
The dismantling of the Angga affair and its subordinates, managed to destroy the relationship of Nisa and Angga. Their strained relationship is now dwindling. No more husband and wife relationships, just for the sake of their children must survive.
"You can ask for a divorce, Deck. I will not trouble you" Angga said that night. He deliberately came to his wife when the children and all residents of the house were asleep.
Angga knows, lately Nisa can not sleep early. Sometimes he still found the woman's room light still on, as he went to the kitchen to fetch some midnight drinking water.
I don't know what Nisa did until two in the morning has not been asleep, but when they were sitting together enjoying breakfast, both his wife's eyes looked puffy and a little swollen.
O Angga, how much did you inflict a wound on the woman who had received your love? What are you gonna close the hole in her heart with?
"I haven't thought about it yet" replied Nisa. He clenched tightly.
"Think, look for a man who has a great responsibility towards his family."
"If there were no children among us."
"Don't worry, I'll finance them."
"What about Nina, Mom? He's too small to understand why we live apart, not at home."
Angga rubbed his face violently, Nisa's words were so striking. "But I don't deserve to be his father." It hurts to say that word.
Nisa inhaled a deep breath, her head looking up, momentarily staring at the ceiling in her room. "Mas will remain Nina's father forever. I don't have the right to take that away from him, so please behave accordingly, as before."
"But, Dek__"
"Don't hurt his innocent soul. I'm a good father to children."
"What if later this problem__"
"We'll think about it later. Sorry, I'm so fucking."
Angga massaged his head, wanting to feel like he was hugging the woman as before, while their love was still burning. However, will Nisa want a hug of a man like her?
***
Nisa hadn't thought about the gods in a long time, ever since the man disappeared without any news. Why think of Gods, even in the name of El.
Nisa already has Angga, a good husband for her and a loving father for El and Nina. What else does he want? His life was quite happy at the time.
For women who are about to enter the age of four heads, the love and turmoil of youth is not the top priority anymore. For Nisa, love and love for children, husband, and family is the goal. How to raise both of his children, in order to grow into a useful human being for the nation and country.
However, when the back of his soul pierced from behind, destroying his belief in the love of the opposite sex, it was no longer the same. Indeed, the mistake was not entirely on the side of Angga, Nisa also contributed to create the tempest. But is it wise to break a sacred bond with a disgusting affair?
Duh, Nisa's pride as a woman is torn apart already. Making her vacillate between keeping her children psychological and suppressing anger and disgust towards her husband. And in such a time, the Gods present gave her support.
He is still the old God, his face and physique have not changed much. Likewise about his feelings for Nisa, it was still the same. And Nisa could not immediately refuse the presence of the former, there was El their son who became the connecting rope between Nisa and the Gods.
That is the gap that the gods use. With the reason of wanting to know the development and activities of El, the man often invited Nisa to meet. As if getting a helping hand when he fell, Nisa did not reject the invitation of the former.
For Nisa the God is the right person to share their life stories with each other. Gods are not like Arisan friends who at any time can dismantle the disgrace of their own friends.
Distance is not a barrier to a free man like God. Bali-Jakarta only takes two hours by plane. Weekend became the most anticipated day of the Gods, to be able to meet with his ex-wife.
Although Nisa and Dewa become close and often meet, it does not necessarily make the mother of two children free. He still keeps marwah as the legitimate wife of Erlangga Wira Kencana.
God may take Nisa to eat, shop or accompany her to watch the Magic show, but no more than that.
Nisa no longer wants to be stuck in a strange love story. For him, God is just a place of escape. Duh ... is a bit cruel, but what else? After all, Nisa also never gave the man hope.
"Just relax, Wa, there are still other days, if you are not tired of traveling Jakarta-Bali," said Nisa. He preferred to enjoy the blend of meat and seafood in front of him rather than responding to the words of the Gods.
"Take your turn to Bali."
Nisa almost choked on hearing the crazy proposal of her upperclassman.
"Nga! Yeah, that's not possible."
"Why not? You, right, have traveled alone."
Nisa stopped the movement of her dancing hand over the high-calorie meat circles. "Yes, different dong, Wa. That's ...." Nisa could not continue her sentence, God reminded her of that miserable night.
Nisa pushed the meatball bowl from before her, no longer having the taste to devour it.
"Ah, you think too much, while the Angga does not necessarily think of you," said Dewa Dongkol.
Nisa stared intently at the man in front of her, she did not like to talk about family matters in public and crowded places like now. Although no one knew him in that place.
"Whatever you say, I don't want to add to the problem."
"Even though Angga cheated," said the god loud and loud.
So loud that it made the pair of visitors next to them simultaneously look towards the Gods.
Instead of being embarrassed, the God looked back, making the couple awkward themselves.
Nisa shook her head towards the God. The man still applies as he pleases, even though his age is ripe.
"I'm sorry, Wa, I can't."
"No, you have to come."
"Can't."
"Should! Or El's coming with me."
The female Netra widened instantly, she probed the God even deeper. The God Paras was so serious, his two eyeballs stared intently, like an Eagle stalking its prey.
Nisa relaxed slowly, she realized that if the God had behaved like that, it meant that the man was very serious with his words.
Nisa's memory is thrown off, as the Gods ask her to marry Siri to him. Very pushy and do not want to hear the word no.
And now he threatened to take El, O God, trouble after trouble as if endless greeting Nisa.
***
Angga did not forbid, but did not agree, when Nisa told him she wanted to vacation in Bali alone.
Honestly Angga did not want his wife to leave, his feelings were not good when he heard the plan from Nisa.
Angga wanted to prevent it, but at once he remembered his friendship with Padipta. No less Nisa often worried about him when he came home in the middle of the night, but she ignored all that.
Then it is still worth the prohibition, especially Nisa just to tell him not to ask his permission. So, let Nisa leave for Bali alone with a heavy heart.
Seriate