JODOHKU MR. DUDA

God's Feelings

The gods seem to be flinched. Either because of my edge or because of my screeches.

　

"Sorry, Sir. I can't, betray Mas Angga. He and I __"

　

"Why, Nis? What's going on between you two?" huffed.

　

"It!" I said while lifting up the finger that decorated the engagement ring.

　

"Me and Angga are engaged. Sorry," I said as I opened the car door, got out and walked to the sidewalk to haul a taxi. Soon, he managed to get into a taxi, leaving God alone.

　

I don't care anymore taxi driver who occasionally glances from the windshield, the middle of a hiccup. I also don't know, what's the need to cry over all this? Shouldn't I be angry?

　

Yes, angry. My expenses increased by taking this taxi. If only he did not come to offer an invitation, take the base motorcycle to work, no problem!

　

I immediately wiped away the tears that had been flowing. I'm afraid I'm just crying about taxis and motorcycle taxis, not about the liver.. ehh, plaque!! Ambyar.

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Pov God

Nisa ran out towards the side of the road, got into a taxi and passed away. Without ever looking back again.

　

I stared at the blue car that was taking him away, until he was nowhere to be seen. And I still haven't moved. His confession is like a stone in the chest. Stuffy. I pressed the two corners of the net so as not to shed tears.

　

"Mom can understand, if Nisa refuses to accept you back. Try to open your eyes and heart. It's possible you'll find a replacement" said my mother as I told her about Nisa's continued avoidance.

　

"The others? Wanda __"'s"

　

"Not with him," cut the mother off quickly. Then mom stood up from the living room couch, came up to me and held onto this shoulder.

　

"Mother insisted on rejecting it, not because of the problem of seedlings, bebet and weights. It's just as a complement. I've seen Wanda, flirting with someone in a mall." He was silent and sat down next to me.

　

"Mom didn't know who she was at the time. But you know, that guy's not Wanda's close family. Actually at that time, eager to tell you or immediately reprimand him, but urung mama did. I'm just praying, so you can see the other side of the woman yourself" she said, standing up and walking into the room.

　

I listened to mother's explanation. Turns out this was the reason why he insisted on not respecting my relationship with Wanda.

　

When I ask, why say it now? I just said, "because this is the right time, when your feelings have eroded. What would happen, if at that time, I told you right away? While your feelings are still stirring? Think for yourself."

　

I take a deep breath. This heart is already B only when it knows the actions of Wanda. Only what remained was disappointed, his pride as a man was smeared due to his lies. And again, now he has been replaced by Nisa.

　

Nisa who has been secretly engaged to Angga. The ring finger has been embedded in a diamond ring there.

　

I took a deep breath, turned the car keys, and then headed straight for the office.

　

As I walked into the room, I saw a glimpse of Nisa's room. He seemed to be doing his usual activities. I want to feel comfortable, but this is not the right time. A number of jobs are waiting for me.

　

While busy working on some report files, Mona suddenly entered carrying a map that contains several showroom DO submissions. I scrunched my forehead, usually this is Nisa's job.

　

"Sorry sir, I just asked for an autograph. All this Nisa's done, she's just asking for help" Mona explained before I could ask.

　

"Hemm," I replied, signing autographs. After that Mona came back to her place.

　

When the break came, I accidentally passed Nisa and Mona. There was no greeting or smile for me this time. Even a nod of the head as a sign of respect, which is usually done when many people are now absent, he just kept quiet.

　

I poured my intention into the canteen. Turn the steps towards musholla. The mood is out of sync, better order food through the application. Tunaikan Dhuhur prayer while waiting for the courier to deliver the order.

　

After the prayer, I spread the view of every corner of the musholla. No one, still lonely. Maybe they are busy eating their lunch. I'll lay down a body for a moment. Recollecting the incident this morning.

　

Why did Nisa hide her engagement to Angga? Why is this heart so sick? I rubbed this face rough. Don't-don't till .. shit, my chest still rumbles. I wasn't ready to lose him a second time.

　

Enough with one word of talak from me at that time, made me lose two figures at once from Nisa. A friend and a companion. And now can you lose it again?

　

The derrt!! The derrt!! The derrt!!

The sound and vibration of the phone made me realize. The courier reported his arrival. Get up and take orders. Then hurry back to the room. It seems that some employees have begun to arrive, want to carry out obligations to Him.

　

Arriving in the room, quickly open the lunch package. Although upset the affairs of the stomach should not be ignored. Let's stay strong face the reality of life.

　

The truth? Relax, Bro, maybe Nisa's lying, because I don't want to get close. Yes, why not just ask the Naresh bang?

　

I looked up Nisa's sister's name on the phone, then pressed the green button. Rang.

　

"Hello, Bang."

　

"Hello, Wa. What's up?"

　

"How are you?"

　

"Alhamdulillah, fine. How about yourself? Still eating rice, right. Even though Nisa's engaged?" There was laughter at the end of there. He's kidding, Drivers!

　

He could laugh, did not know here the world seemed to revolve hearing the news he delivered.

　

　

"Eh yes Bang, still. By the way, not the event yesterday. Kan, pretty bang, all of you look at El."

　

Back bang Naresh chuckled.

　

"One same! You, also did not know if you want to marry my sister. We know he works in Surabaya. It turns out to be your wife."

　

Duerr!

　

So sucks! Joking but full of innuendo! The champion, bang Naresh. I gulped, my throat was dry, Pemirsah.

　

"Sorry, Bang."

　

"Hu'um, instead of not inviting. But, it seems less ethical to send the former to the application event, viral again. How's it?"

　

"Yes, Bang. I didn't think I was there."

　

"Some of them are just engaged, later if the reception. Must have an invitation."

　

"Yes, Bang. When is the recipe?"

　

"Yesterday, there's no deal. You see, Nisa still wants time to get to know Angga. As for the man, he wants to be quick. So there is no agreement in what month. God willing in this year."

　

Crazy about Angga! I want to marry Nisa. I will not let it!! Stepin was my corpse.

　

"Oo githu ya Bang, thanks for the information. Please continue with the activity. Assalamu alaikum."

　

"Hu'um, hail waalaikum."

　

I keep trying to calm my heart. Somehow the premonition says, I will lose Nisa, again!

　

This sense of loss began to feel, although Nisa still seems to be wandering in this office. Here I realized that there was no other name in my heart, other than his name.

　

Will I let it go a second time?

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Fifteen minutes, office hours are over. I was getting ready ten minutes ago. I opened the door width of the room, so that when Nisa passed, it could be seen.

　

I need to talk to him from heart to heart. If it's true that she doesn't love me, why delay her wedding reception? Wouldn't it be better to get married soon, as Angga wishes?

　

There was a faint noise from the employees. I looked at the clock on the wall, apparently already in the clock home. Quickly walk to the side of my front desk. Sitting on the edges while folding hands over the chest, observing those who pass by.

　

I haven't seen the figure I'm waiting for. However, suddenly a voice sounded like hers. I grabbed the bag and stood in the doorway.

　

Sure enough, Nisa who always deals with Mona, looks to be walking while joking. I looked around and found out they were the last ones out of the room. The other employees are invisible.

　

They walked closer, Mona who saw me throw a smile respectfully. But it's different with Nisa.

　

I had to be glued to the spot, as he passed me without looking back or reprimanding. My mouth was open in disbelief as to what had happened. I was still frozen as Nisa continued the story without guilt. Even though Mona has shown an unpleasant face, seeing the attitude of my ex.

　

Now I think it's nothing but pain. When this self-existence is not considered by the people we love. And I. .. wasn't ready for this.

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