LET ME CHOOSE MY OWN PATH

LET ME CHOOSE MY OWN PATH
chapter 12



"Just .. disappeared Mil," said Mas Alvin limp.


"What!" With bulging eyes about to come out I stared intently at Mas Alvin.


"What do you mean talk like that?" My toot.


"Mas also does not know where Ayu went," said Mas Alvin who seemed to hold a sob.


"So he said he was going to the village to see Mom and I had a job out of town, so he left alone on public transport because I couldn't deliver it," mas Alvin explained.


"It turns out how many days he didn't come home and I was home, when I called his number couldn't be dialed again."


"I Call Mom's number it turns out Ayu never came to the village and since then she's out of nowhere" she said while holding back tears.


"I've been working hard to find Ayu but it didn't pay off, until I decided to forget it" he said.


Makes me not believe.


It's only fitting that Ayu has no news but where is she? Why disappear? Where did Ayu go?" I asked a lot in my heart.


All these years he disappeared without any news of where you are Yu, my tears broke hearing all the stories from Mas Alvin. 


"Toyu was also pregnant with my son at that time Mil, maybe now she has grown up Mil," said Mas Alvin with teary eyes.


"Now that I've started a new life Mil, I'm married again and we have a two-year-old son" he said.


It means that the woman and child I saw with Mas Alvin at that time was his wife and son.


Listening to all the stories of Mas Alvin made me unable to resist crying, sad and confused, where Ayu went.


Had he any problems until he suddenly left and disappeared without a trace. 


I hope Alvin is surprised.


"You mean what Mil said that! You accuse me" he said.


"I'm not accusing you! I'm just asking?" 


"No Mil, we don't fight, our relationship is fine, I also wonder why Ayu left me" said Alvin.


The atmosphere became silent for a moment, we were busy with each other's thoughts.


Mas Alvin finally came home because his wife called. Not to forget we also exchanged phone numbers who knows later there will be news about Ayu.


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I am still confused by all these events, what really happened. So complicated is the journey of life.


Hopefully Ayu can be found soon, many things I want to ask her.


Because I met Mas Alvin, I forgot if I wanted to go to Mom's house, I was hurrying to go to her house hopefully they've come home.


Arriving at Mother's house I immediately got off the car in a hurry.


I saw a motorcycle parked there, which means they're home.


When I was about to knock on the door, there was a female voice inside Mother's house. 


They faintly heard their voices arguing, but what they were arguing about.


Makes me just an undercover.


"Mom, I want to get married again" Mas Amar told her mother.


"Are you out of your mind, not that you said you wanted to go back with Mila" she said.


"It was so, ma'am, but for what reason Mila doesn't want to be with me anymore" replied Amar.


"Mommy told you you have to try to let Mila's heart melt again, make her fall in love with you like before what was difficult anyway," Mother's cerocos.


"I don't want to beg for Mila Bu's love, so don't force me, instead we've been separated for a long time so for what else, I don't love Mila Bu," Amar said loudly to his mother.


I carefully heard their conversation, and it turned out that Mom still wanted us to be together, but her son never changed one bit. 


I thought after the incident and apologized to me he was going to change, but I was wrong.


You can never change, I really hate you right now.


"It's up to you to bless me or not to hana, we'll get married next week" he said aloud.


Drugs!


I pushed the door without excuse, they were all shocked to see my arrival, let alone Mas Amar who glared sharply at me.


"Why are you quiet?" My toot.


"I'm not done thinking Mas, so all this time you just pretended to be good and pretended to regret your actions." I said with a dirty look.


"Not so, I just don't want to bother Mil, I want to see you happy with our son" he said, bowing.


"Want a skit let alone this Mas and who is this woman?" I asked while looking at the woman who had just been quiet.


"He's Hana my future wife Mil, he cantika right?" Ask Mas Amar while grinning.


"Then where is the woman you were married to until you were willing to leave me? Did he you camp and leave him alone?" Tanyaku.


"Now you want to marry another woman, where your wits are! What if later you have a daughter, and have the same fate as the woman you dumped, right" I said.


Basic men just as good as leaving a woman if it is not needed, it feels like maki this man. 


"Do you know what these pictures mean?" I asked while showing the photos that were sent to me yesterday. 


"This …. You got from all this Mil?" Ask Mas Amar.


"I also don't know, someone sent it to my home address."


"Can you explain all this?" My love.


"Who is the woman and the child in the photo, I hope you can explain" I said.


"This is a photo of the time I married ...