
"Most importantly we have dared to start rather than late" Sharif advised as if he had not sinned much when they were sinners.
Syarif is being held for murder, he is a hitman. For the sake of money he was willing to do anything but now he was aware of his mistake.
Amar and Sharif prayed together and prayed with makeshift equipment, he cried for forgiveness and hoped to meet his mother again, he also hoped if possible to meet his only son Tegar, his wayang, he was really ashamed of himself.
Embarrassed because all this time could not set a good example for his son, he was also ashamed of his mother because it always troubled him to this day.
I don't know what he's gonna tell his son later if Tegar finds out why his father's under arrest. He was afraid that Tegar would hate him.
The water of his eyes fell, he wept as he begged for mercy on the Khalik.
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At home when returning home from school Tegar immediately looking for Dani because earlier when he was about to go to school he saw if his father was still asleep then he did not dare to wake him, he did not dare to wake him, he decided to talk when he came home from school.
"Nek Ijah, where is Papa? How come Harder's looking in the room isn't there?" Ask Harder to Bik Ijah who is resting in the kitchen.
"Papa was out for a while, between Mommy for Posyandu Aldo, message Mommy if Tegar has come home, change clothes and eat," Bik Ijah conveyed Mila's message to Tegar if he had returned home.
"Well Nek, Hardcore to the room first want to change clothes later here again to eat," while walking he went into the room and did what Bi Ijah had said.
Finished changing clothes and eating, Tegar watched his favorite cartoons while waiting for Papa, Mommy and Aldo his younger brother who was leaving.
Patiently he waited even though his heart was bored by waiting.
"Grandmother, what time did Mother come home really long," cried Rigid while watching television.
"Wait at most soon also go home, you are patient a little, what the hell is the matter of papa nyqriin tumben like it is important?" Bik Ijah became curious about the behavior of Tegar.
"Yes, it is very important Nek, Tegar wants to say something with Papa, afraid Mother forgets to take it with Papa so Tegar wants to talk directly Nek."
"Ouh .. do you want to say what you love, make Nek Ijah just for a while?" Tanya Ijah while accompanying Tegar watching television.
"So gini Nek, At that time Hardcore sleep continued suddenly in a dream Hardcore see Grandma Hardcore was sitting alone like waiting for someone so, so Tegar would invite Mother to visit Grandma." His words are long.
"Hem, so it's a hard story with Grandma."
"Fresh also do not know Nek who certainly Tegar want to meet with Grandma was just, about obtained not the same Papa," cried Tegar while bowed.
"Yes, Papa is very kind and also affectionate equally Rigid."
"Yes, Mommy does not choose the wrong husband like your father, it's good, loving, handsome again."
"The handsome kayak Tegar is Nek," said Tegar confidently making them both laugh off.
"Assalamualaikum," Mila gave her greetings when she arrived home while holding Aldo who was fast asleep.
"Waalaikumsalam," replied Bik Ijah and Tegar who were watching.
"Mother ... Where the hell is it! Rigid waitin from earlier did not come home, Tegar bored nu ggu at home alone," grunted when he saw Mila coming.
"Alone ... That's who's next to Tegar?" Ask Mila while laughing.
"So from earlier Tegar did not see Nek Ijah," Bik Ijah murmured pretending to be angry with his mouth advancing.
"Up .. sorry! Don't be angry Nek, if Nek Ijah gets angry later gets old," tegar taped while covering his mouth with one hand.
"Since Grandma said there is no here, but from now on Grandma has accompanied Rigid watch not to be alone," cried Nek Ijah while folding both hands.
"I'm sorry, Sorry Hardcore Nek," Tegar explained to Ijah to forgive him.
"Yes Nek Ijah sorry but promise not to do that again."
"Okay, ready." Said Tegar raised his hand like a person respectfully making Mila and Ijah laugh seeing his behavior.
"Bun, Papa where from just now did not enter anyway?" Rigid asked as he spread his gaze outwards.
"Maybe it's still ahead, look there" said Mila.
Hardcore immediately ran out of the house to see Dani who had not entered the house.
"Papa .. papa," cried Rigid because while outside he did not see Dani's figure there.
"Papa ..., where's Papa?" Tegar continued to scream while circulating his gaze around the house but still did not find Dani.
"Papa where the hell," he grumbled as he stomped one foot to the floor.
"Mr …."
"What! Papa here, son, why are you yelling from earlier?" Dani asked when she heard the screams of Tegar who was looking for her.
"Why from the outside? Pantesan from earlier Tegar did not see," cried Rigid when he saw Dani with a long sigh.
"You miss Papa, I think I've been wrong not to meet Papa, sought after until screaming like that," said Dani while embracing Tegar and walking into the house.
"Kangen is a little" he replied with a big smile.
