JODOHKU MR. DUDA

God's Regret

Since yesterday's incident, the work atmosphere in the office feels a little awkward. It is not easy, to be ordinary when you have to cross paths with a figure who has planted seeds in this womb.

"Nis, called boss," Mona said beside me.

I'm pissed off.

"Why? Was he less handsome, until the face folded so?" mona whispers make me ticklish.

I shrugged, pretending to be indifferent. Stepping lazily into the room of the Gods.

Geck, tok!

[Nisa focus, focus! He's just the past! Ignore him!]

"Excuse me sir!" I said. The god rose from his seat, stepping shut the door I accidentally opened.

"Sit down! Get in the habit of closing the door, when you enter my room!" said cold.

I took a deep breath, looking at his attitude. However, isn't that much better, than at every moment bothering me? Immediately pull up the chair and sit down waiting for the order.

"Halo Reina, I again discussed yesterday's report with Nisa. Please don't bother anyone."

I glanced at him, not accepting what he had just said to his secretary.

Putting down the phone, sitting on the edge of the desk with sharp eyes looking at me.

"What do you want?"

"Please, don't call me that now! Just call it like yesterday, at the apartment."

I flinch, play the edge of the blazer.

"Nisa, please don't act like this again. I've been trying so hard to find you. Numbers are blocked, even your sosmed account is blocked!"

[Searching? Why look for me?]

He shifted his seat, slashing the distance between us. I stood up feeling uncomfortable, turning my body away. His hand pulled this arm. Grabbing me in his arms.

I thrashed, but the grip was getting stronger. "Please shut up for a moment. Just minute. I miss you."

The deg!! This heart rippled back, [conscious Nis, she already had Wanda!] I'm in my heart.

"Thank you for admitting that kid, our son." He loosened his embrace. I quickly took a few steps back.

"Why didn't you tell me that you were pregnant."

"Make what? To expect your mercy, not to leave me. While all of you, just think of Wanda?"

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry for fucking me. No, it wasn't your fault. I was wrong, why would I fall into a fake marriage. Already know will be separated, still willing to sleep together." I can't contain this sobs anymore.

The god raised his head, his net a little watery. But soon he turned around. Both hands rest on the table.

"Already sir, we live each other's lives as before." I took the map I brought. Walk towards the door.

Long standing at the door. How should I behave at this time? Remembering two years ago, it really makes the heart hurt. I know he never loved me, I realize that. The gods have had Wanda for a long time. But why is it still desperate to vent its desire to me. Seriously, after that she easily stuck me up. My days felt like a disgusting*****, until El's presence changed everything.

I walked out of the room, stepped into the toilet instead of onto the desk. As much as possible to hold the sob, so that the eyes do not get swollen. Quiet for a moment, before fixing the make up as much as I can.

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Pov God

Ben Elard, what a great name for a son of mine. However, there is pain in hearing it. Looks like Nisa accidentally didn't put my name in there. It is only natural to remember the wounds I have inflicted on his heart and life.

With teary eyes, she stepped away from me, who had just spoken the word talaq to her. I stared back at the waiting online vehicle.

Mother was angry to hear my explanation, when she saw Nisa packing her things. She hugged her mother tightly, as if spilling everything on her even without making a sound. Only tears kept flowing, as an explanation.

"You are amazing, God! I never raised you to demean women! You've enjoyed everything from Nisa! Then you ...." Mother cried, representing the heartache of her favorite daughter-in-law.

"If she were pregnant, what would you do!"

And here I was, staring at the ceiling of the room with a crushing sense of guilt.

"Remember this mother's words, don't expect my blessing if you take Wanda as your wife!"

I don't know why I hate Wanda so much. He hardened his heart to this problem.

I can't imagine how mom would react if she knew Nisa had given birth to a grandchild for her.

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That morning I entered the office as usual. When he crossed paths with Nisa, he only nodded for a moment, taking a quick glance. He looked ordinary and spoke as usual. Didn't discuss yesterday's problems at all.

Often I saw him bring supplies, of course to reduce spending while in the capital. Nisa is not from an incapacitated family, but she is a typical reluctant to trouble others.

Pilu back to hit the chest. My mistake was fatal. I smiled bitterly. For three months of married life, all I thought about was how to separate.

It's sad to remember my stupidity. Even when I found out that none of his family had contacted us, because my presence was no longer important.

Somehow again, I have to face Nisa. Is El looking for this replaced papa figure.

I pressed the two netra, so that no tears of regret escaped. I'm the one who left, even the one who felt the most hurt.

I turned on the phone at the table. Look at the picture of the ex-wife I'm about to take back.

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How's their story going next? Will the gods succeed in seizing the hearts of Nisa and El? Or is there another person, instead?

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