LET ME CHOOSE MY OWN PATH

chapter 20

Pov Amar's

My name is Amar I work in a company and have a wife named Mila.

Although I am married, I am in a relationship with a woman named Lastri.

Lastri is a beautiful and charming girl which is why I'm attracted to her.

At first we were just office friends, long time I liked it, daffodils tatung together it turns out Lastri also likes me.

We were in a relationship secretly, we met every day at the office and always texted.

I lied to Mila once if I was going out of town on a job when it was a holiday, we were all told to go on vacation by the company. 

That time off I used to have fun with Lastri. We spent time together to love.

Though at that time Mila was pregnant with my son but I seemed to not care about the content. I've been blinded by love to forget our wife and future baby.

It turns out that Mila knew that I had a relationship with a woman but she didn't know that she was Lastri.

Lastri is the younger brother of his best friend Ayu. They had been friends for a long time, I was afraid that Mila would know that the woman I was with was her sister Lastri Ayu.

What is called evil must be smelled too. My affair with Lastri was known to Ayu, at first she was angry and disappointed in us.

Ayu is angry at Lastri and ashamed of Mila even though Mila does not know the truth.

Ayu told us to split up but we loved each other.

Ayu's wrath increased to us knowing that her sister was pregnant with a child from her best friend's husband and forced us to get married soon.

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Mila wanted us to go our separate ways but I had no intention of divorcing her because she was pregnant and was about to give birth. 

That night we had a big fight and I left Mila. It turned out that night Mila gave birth, I felt a little sorry for being no one beside her as she bet her life between life and death for the sake of the baby.

Bik Ijah called me, he also told all the family that Mila had given birth in the hospital.

I went straight to the hospital where Mila gave birth, it turned out that there had been gathered all my family and also the Mila family as well as Ayu.

I soon saw our son who turned out to be a man his face was so handsome as I was his father.

After all the administration was completed the next day Mila was allowed to go home. All the families welcomed Mila home from the hospital.

They are so happy to have a grandson named Tegar by Mila.

My son's name is loud.

One week after Mila gave birth and all the families have gone home to each other. I ventured to declare that if I was going to get married, I asked her permission but she got angry and asked for a divorce.

Pun quarrels were inevitable, I felt insulted because Mila did not give me permission to marry again. that night I chopped him up and left Mila and my one-week-old son.

I sent Mila the divorce papers and married Lastri and quit my job.

It turns out that everything is not as beautiful as imagined. Since marrying Lastri, our lives have been difficult.

Ayu who knew that we were in trouble was willing to help on condition that we had to go out of the city and away from Mila.

With the deal we went out of town, I had a goodbye to Mom but Mom seemed to hate me and did not want to see me again.

We live out of town and live with help from Ayu, every month he would send money to us but somehow Ayu and Lastri had a fight since then Ayu no longer sent us money.

Our lives are getting worse, added Lastri, pregnant, I'm trying

looking for a job here and there is also no result.

It was the height of Lastri's anger at me that made me leave her while she was pregnant with our child.

I left Lastri and lived alone. Wanting to get back to Mila was impossible.

For years since then I have enjoyed my solitude and regret. I regretted abandoning my two wives and children.

I ventured home to Mom hoping there was still an apology for me.

When I came home, I was surprised to see my arrival, as well as Mila who was at Mom's house at the time.

I apologized to him and to Mila. Mom hugged me and was willing to forgive and accept me back but not with Mila.

Seems hate on his face I know that.

Mom told me to come in and talk but there was a little boy in my house who called her grandma. All I know is he's my son.

Tegar refused to hug me when he found out I was his father who had wasted him for so many years.

Problems seem endless. Mistakes in the past have made me have to bear it now.

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Mom suggested I could go back to Mila but Mila's heart was already a rock. 

He has no pity on me. Mila hates me so much.

I also found Lastri and my two daughters. Fortunately they want to admit that I am his father as well as Tegar who can accept me as his father.

Intentions want to remarry but mother forbid me, I want if me and Mila get back together again like they used to live happily.

I'm still busy looking for a way to get her heart back. I have not expressed my intention Mila has left the city and sold the house we once occupied.

I'm confused where to find Mila?