Imitation of Two Hearts

The cold Sarah

A new message notification came in from the WA web belonging to Andre who was online there. The message shows a photo of the woman who sent it. Susan's!

The photo of Susan looks so sexy, the photo shows Susan naked with both hands covering the chest.

Sarah flabbergasted. Within a second the stream of happiness was frozen, as frozen as his mind and heart were at this moment.

His heart was instantly shattered like a piece of glass that was blown into a hard rock.

‘I miss you, I wish you too, this hand should be your hand holding it and brushed it like before’ the message was written clearly with a kiss icon

Sarah's eyes heat up withstanding tears, her chest pain feels sliced. It feels like a wound smeared with lime. Sarah was grimacing.

Her heart ached and so hurt, Sarah regretted herself. Recalling everything, contracts, insults, cruelty, everything he had removed this week had re-emerged.

Andre alike! Just like them, just a fake! but our falsehoods are still better than theirs. 

Sarah has just realized that Andre belongs to Susan. Sarah recalled, all this time when she sent a message to Andre must have been opened in a long time, but when Susan's photo just now, Andre must have seen it immediately because the photo disappeared instantly.

Sarah realized her mistake. How could it have dissolved in his false intimacy all this time? It froze there too. He swallowed his own saliva heavily, as if swallowing something very stuck in his throat.

Sarah closed her eyes and set her breath. His once cheerful face returned. His smile disappeared again, his heart froze again. He's back in the slump. Back to finding painful facts.

“Ya tuhaan.. how could I forget!” he said to curse himself

He looked back at the email that belonged to him with trembling hands. He tried to hold tightness in the chest. These few days it's like soaring and now it's falling down very sick. Happiness for a few days actually makes the wound more painful and sick.

Sarah also signed out her email on Andre's laptop. He sat back on the middle sofa. His eyes returned.

Many times he closed his eyes and shook his head. It was as if trying to resuscitate itself, but still the pain was pierced into the heart.

Andre is the one in charge, he always has no heart to see me, Sarah. He just pity your current condition, he's just a good person Sarah! what is on your mind heh? Why do you foolishly think it exists, why are you fooled by your own eyes and think that the gaze is different and implied love! You're stupid Sarah! when did you forget who you were? god... stupid me!!!

Sarah blames herself. His breath was stifled, he seemed unable to catch his breath, as soon as the stomach let out a poignant tone.

The sound of an open office door made Sarah wake up from the daydream. Andre smiled looking at him who was already sitting there. Sarah tried to smile, though it was obvious the smile was fake and covered up something painful.

“You must have thought of that again?” he said he approached and was able to read Sarah's forced smile. He sat down next to Sarah

Sarah just shook her head and smiled again at Andre, but the smile was painful again

“Honey, Forget it!” andre's words sounded so sincere in Sarah's ears

The words ‘sayang’ which some days Andre often say do sound so beautiful, but

I don't know why today those words sound so false and hurtful to him. Maybe Andre made him soar just because he wanted to help him forget the problems he was facing with his family.

“Come to eat!” take Sarah directly

Andre also looked at the provisions that Sarah brought for him.

Andre breathed a sigh. He was sad to see his love now returned with a gloomy face. Even at lunch only Andre ate alone. Sarah said that she was still full because she tasted too much of the food she had cooked this afternoon.

Andre continued to look at Sarah who was not looking at him anymore. Sarah was busy staring at the phone she was playing.

Even when Andre wants to take Sarah down. He also forbids it.

“Honey, I can get off by myself.!” the door let go of Andre's hand in front of the elevator door that was already open.

Secretary Andre who saw that smiled. They look friendly.

“I'll be home fast today!” as usual when they split up Andre kissed Sarah's forehead.

If these few days the kiss was so warm, but that afternoon the kiss was painful. Sarah should have laughed like she used to, because she felt funny about their play, but this time, she felt like she was getting sadder, harboring a taste for someone who didn't belong to her, someone who has never had a taste for him, he has been fooled by the falsehood that Andre used to be good at playing.

Sarah smiled and waved as the elevator doors began to close. Andre was endlessly smiling until his wife's face disappeared behind the fused door.

After the meeting, Andre checked the files on his desk. Andre pensively held his pen. He thought back to Sarah's face, which looked sad again. He thought about how Sarah would forget the matter.do she have to surprise him? or ...? he kept thinking about how to make Sarah not sad anymore. He didn't even hear when Dona entered his room.

“Pak?” for the umpteenth time Dona called her boss

Andre also nodded from his mind

”What's done sir?” Dona wants to ask for back the files that Andre should have signed

Andre raised his head staring at Dona who was standing in front of him.

“Message me a large bouquet of red roses” Andre replied

Dona looks surprised to hear Andre's words who actually asked her to order flowers. His eyes twisted as if thinking, but he also realized that his current boss might be thinking about his wife.

On the way home, Sarah's face changed one hundred and eighty degrees from the moment she left for Andre's office.

The gentleman who glanced at him from the rearview felt strange, what happened to them? why does the madam look sad when she returns from her beloved husband's office?

That afternoon Andre returned with a huge bouquet of flowers. When she opened the door, Sarah smiled at the flowers Andre had brought for her. But a moment later he realized Andre just wanted to help him out of his sadness at the time.

You are indeed kind, and I am indeed a misrepresenting fool! sarah receives flowers from Andre

When I saw Sarah's smile. Andre feels happy, maybe he should spend more time with her so that Sarah can forget the problem and slowly be able to put her name into Sarah's heart.

Sarah's preparing dinner. He was as usual Andre helped him set up the table. Every now and then Andre glanced at Sarah who today rarely looks at him.

Where are those sweet smiles and smiles? Andre misses. Their affection seemed to have disappeared since last afternoon, and Andre was unable to solve the mystery.

Even at dinner, Sarah eats her fast food. Andre noticed Sarah's change in attitude today. He really did not realize that the photo was a trigger for Sarah's change in attitude to him, because shortly after, the photo was immediately removed Andre without him caring what kind of photo Susan sent.

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