LET ME CHOOSE MY OWN PATH
chapter 19
How Amar explained to his three children if they were different mothers but one father.
Amar is confused where to start but they must know if not all this mass is endless.
"Why do you shut up, tell me, Dad, why are we brothers?" Tanya Tegar while pulling Amar's clothes and shaking his father's body.
"You sit here first, I'll tell you everything."
The three of them who were still standing were already sitting on the living room sofa.
"At first Dad married Mila and was born You were Hardcore but Dad and Mother separated after that married Lastri and born Hani and Lani," said Amar with a voice that was so slow.
"Now you understand what Dad means."
"Yes we understand" they answered.
Really good kids, I was afraid that if they couldn't accept this reality, they were still too young to know all the adult problems.
"Dad hope you can live together and side by side, forgive Daddy son." They also embrace each other.
Once the scenery is beautiful, hopefully after this there will be no more problems in the past and we can start living peacefully.
Me and Tegar say goodbye to go home soon do not want to linger at the home of my ex-husband's mother.
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"Lastri forgive all my mistakes, I'm sorry Las." Amar apologized to Lastri.
Mila and Tegar have gone home now live la they are at home. Amar regretted all his actions and wanted to make it right.
"I've forgiven you! I've also forgotten all about us in the past."
"Let me live quietly with my children, I hope you don't bother us anymore."
"Alright, I won't bother you Lastri, but let me meet my children Las."
"If you want to visit them please, they are entitled to their father" said Lastri.
Lastri and her two children have returned home, now only .amar and her mother at home. They just sat in silence without a word.
Amar has realized all his mistakes, he promises himself to change his life even better.
Now he is thinking of getting back to his first wife Mila. He wants to fulfill his mother's wish. But whether Mila would take it back was what he was thinking.
Days passed, Amar had not found the right way to get close to Mila again.
Confused about what to do, he was afraid. Amar did not have the guts to just visit Mila Pun's house as if his feet were stiff to step.
"Where Mar! Did you tell Mila if you wanted to refer to her?" Ask Amar's mother.
"No, Amar is afraid that Mila will refuse" he said.
"Not yet tried to suck your guts, how the hell!"
Ms. Wati moved from her seat, she they were upset to see the behavior of her son.
Madam Wati, so think if she told Mila maybe Mila would listen and would go back to being her daughter-in-law.
He has decided that tomorrow he will go to Mila's house to make his point, hopefully Mila will think.
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During the day Bu Wati was preparing to leave for Mila's house, he deliberately did not tell Amar afraid that later Amar would be angry if he knew he was visiting Mila.
"You're Arisan."
"Mother go first, then just lock the house if you want to go," said Bu Wati in a hurry.
"Yes"
Ms. Wati took an online taxi to Mila's house, hoping that Mila would be home. When he meets later.
After reaching the house Mila saw the house was deserted like uninhabited.
Many times, she called and knocked on the door but it never opened.
Where's Mila? why is there no one in this house, the yard also looks full of dry leaves scattered everywhere. It is like a house to stay.
Long Bu Wati waiting on the terrace of the house that is already dusty and dirty.
"Sorry Mom RT humpang asked where Mila well how the house looks lonely and dirty?" Bi Wati asked Bu RT who happened to pass by.
"If you've been out of town, Mom, it's been a week ago and hear this house has also been sold."
"Out town, well thank you, Ms. RT for the information."
Ms. Wati came home disappointed dashed all her hopes. Where he was going to find Mila, his phone number was off.
Along the way home, Bu Wati thought about where Mila took her grandson, why Mila did not tell him if she wanted to move and sell the house she had been living in
Until the house of Bu Wati was sitting helplessly, his face was filled with disappointment. In his old age he had to be separated from his grandchildren.
"Mother why? Hurry up to get the bow home?" Ask Amar.
Bu Wati still silently mourned his fate and also his son.
"Mom, why are you crying? What happened tell Amar" said Amar.
"Mom, talk mom, don't just shut up, Amar asked Mom," said Amar who was still confused by his mother's attitude.
"Fresh Mar, Hardcore_
"Why with Hardcore Mom, why?"
"Fresh go Mar."
"Where are you going?"
"Jawab Ma'am."
"Mother doesn't know where Mar is going either" said Bu Wati in a hoarse voice.
"Find them Mar, quickly find them," Mom shouted at Amar.
"But where should you go, ma'am?"
"If you knew, I wouldn't water you Mar."
"Splash find them," said Bu Wati again.
Amar goes to find Tegar and Mila, confused about where to find his son and ex-wife .
All day he had been around looking for the existence of Mila but had not produced results. Where else should he look.
