JODOHKU MR. DUDA

From Heart to Heart

"If I cancel my intention to part, will you give me another chance to be together?" cetus Angga's.

And Nisa turned her head to the side, just as Angga was still looking closely at her. Nisa hurriedly turned her gaze forward again.

"Mas" said Nisa slowly and carefully, "assume you said this maybe I would welcome this happy news, but now ..it feels too naive to accept the invitation."

"I promise I'll change, Deck."

Nisa was stunned in disbelief at what was in front of her. It was not because of what Angga had just said, but rather the way the man had said it. Highlight the determined eyes of Angga.

"Mas sure if we're together we'll be happy again? While I still want to work?"

"We'll try, Dek. Please think of the children."

"When did I get the kids out of my mind? I know I love them so much, but is this why? Without involving the feelings of both of us. Still want to continue the relationship seatap but not room?" Nisa sighed for a while, the air in her lungs seemed to run out of nothing.

"Sorry, I don't see this relationship succeeding" Nisa continued.

"So our marriage is completely ruined?" ask Angga disappointed.

"Our main foundation has been destroyed, Mas. I don't believe our ark will remain intact until its destination. There is no more love and trust between us. If anything, it's all a very thin thread, once it's broken just like that."

Angga's face hinted at pain, his withered eyelids resisting pain. It was in vain to ask Nisa to change her decision. The man could no longer think much, his spirit had run aground.

"We postpone this problem mas," said Nisa later, "let destiny begin to work. If our soul mate was still long, I would definitely not be able to resist. However, if our soul mate breaks up until here, I hope we are also equally honored to receive," he continued. Bitter, bitter but firm.

***

Though only thirteen years old, El understands what happened to his parents. Mama and papa who sleep apart, Nisa's endless busyness, and no more jokes and laughter between them. Makes El think, something sad has happened in his family.

Making a once loving mom turn into a mom who is irritable and indifferent to family. Often quarrel with papa. Papa is wrong? It is precisely the papa who has been accompanying them, as long as the mother is not at home.

El thought, after he spoke from heart to heart with papa and changed his attitude towards mama would bring change to his family. At least Papa's face is not moody anymore. El is eager to see papa smiling lovingly towards mom, just like she used to. However, what ... papa's smile only lasts a day. Why is she being so sweet to my mom? Egoist mama! This must be all because of Mama! Mama who snatches a smile on papa's face!

El was still playing on his phone, when Nisa came in. He acted as if there was no one else, but El knew Nisa had come with a variety of items that filled her hand. But he doesn't care, really doesn't care.

Nisa lets the son behave like that, giving him time as he arranges El's favorite snacks at the table and in the freezer.

Some action figures he lined up neatly next to El, so that the mood of the child back good.

However, let alone look, even glancing at El like reluctant. Long time running out also Nisa's patience. He took the cell phone out of El's hand.

"Why are you El?" dumal Nisa was annoyed, "putting mom down since? Don't like your mom here?"

El shook, his mouth still tightly shut.

"Tell me, if you hate that you're in this room, you're out right now."

Not getting an answer from the child, Nisa snatches the bag on the nightstand. Get ready to get out of that room.

"Well, my mom will go!"

"Mama is leaving! Don't make El your reason for disappearing!" Little screamed El said that. Then he changed his sideways position, turning his back on Nisa.

Nisa who from the beginning was just bluffing, suddenly fell silent nailing to hear the screams of annoyance El. Then turned.

"Do you like to blame your mom? Mama was wrong with you? Who made you lie here? What mama?"

"Papa is different from Mom! Papa cares about El, while mom is just busy with Nina and herself."

"Everyone's different ways of conveying his feelings, El. Mama loves you both without ever distinguishing you. You know that you love you, but you're too proud to admit it. Your heart is closed because it's angry with your mother." This time Nisa's voice had started to soften.

"I don't like to see my mom and dad fight so much! After that my mom went straight away, every time she had a fight and came home late!"

"Astagfirullah, where do you think mom is? El's working mom, replacing your dad at the office. In papa's own company. And papa knows it."

"lik! If you know, why are you still fighting?"

"Because we're no longer fit. A lot of things have happened lately. But you still have to apologize to you and Nina, for seeing us fight so many times. I promise you it won't be like that anymore."

El snorted at the mother's apology. It was still hard to open the door of his heart.

"El can't believe it, if you want to change, why are you still sad? Only one day did El see papa smile, but after talking to mama, papa's face returned moody. What did mom say?" El asked with a sharp eye, full of aggravation and heartache.

For a moment Nisa was stunned, should she tell El everything?

"Alright, El. Looks like you should know what really happened to us. Mama thinks you are mature enough to understand this problem. Hope this doesn't make your anger grow." Nisa paused for a moment, observing her son's face. After he felt El waiting for his explanation, Nisa said, "Mama and papa are going their separate ways. Live alone as two free men."

Like lightning in broad daylight, his loud voice deafened El's eardrum. Makes the child's entire nerve strain. This is really bad news for him. Something always crossed his mind, but many times he brushed it off. But now, my mom says it.

"Why should we split?" tanyanya is still in a state of shock.

"As you said, it doesn't fit. And we're forced to do it for the good of all."

"Whose brother?" cecar El was not satisfied.

"everything. Mama, papa, you, and Nina."

"What is good about a farewell? Who do we choose?"

"To avoid a bigger dispute. It's up to you, El. I will not force you to stay with my mom. You're an adult to make a choice."

"No!! I don't like living like this! El wants to live with mom and dad!" shouted El. Fortunately this is a VVIP room if not, do not blame the medics if you take him to the isolation room.

"Els! Control yourself! You have to be at heart to accept this decision. Do you want to see us constantly fighting?"

"No problem! It's better than being apart!"

"El ...," said Nisa while wanting to grab her child's shoulder. However, El quickly brushed off that hand.

"Leave El alone, Ma," asked El blankly.

Nisa's heart was filled to see the eyeball, especially seeing El's jaw twitched.

"El__"

"Ma, please. El wants to be alone."

With heavy feelings and slow steps, Nisa passed from before her son.

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