JODOHKU MR. DUDA

Pregnant

Since the Lord's resignation the day after the marriage of Nisa and Angga, since then he has disappeared like swallowed by the earth. No one knows where it is. In the first months of his departure, both Nisa and Angga tried to find and contact Dewa through all the existing lines and facilities.

His phone number is no longer active, so is his social media account. The emails sent to him were also unrequited. God seems to be deliberately away from people who have known him.

"Have forgotten it. Maybe he wants to be alone, later also appear alone, if he is tired of asceticism," comfort Angga before leaving for work.

"I don't have a problem, Mom, just pity El. Just got to know her father, had to separate again," she said.

"Luckily El was a child, still able to know papa Angga who was always handsome all day," quipped Angga. Makes Nisa chuckle to hear it. Angga is a humanist man.

And sure enough, the Gods never appeared again for a long time. Luckily Angga was a warm husband to Nisa and a wise father figure in El's eyes. He did not complain about anything about El, including about the cost of living for the child. Mostly for the master of the class of Angga, bear the needs of the child for the rest of El, does not mean anything. His income was not reduced just because of the life of his stepson.

Angga's affection for El, indeed no doubt. He loved the child like his own. Every night before going to bed, he read a story to her. He played with him on the weekend.

Makes Nisa's heart happy and happy. Similarly El, slowly the boy began to forget about God. For El, Angga was the only man he should call 'papa.'

"Mas, what, the same attention El? I even became worried myself, ", said Nisa while stroking the chest of the open field Angga.

"Who can resist El's adorable behavior? What's making you anxious?" Angga kissed his wife's forehead.

"I'm afraid Mas, choose love if you have children of your own."

"What the hell, you. How could a father forget his own son. If you're worried, don't have any more children. Let El be our only son."

"Ih, not until the whole time, Mas. Where can I kill our own child" Nisa murmured. Slowly stroking his flat stomach.

Angga gasped, he took off his arms from Nisa's shoulder. Then he grabbed the wife's body with both hands. "What does Adek mean, talk like that?" tanya Angga full of search.

Nisa smiled looking at the puzzled expression from her husband's face. This time he enjoyed this kind of happiness. It was very different when she was pregnant with El. All must be hidden closely because he must be excluded from the life of God.

"We're going to have a child, Mas" whispered Nisa gently in Angga's ear. A white envelope containing the results of the obstetrician examination, he gave it to the husband.

Angga can't say a word. He threw away the blanket that covered both of them. He almost screamed loudly, if only Nisa did not immediately cover the mouth of Angga with her palm.

"Don't be noisy, it's late. Later on the next-neighbor's ratio must be ER because of the hangers."

Angga rolled his eyes, not out of anger, but anxious to see Nisa. "Thank you, honey, you really made me happy tonight. Soon I will be a father" Angga said full of days. I want to tell the whole world about Nisa's pregnancy.

The man then carried Nisa. He looked at his wife deeper, sharper and more passionate. He pecked every inch of his wife's face, making Nisa scream amusedly. Slowly put the woman's body on the bed.

"I want to see our son" he hissed in Nisa's ear.

"So, right, already. Tomorrow again, huh?"

"No, I don't know yet. He should know, his papa is tough and mighty."

"Can I have a time out?" the door again.

Nisa smiled amusedly hearing that, hugging the man tightly and full of warmth ....

***

Nisa was pregnant with Angga's child, when their marriage age was five years. While waiting for the presence of El's sister, no less he was overwhelmed with anxiety. Angga's parents even repeatedly often ask about his menstrual schedule. Making Nisa overwhelmed by stress if her monthly guests still nongol every month.

And Nisa was getting fuller when she saw her husband's face. Although Angga never said directly the desire to have a child from his own flesh and blood, but Nisa was very understanding of the biggest dream in the heart of Angga. The amount of attention and affection Angga towards El, directly proportional to his desire to have his own biological children.

"Mom should be careful when 'playing' with husband. The mother's content is weak, prone to miscarriage," explained doctor Efi.

That afternoon Nisa rushed to see Efi's doctor when she found blood on her underwear. He was worried something happened to his mother. And her anxiety proved to be true, her content was weak and prone to miscarriage.

"Don't take this child from my womb, O Lord," she said in her heart.

But how do I tell Angga? Does she have the heart to dampen her husband's crazed desire, since knowing he was pregnant?

However, Nisa also did not want to lose the baby? Not because of the long wait for their baby. Not for fear of disappointing my parents. No, that's not the reason.

Nisa has been in love since she first saw her fetus in the USG. Is this her maternal instinct that speaks? I don't know, obviously he didn't want to lose the kid.

As a result, Nisa often rejects Angga's desire to marry him. One thousand reasons he prepared to block the libido Angga is peaking.

"I'm tired, Mom."

"My head is dizzy."

"I'm going to sleep, so sleepy."

"Mas I want to see mom, I miss mom."

Nisa never saw Angga's face when she said all that. She did not see her husband's face lethargic when he said that. However, it must be how else, it must harden the heart, take the attitude of saying all that.

"I'm sorry, Mom. It's also for the sake of our child" he whispered inwardly.

For weeks Nisa endured her grief, upon seeing the dull face of Angga. She cannot serve her husband whole. Can a man make love once a week? While previously Angga always asked for his rights every two days.

However, one day the melancholy on Angga's face suddenly disappeared when Nisa was five months pregnant. Angga returned as before, full of attention and affection for his family.

Nisa's heart is relieved, but suspicious. On the one hand she felt regaining her lost husband, making her household harmonious again. On the other hand he was restless, seeing the sudden change of Angga.

To clear the doubt in her mind, Nisa secretly checks Angga's phone while asleep. Nothing strange, everything is normal. He also switched to checking the laptop of the husband who was always taken when to the office. And finally Nisa can breathe a sigh of relief when she finds nothing to suspect.

However, how can Nisa know if one's destiny is the secret of the Creator? Nisa unknowingly changes Angga's attitude into a much more ruthless problem gateway. Weird problems, such as a time bomb ready to explode at any time.

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