Imitation of Two Hearts

Two red lines

Sarah tried to recall, since the last contact with Andre, he had not gotten a month at all.

Cold heat began to be felt in her body, followed by an increasingly rapid heartbeat, Sarah began to be nervous, her body was trembling. All felt as if attacking instantly when he just remembered, it had been 2 months he had not come to the moon.

In a moment his face paled thinking of things that shouldn't have happened. Something he couldn't imagine if it did happen.

GETTING PREGNANT? A situation he could not imagine his future.

Patience with Sarah! let's check the certainty! Benak Sarah murmured trying to lower her rising heart rate by closing her eyes and regulating her breathing.

Pak Budi watched the madam from the rearview mirror. He heard the sound of Sarah's breathing.

“ibu okay?” ask Mr. Budi who noticed the look on Sarah's face that was getting bleached.

His chest is up and down. I don't know what attack hit his body, but panic attacks are clearly visible from the eyes of Mr. Budi.

“bu Sarah? you okay all right?” ask Mr. Budi again

Mr. Budi finally pulled his car over.

He looked back at Sarah's condition.

“Mother is fine?” asked Mr. Budi with a louder voice and finally spread Sarah's panic.

“ya.. I'm fine pak” he replied which was immediately hit by nausea on his stomach.

Sarah realizes that their car is pulled over and rushes to open the car door. He also took out all his breakfast.

“do we need to go to bu hospital?” ask Mr. Budi again

“no sir!” the answer was to recoil and receive drinks from Pak Budi.

Sarah asked Mr. Budi to stop by one of the pharmacies they passed. He also rushed to the toilet. And when examining the pregnancy sign line, two red lines appear. Sarah's body went limp. A sense of happiness enveloped his body.

He rubbed his stomach with happy tears. She became a mother now, there was a little creature now present in her womb that she would call a child. That feeling catapulted all the flavors in his body.

But a few moments later, the impact of chaotic feelings came again.

Daddy's? Father of his son? The man will be someone else's husband. What's gonna happen? What

will he face? What is the fate of this child he bears?

That thought brought back tears. If the previous tears were the form of day, gratitude and happiness, now the tears are changing fear, worry, sadness and anxiety.

Sarah hugged her stomach tightly as if hugging the child.The pain instantly scratched her chest up to her stomach. the pain in the heart that he has been describing as a maag he suffered more and more incisive and followed impact on negative thinking

How am I supposed to? The mind asked back. The sobs could not stand it. Now he understands why these few weeks he has been so sensitive and so whiny.

After being satisfied with her crying. Sarah looked in the mirror and rearranged her makeup. He looked at his face and glanced at his stomach looking still flat.

He's my son! He must be my son! That made him smile again

Mom is there for you, baby! Sarah rubbed her stomach and the smile grew wider.

After getting out of that place. Emotions raged in his chest.confusion and happiness came in turn. The feeling of being the perfect woman who now enjoys being a mother makes her smile, but the shadow of the future is so bleak that it also scares her.

Sarah sent a message to Andre if he didn't come home that night. Mr. Budi who picked him up also he asked to return that afternoon because he would stay there.

Sarah again reminds Andre that she had a dinner appointment with her co-workers that night.

But what is surprising, Andre actually picked up Sarah himself. He waited in front of Sarah's boarding house until he came home from their dinner.

A sense of pleasure immediately flowed in his body, the feeling was warm, Andre who had felt tired and lazy, now his energy seemed to fill up again.

Andre looked back at the photo of Sarah's photo on his phone, he smiled considering Sarah who used to eat spicy and ran to find milk in the refrigerator. Andre Smiles looking at every photo photo that has many memories in each photo. He seems to go back to their happy times when he was not fully aware of his feelings for Sarah.

Sarah walked tiredly through the road to her boarding house. He just realized the existence of Andre's car waiting for him there. He also approached.

Sarah entered the car lazily. He was very tired that night. But what he likes, when entering Andre's car, he likes the aroma, he just realized that his morning sickness might be helped by the smell of the smell of Andre's body. the distinctive smell of perfume and sweat of her husband, the father of the child she bears.

“Capek.?” asked Andre gently to Sarah who was leaning tired

“Hhmmm.” Sarah agreed without opening her eyes

While on the road

“I told you I was here!” Sarah breaks the silence between them as the car begins to slide towards the exit of the city

“Home rest will be better, here noisy! You need to rest, your condition is less fit!” obviously Andre is still focused on the road and without looking at Sarah

Sarah turned to Andre and looked at him for a long time. Andre only felt Sarah's gaze not returning his gaze or saying anything.

“Mamah says next month there will be a company anniversary event as well as the announcement of the successor to grandfather!” Sarah's words made Andre turn to Sarah.

“mamah call you?” tannya

“hem!” the answer again then closed his eyes

The silence was felt again.

“Finally!” sarah murmured as if relieved.

Andre understood Sarah's words as if to say she would finally part with him and after that they did not care anymore about their marriage charade that would be revealed or not.

You want to get away from me, but not with me! The mind is firm

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Sarah took good care of her pregnancy. Consuming anti-nausea milk for pregnant women is very helpful in overcoming morning sickness. Now his condition is said to begin to be overcome. He also keeps one Andre shirt that has not been washed, because by smelling the aroma of the shirt is very helpful to reduce dizziness.

Andre noticed Sarah who often made milk. There is not the slightest suspicion on Sarah. she only considers Sarah now diligent in maintaining health because she now prefers fruits.

Their married life is back to normal. Although Sarah never again made a variety of snacks or cakes. Because smelling too much of the smell of food will make it more dizzy.

That morning Andre entered Sarah's slightly open room. She heard Sarah vomit in the bathroom. Andre rushes in, but he holds back his hand, remembering that Sarah is in the bathroom naked. He shook his head, neutralizing his tormented self for not having the heart to hear that voice so agonized. He waited for Sarah to come out.

“You haven't healed?” she asked when Sarah came out of the bathroom

The face was so pale, his eyes were soft, walking was difficult because his body was limp after there was nothing else he could spit out.

Sarah wiped her face and mouth. He looked at Andre for a moment without answering. His hand was still holding the door trying not to fall. Andre approached and took Sarah to her dresser chair.

Inhaling Andre's body scent for a moment made Sarah feel a little fresh.

“We go to the doctor now!” pinta Andre's

And in a second panic struck Sarah's body

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