Imitation of Two Hearts

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During the trip, Sarah's mind gets more chaotic, the pain of her body the rest of their romance is still he felt. The shadow of her beauty danced in her head, but her heart felt so sick. She had fallen on her fake husband, she knew that she herself would be hurt, but she had lost her heart.

The resistance to his feelings had fallen when Andre gave that touch last night.

Sarah's cry was heard. His issue was so painful.The regret deepened. Sorry when it was too late.

It's okay Sarah! you will also be a widow! he tried to calm himself.

Later if someone loves you and marries you, then you should not be a virgin anymore because of your status later! 

He kept making peace with his own mind

The sigh was blown as he made his first move towards the boarding room he had contracted. Sarah looked around the little place, she turned back to Sarah.

After this, what will happen? The question popped into his head.

A message was seen, Andre's message asking if he had reached his destination. But Sarah had only read the message.it seemed like Andre had considered the incident to be his dream. Only that can strengthen Sarah.

Andre saw his message had been read, he continued to stare at the screen of his phone waiting for Sarah to type a message, but the online writing never changed, until finally the writing was lost a sign he had closed the chat application.

The breath was again heard in the middle of the meeting, Andre's mind was now empty, he was not there. His thoughts were only with Sarah and Sarah

Is he going to hate me?

Is he going back to Daren?

I didn't rape her?

He enjoyed it too!

Back the beautiful shadow of Sarah's body danced in Andre's head. A shadow that is excruciating for him, because it will always make his day painful.

Likewise with Sarah, he can not forget his night with Andre. But he regretted it all, because Andre wasn't his.

Andre silenced Sarah in a few days. He is upset by Sarah's denial of their one-night relationship.

Over the weekend, Andre hopes Sarah will return home, but she's wrong, Sarah's not back. Several times Andre wanted to contact him but he canceled. He was still confused using what reason to ask Sarah to come home.

That afternoon the mother contacted Andre and was not appointed. He contacted his son-in-law to ask where Andre was.  Sarah answered the phone call. He said he was on duty outside the city. The father-in-law suspects there is something between them.

More than a week has worked Sarah, he and Andre are now completely cut off communication. Andre feels chaotic and often unfocused, he continues to think of Sarah who now does not care about him anymore.

Week two, Andre's condition looks unhealthy. The condition is the effect of the rarely he consumes food well. Andre tried to keep himself busy to be able to remove the shadow of the sarah in his head.

When I was with Susan, I never thought back to my love for her, but for you! why is it so hard to forget? You have drugged me, baby! Benak Andre looked at the photo of Sarah now in his hand.

That afternoon Andre asked to go home sooner and was escorted by a gentleman. He did not let his boss drive his own car.

“thank you sir!” andre walked into his house.

Pak budi looked sadly at Andre. he did not see the mistress for more than a week, and saw the boss always looks uninspired.

“what did they fight?” said Mr. Budi also sad to see the condition of the husband and wife

With his own initiative, Pak budi ventured to go to Sarah's place.

“sorry sir, I have told Mas Andre that I have not been able to go home” Sarah said when she came to Pak budi.

“father hurts mom!” he said with a sad look

“apa?” Sarah's face was worried

Sarah picks up her phone and tries to contact Andre, but it turns out that the phone is in a dead position.

“so the father came home at noon, already this week the father ate irregular ma'am, because every time I drove home, the father was always hungry because it was not lunch” explained Pak budi.

“ya already! Bentar sir, I'm permission to go home first” said Sarah left.

Sarah enters her house which looks dark, only a dim light in her room is visible. Slowly he opened the room and saw Andre curled up in his blanket.

The shadow of their romance came back dancing in that room. Sarah shook her head trying to erase. He approached Andre who was lying down. Sarah touched Andre's head, and he had a fever.

He compresses Andre with a wet Towel. After that he left Andre to make porridge. Sarah returned to the room with warm porridge and heat-lowering medicine.

“Ndre.. wake up!” Sarah shakes Andre's shoulder

“Andre .. wake up first” the door again

“ehhmmm.” the murmur sounded lazy.

Slowly he opened his eyes. Slowly Sarah's shadow caught her eye. Andre smiles. The face she missed was in front of her now.

“wake up first! Take medicine!” said Sarah

Andre looked into those pretty eyes, there was no look of hatred in his eyes. Andre thought he was dreaming.

My dream is always you! his mind kept staring at that face

Andre's smile disappeared. He did not dream, and the smile grew wider.

“when did you come home?” tanyanya leaned back on the bed.

A wet towel fell off. Andre looked at. He looked back at Sarah. The haitnya warmed up, it turns out Sarah was taking care of him. While the body was so fresh, it felt healthy in an instant, if the fever was so painful for others, but another with Andre, the fever felt beautiful for him.

“tadi afternoon!” answer Sarah briefly. The face was still flat, reluctant to look into Andre's eyes. She was busy being a nurse to someone who was sick.

Sarah took the porridge for Andre.

“eat first! After that take the medicine” said Sarah handed a tray filled with porridge, warm water and medicine

Andre looked at the tray smiling. The pain disappeared after feeling Sarah's attention.

“Thank you” he said accept

Sarah is moving

“tau where?” andre looked at Sarah standing up. Andre's face was instantly anxious.

“You eat first. I will rest in your room” he replied staring at Andre just for a moment.

Andre's smile disappeared.

“maaf... I feel comfortable here” he said

“no pun. This room is empty!” said Sarah

“eat.. don't forget the medicine, later I come back” he said walking to the dressing room and took his towels and toiletries.

Andre understands why Sarah didn't shower in her own room, maybe she was a little traumatized by the last incident.

Andre ate the lazy porridge, although it tasted very delicious on his tongue because he missed Sarah's cooking, but the porridge was as difficult as he swallowed because of Sarah's cold attitude to him.

Andre was still waiting for Sarah to return to her room, but Sarah never came. Eventually, he fell asleep due to the effects of the drugs he was taking.

When he woke up in the morning, he saw a small note on his phone.

‘Water shower already I ready, breakfast at the table, do not forget to drink again the medicine! Don't work yet! Enough rest! I go!’

Andre's body went back limp reading the message. It turned out that Sarah was present like a dream, came for a moment to give warmth and disappeared back like a chunk of ice in her heart.

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Until the third week since their first night, Andre gave up. He could no longer hold himself back from letting Sarah back care less about him. He asked Sarah to come home. But Sarah says that she is too busy and is unlikely to go home.

Andre also sent his father to find out the whereabouts of Sarah. Mr. Budi came to see Sarah and said that he was asked to pick Sarah up that afternoon. Sarah refuses to go back and sends Andre a message if he still has a lot of work.

Mr. Budi also returned alone. Every time Andre calls Sarah, he never picks up the phone from Andre, he just replies to Andre's message saying he is busy, busy and busy.

Andre propped up his forehead with both of his clutched hands. He stared at the phone staring at Sarah's message

‘I'm still busy, later ya’ reply Sarah for reject call Andre.

“until when do you gini?” andre is tired

He did not expect, Sarah's departure that day actually made him stay away.

Andre's breath illustrates how heavy he feels at this time, he feels unable to face Sarah who continues to avoid him.

That afternoon Sarah followed her supervisor to hold a meeting with the contracting party where they would tender the issue of material procurement for the project of building one of the buildings to be established in the city.

Upon entering the meeting hall held in one of the city's great hotel halls. Sarah met with Mr. Teo

“Bu Sarah?” Mr. Teo greeted when he saw Sarah who was walking behind the group of one of the tenders

“Pak Teo?” Sarah was a little surprised and looked back at her entourage as if she did not want to be known to them.

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Sorry if there are many conflicts in this novel because this novel is indeed about their conflict of feelings in the middle of the marriage contract Andre and Sarah. This conflict will still continue to make the gap of people who want them to end appear.

The presence of Daren and Susan would be a spicy spice at a time when they were both so difficult to convince themselves of each other. 

I hope you always like it, brother.. 

Love You all