Imitation of Two Hearts

I want to go home

Sarah washes her mouth again. He looked at himself in the mirror.

Sweetheart! Hang with mommy, hang on! The ink is in the heart of the child while stroking the stomach.

God made him strong! Sarah kept crying.

A quiet voice sounded from inside the bathroom. There was no water or Sarah's voice anymore.

“Sarah pleasee.. open the door!” Andre kept knocking on the door

“Sarah open the door baby!” andre's mother was no less worried.

Heard there were in-laws there. Sarah has just realized. He is in another world today, a world where he has to show them beauty.

Chequek!

Sarah opened the door, her eyes puffy from crying. He's down!

The in-laws immediately embraced him

“You're not papa darling?” the question is full of anxiety

Andre's sigh of relief sounded clear. But Sarah returned to another.

Sarah hugged her father-in-law and cried.

“I want to go home mah! I want to go home!” he said in his tears

“Ssssttt.. Yes, you will be home! Come home soon!” patting his daughter-in-law's back

Andre closed his eyes to relieve his anxiety. He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Sarah was fine.

“mah.. I don't want here” he said complaining to the in-laws.

“Ayo .. We go to mamah's room!” the mother invited her daughter-in-law

Sarah is still crying. Andre followed them, but his mother forbade him. He took the initiative to ask for porridge for Sarah.

“bi.. can make porridge? My wife is down again” said Andre sad and worried.

“baik mr. young” said

Her in-laws picked up the porridge and drank the warm ginger that Andre had brought.

Sarah threw away her face as Andre entered the room, still sobbing.

“eat! Your stomach is empty” said Andre softly.

But Sarah was still silent and only the sound of the rest of her sobbing was heard.

“get out, let mama who accompany Sarah” said the mother who understands

Andre sadly looked at the wife, his face very pale. If he could replace it, he wanted to accept the pain.

“mahh... sorry!” he said he was still crying

The in-laws just smiled

“mamah will not ask, Just mamah just ask, do not torture yourself dear” he said so soft and attentive

 “we go to the hospital aja ya babe?” persuade the in-laws

Sarah nodded

“doctor said, the cause of stress mah. so free, the medicine will also be the same, many times I went to the doctor, the answer must be gitu” explained Sarah

Sarah's heart ached, she felt sinful to the woman who was now so attentive to her, she lied to this woman.

“oo.. yes already... Now eat the porridge..? a little.. make a change that was out” his smile rubbed the shoulders of Sarah who sat leaning on the bed.

Her in-laws tried to calm Sarah down. She left Sarah when Sarah closed her eyes. She asked Sarah to rest in her room. He also came out to his son.

Andre who was still standing leaning against the wall beside the door of the room the mother turned to the sound of the door opening.

“You got a storm because of Susan ‘kan?” look at the mother with a sharp look at the only son.

****! Mamah knows! andre's mind stared in horror at his mother.

Andre turned towards the mother who was sitting next to him.

“Kok mamah tau?”

“Look last night you pulled Susan”

Andre sighed heavily, he was confused how to tell it to the mother

“Actually It's not Susan's problem that we fuss about mah! the problem is Sarah already understood, but Sarah's selfishness makes us noisier!”

“Try caving in first with Sarah ndre.. she is sick!”

“Try persuading him slowly maybe he can understand how you worry about him, your love he can definitely understand!”

Andre just smiled wryly at the mother. He breathed a little and sounded tired.

My love? A love Sarah never seemed to feel! Ben Andre wailed

Andre's phone voice stopped their chat. Andre was asked to go to the office to prepare for his first meeting as the chief commissioner. Andre hung up his phone

“Mah... please help Andre! Persuade Sarah to stay a few days and rest here!” Andre held the mother's hand and asked with sincerity and concern

The mother simply nodded reassuring her son who now had a worried eye for the wife.

He was preparing to leave, Andre paused for a moment in front of the door of his parents' room where Sarah is now. Slowly he opened the door, saw Sarah who returned to sleep soundly.

As Andre was laying down his suit, he sat down at the bedside and looked at his wife's face. Sarah's face looked pale, her eyes still puffy.

“I go jerk off! Rest baby!” he said he kissed Sarah's forehead slowly afraid to wake her love that looked so calm.

Andre took the roll that was behind Sarah, He put the roll slowly under Sarah's hand, and Sarah was moved to embrace it.

“you can never without bolsters!” andre's smile rested his wife's hair.

“later I will be your bolster baby!” andre smiled

He also stepped out.

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Sarah relented as the in-laws continued to persuade her to stay first and talk slowly about her desire to return home.

After lunch, the mother-in-law will take a nap to make Sarah alone in the house. He also thought out of the room room that he felt very cramped.

Sarah enters the reading room, she picks up one of the books for her to enjoy while relaxing. A moment Sarah

reading there, but after he looked out the window, a tree was so shady in the backyard.

He walked and found a gazebo so comfortable there. He sits alone in one of the mansion's gazebos in the corner of the spacious backyard. Sarah breathed in air, trying to dispel her thoughts. Enjoy the cold air there. Gazebo under the lush trees make Susana there more comfortable.

Sarah read her book, a book about children and mothers, she smiled reading every word in the book.

Sarah's heart is sad when reading when pregnant women are strongly advised not to be depressed and stressed. He also stroked back his stomach which looks still flat.

Mom loves you, baby! Maafin mamah ya. from now on mamah will only focus on you and will not care about anything anymore! Mama promise! Smiles

Slowly saturate he felt, Sarah propped her head on his hands and lay on the bench on the edge of the gazebo. He closed the book, His mind now just wants to finish everything and wants to leave.

He was again faced with a chaotic thought as he remembered that he had no more savings. The mind is back in pain. How the fate of the child will be.

Sarah put her hand on her stomach as if hugging her child.

Should mamah hand you over to Papah dear? Let your future be better?

Ahhh..no!! We will fight together baby, mom will try to give the best for you.

Sarah remembered the alimony Andre gave her. Maybe from now on he will keep it, even if he has a few months left, at least he has a little money when he leaves

“Mamah will try hard dear.mamah promise! You will not be separated from you!” whisper again

Gradually the cold air made Sarah's eyes closed, dissolved in her own dreams.The dream that made her smile, walking with a boy who continued to look at her with a smile.

Andre had to go through a long meeting that afternoon. The clock is at 3:00 p.m. Andre again remembered Sarah whom he had left in rash. He forgot to call his love to ask for his lunch. He's too busy.

“how is my schedule after this?” tannya

The assistant also said that he only has a busy schedule starting tomorrow. He kept calling Sarah. But there was no answer from him. Anxiety was reflected on his face.

“What's Ndre?” ask the grandfather.

“Sarah did not pick up Andre kek!”

“last noon answered his grandfather casually

The look on his face grew even more anxious when the call was never answered.

Andre called the mother.

“Mah! Where's sarah?” ask her directly

“Tadi s in room!” answered the mother and walked to her daughter-in-law's room

“I called from earlier he did not lift!”

The mother entered the room and Sarah was not there

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