JODOHKU MR. DUDA

Loving in silence

"Be careful!!" He said while pulling my hand a little hard, instantly my body was right in front of him, only two inches away from him. Eve felt like it was getting hot being nearby.

"Why, Brother?" ask me to neutralize the situation

"Be careful, Nis, a lot of traffic. There was a motorbike passing by a bit!" inexplicably.

At that time he was still patiently waiting for me at the entrance of the mall, where we promised to meet.

Suddenly the incident was twisted back in my memory, the memory of three years ago when for the first time we met after fifteen years never met and never reported. Not intentionally want to decide silatuhrahmi, but indeed I do not know who to ask about him.

And himself? I don't know, but I can confirm that she knows where my parents are.

His name is Deity, my upperclassman when I went to school at one of the SMUs in my hometown. We were living in the same housing complex. It's just that I live in the front block with my parents and siblings, while he .. in the back block and live temporarily with his mother's family, usually he calls them aunt.

The god graduated Junior High in his birthplace village and lived with his mother. While the father has died since he was in 5th grade. Afterwards the man spent his high school days in my town.

Back netraku staring at the application with a blue logo on my gawaiku. A new account displays the photo and its name. Still with the look in the eyes and the smile that always makes my heart rustle when I see it.

Just this month I was back active in cyberspace, even with a new account. Either my old account got hacked, or it was the wrong password, causing me to no longer be able to access it. Not wanting to get dizzy and complicated, I finally made a new profile.

Again through this social networking application as well, I found it. Since my meeting with him three years ago, we did have a little intense communication even though it didn't last long, just two months. After that I had to swallow the bitter pill a second time, when God did not keep the appointment he proposed himself.

I was reluctant to start greeting him until the time when the man had to return to the capital where he worked. You know there's a terrible pain with all this 'Wa ....

Twice, twice, you made me a lifeless body. I don't know if you know you love you so much. However, you should know through my eyes and attitude towards you.

These eyes are so shining when you see them. This net shines when it captures your shadow, although there are other shadows with you, but this glow does not recede against you.

I always expected you to come, even though only yesterday you left me. I always have unlimited time to hear your disappointment. That's me with all my heart to you, I don't want excess, just want your time a little while with me.

But this time something was different. The god of the man I loved tirelessly, suddenly sent a link to the WA app. Ah I forgot, it may be true that his contact number has been erased from this device, but what about his phone.

Do I have to save his latest contact number?

Although I cannot deny it, this heart is so happy when it knows that it has not forgotten me.

I ignored the link message he sent, but these eyes can not be separated from the photo installed on his facebook account. Really heart can not lie, this sense is still deeply rooted.

Suddenly my gait rang, a number with no name. I let it sit for a moment, who knows, just a prankster, but apparently the sound never stopped.

"Hello Nis, long lifted?" ask someone on the other end of the phone.

I knew the owner of that voice.

"Haloo ... Nisa, it's me God," he said later. Success made me wake up from the daydream.

"Yeah, I know. What's up, brother?" my many.

"That's, Brother?"

"Yes, now I never ask you again" he explained.

There was a pain in my heart when he said that, wasn't he the one who seemed to forget me all along. Too busy with his world, no time to greet me.

I would love to tell her that I miss you so much, see your laughter and hear your voice my greatest desire.

"Haiii Nis, how dumb? The link I sent, don't bother. That's my new WA number."

"Yes, I click."

"Nis, the meeting. I'm on M* now, want ya?"

My breath feels a little heavy. Brother, I would love to throw into your arms when I know you are in this city.

"really? 'Ntar boong again, behind come uh it turns out that there are disavow," I complained.

"It's true, don't lie" he explained.

"Eh."

"Come, Nis. I'm so excited about you," she said.

Even though it was just a dreadful seduction, but it really made me fly in the air.

"I'm just waiting in a normal place, no more excuses. It's important, there's something you need to know."

I was still silent, hearing everything he said.

"Remember, Nis. Tomorrow at four o'clock in the afternoon, assalamu alaikum" he said, hanging up.

"Greetings waalaikum" I said, though not sure if he had heard it.

Such is the God I love in silence, always imposing his will and never willing to admit his mistake.

And stupidly, I feel that it's normal for a man, especially a God.

Should I go see him? What exactly did he want to tell you?

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