Imitation of Two Hearts

Turbidity

Sarah walked in tears. He did not believe what he heard today. He felt an incredible pain in his heart.

I've been sold aunty! His mind kept saying.

Because I burden them, because I have no parents...

The more his heart spoke, the more painful it hurt, his stomach felt smaller, his chest tarsa tight, throat felt tied. The pain is incredible.

“aku for sale!” his murmurs were walking as if he did not see the direction of his steps. Sarah's mind was empty, she just stepped forward without thinking, her tears were constantly spilling in her silence. The pain is just too incredible.

Neek...! the mind complained as it raised its head gazing at the beautiful sky that was adorned with cloud clouds.

Andre stops his car in front of Sarah and goes down to run to Sarah. Sarah looked at Andre with eyes filled with tears.

In the instant Andre pulled her in his arms, he hugged Sarah trying to calm her down

The wife who looks like a lifeless person, but when the body is embraced, her cries break in Andre's arms.

“Aaaa.... !! aaa....!!! aaaa!!!!” the sound of crying broke and was hidden in Andre's chest

Andre hugged him tightly, he closed his eyes as if he felt the bitterness Sarah was experiencing.

Andre hugged him even more, rubbing the top of his head that was now buried in his chest, trying to calm Sarah. Sarah was still crying. He stroked Sarah's shoulders and head gently, hoping to remove her current pain.

“ssstttt.. sssttt” many times Andre tried to muffle Sarah's tears, but the crying continued to break. A cry that gave off all the flavors he was experiencing. A cry that Sarah could not bear, because only with that cry, she was able to get out all the pain that she was suffering.

Andre also repeatedly kissed the top of Sarah's head that leaned on him.

“don't be sad, you have ku” said Andre continues to try to ease Sarah's cries.

“Sssstttt.. baby.. there I am .. you still have ku” Andre said again.

After a few minutes, the sip and the hug were finally able to make Sarah start to calm down, Andre stretched his embrace. Sarah's breath sounded regular, her sobs sounded thin and disappeared.  Only occasionally was the rest of the stuffing heard.

He took Sarah in the car and left. Along the way Sarah just kept quiet. He did not say a word, but his tears kept flowing down the river.

Andre clasped Sarah's hand tightly, but Sarah kept staring out the window. His eyes were swollen from crying.

When they reached their home, Sarah came down with Andre. He seemed to have no more energy, did not want to live anymore.

He really doesn't believe what he hears. The woman whom he had considered to love him the most from everyone, it turned out... !!

Sarah fell down when she entered the house, she was unconscious. Andre carried her to the room. Lying Slowly, wiping the wet tears of Sarah on her cheek. He felt a pain in his chest as he looked at Sarah's puffy face.

‘home to my own home’ Andre remembers the word Sarah.

“You really want to have your own home!” the whisper held Sarah's hand

Sarah wakes up with Andre's hand. Andre started to realize that Day was starting towards the afternoon. Sarah got up from lying down. He leaned back with a pillow. Andre helped him.

He looked down as if he could not see Andre's face. The shameful feeling that people close to him had caused him to lose face at that moment. Andre took Sarah's hand.

“Forget everything! Forget all that. You're here now. hem?” Andre tried to persuade her, trying to calm her down.

Sarah looked at him with glassy eyes

“Why didn't you say?” she said

“Because I don't want you to be disappointed, I know it will hurt you..!” he said with a loving look and stroked Sarah's head

“I can't see you, I'm ashamed!” Sarah was crying again

“Ssttttt..” Andre pulled Sarah into his arms

Gently caress Sarah's head.

“I feel like I want to die aja.” lamented again

“For god's sake don't do that baby! I can't live if you leave me!” Andre hugged Sarah tightly, Sarah hugged Andre tightly.

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The night begins to cover the earth, but Sarah is still silent and wants nothing. Andre brought Sarah dinner in the room. But he still refused. The food was untouched.

“Sar..! please.. eat first, I'm afraid your ulcer is crumpled!”  Andre asked Sarah who was lying on her back and hugged her roll tightly

“I'm not hungry!” saying slowly

Andre persuades Sarah to wake up

“At least drink.. please!” Pinta Andre soft

Sarah wakes up and drinks the water Andre gave her.

“I want to be alone!” ask Andre to leave

“Eat first! I just got out of here!” force Andre

“Let me eat!”

“Sarah.!” Andre asked softly

“Please.. I really want to do it myself!” whispered

His eyes and face were so swollen, he cried all afternoon. Andre did not have the heart to see that, he also relented to go out even with a feeling of worry.

Andre can not calm down.he is like a person who paced back and forth. Even at midnight. Andre went in and saw Sarah's condition. Maybe because I was too tired to cry.

Andre took the dinner tray he had put down, completely untouched by Sarah, and left the room in slow steps.

Morning began to cover the earth, drizzle rain as if making everyone lazy to get out of bed. Andre who woke up forgetting the cold that morning, he immediately moved from his bed into Sarah's room to see how she was.

Sarah looked curled up in a thick blanket, even half of her face was hidden in the thick cloth.

Andre smiled, probably because it was too cold, Sarah was lazy to get up! Andre's thought

Andre let his wife continue her sleep. She chose to leave to prepare to go to the office this morning.

Andre ordered a porridge breakfast for Sarah from one of the online apps on her phone. After he finished bathing, he received the order of porridge. Andre again put the porridge on their dining table.Hope if Sarah wakes up, she does not need to make breakfast.

Andre bribe is ready to go to work, he has even held the car keys and is preparing to get out. But he thought back to Sarah who was still asleep.

He wanted to go to work with his wife and bring Sarah's porridge to his room. When Andre entered Sarah's room, Sarah's position was still unchanged. He was still curled up like before. Andre approached.

“Sar... ! Sarah!” calling out softly, yet it seemed like the sleep was too deep.

Andre reached out his hand in motion to Sarah's shoulder, but the body did not move at all, not responding to the voice or the gentle touch.

“Honey wake up first!” he said again

But Sarah still did not flinch. Andre's eyes rounded, nervous attacks began to hit his body, realizing there was no movement at all on the body in front of him.

“Sarah! sar..?” Andre started to panic because there was no response from Sarah at all

Andre turned Sarah's body curled up behind him and....

"However!!!!" Andre's voice was in shock!

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