Imitation of Two Hearts

Imitation of Two Hearts
I'm disappointed in you



Andre who had since arrived stood on the wall beside the door heard their video chat. He was smiling when he entered the house and hoped his wife would sleep on the sofa waiting for him to come home, but when he heard the man's voice from Sarah's room he peeked. Apparently the wife who looks happy is chatting with her man through a video call


Andre is jealous of Daren who is able to make Sarah laugh like that, and now he and Sarah can not joke and laugh again like that.


His heart ached, grieved and angry. But Andre can no longer show his jealousy to Sarah. She was afraid that Sarah would go away from her again if she showed her love.


"Geez!" Sarah said in shock when she came out of her room as if she saw a ghost.


“You have a black card that I give, let alone treat friends to eat, you buy them a vacation to Bali is enough! But why did you ask Daren for help?” it sounded weak, but it was full of disappointment.


Andre leaned down by folding both his hands on his chest. Sarah closed her eyes and realized that Andre had heard their conversation.


“Actually you have thought I exist or not Sar?” that speech sounds disappointed


“If you still want to borrow it, why not to me?” it sounds deeper


“Actually what do I mean to you?” that tone sounded sad, my eyes were staring at Sarah


Sarah still lowered her head only able to look at the mug she was holding


“You want to take a billion dollars from that card!” andre was convincing


Sarah raised her face to look at Andre.


“Do not buy me too expensive, I am not worth it!” he said flat and went to the kitchen to get a drink


Andre followed him and half sat on the back of the sofa backrest and looked at Sarah filling her glass


“So that thought is always in your mind!” andre was increasingly disappointed


Sarah was silent. He sipped his drink heavily hearing the disappointment in Andre's voice.


“please erase that thought sar! If what I did was wrong! Sorry me!” he said he was moving and looked so sad and disappointed.


“have you eaten?” ask Sarah


“not yet! But I don't taste dinner kanya” he said staring at Sarah flat.


No matter how hard Andre tried, those eyes still looked disappointed.


Sarah stared, her heart was sad and guilty for making Andre like that. Andre's gaze clearly told how disappointed the man was to her.


“sorry me!” sarah's voice sounded thin which Andre obviously could not hear because he had entered his room.


Sarah breathed heavily. Guilt and sadness make the person he loves sad even more make him down.


It takes food and heats it quickly. Amid the nausea of smelling the food he ordered last night for their dinner, Sarah was finally able to arrange the dinner portion in a beautiful tray.


Sarah hopes that if the dinner she gave to Andre is able to restore the joy of Andre who returned to present some days.


Tok tok tok tok


Sarah knocked on Andre's room door and waited. Until the third knock, Andre just opened the door for him.


“eat! I was ready from afternoon for you” he said staring at Andre sadly.


Andre was still in fashion staring at Sarah sadly. The disappointment he felt was still showing Sarah


“I'm not hungry” Answer slowly.


Sarah is sad. Look at the dish in his hand.


You're angry! Benak Sarah's


Sarah clasped the tray she was holding. Trying to contain the emotions that had arrived surged within his chest. Not anger, but a painful feeling he wanted to let out with a cry.


“please! I'll keep it in the kitchen, if you're hungry you can heat it in microwave” he said with a vibrating sound.


So this is how disappointed it feels? What is this feeling that you feel Ndre? Sorry me! But the voice was only in Sarah's mind, she did not dare to reveal it to Andre


Andre looked at Sarah who was down, he saw clearly those beautiful eyes were condensing.


Sarah turned the body to slowly bring back the tray, but Andre's hand held the hand tightly in the tray.


“here! Looks like I'm hungry!” said Andre slowly could not bear to see the sad wife.


Sarah raised her head to look at Andre.


“menin yes?” pinta Andre asks Sarah to accompany him to dinner.


“hem!” sarah's smile was happy.


Andre smiled at his wife's smile.


Andre had dinner in silence, while Sarah was just sitting next to him waiting for Andre to finish his dinner.


“got good?” sarah asked to see Andre eating lazily and forcedly.


It was actually not a matter of taste, but a tightness inside Andre's chest that made it difficult to swallow the food that was now in front of him.


“thank God. I'm afraid it doesn't match your tongue” he said lowered his head again.


“have any of your dishes ever gone wrong on my tongue?” ask Andre again


“because it's not my cooking” replied Sarah looking at the contents of Andre's plate that still looks full.


“keep who cooks?” asked Andre to look back at the contents of the plate


“aku order!” he said down


Andre smiled to see Sarah who late this often looks moody.


“tadi afternoon maag kumat, I was lazy to cook!” heed


“start tomorrow we will take helper” said Andre


Sarah raised her head to look at Andre in surprise.


“don't be surprised! I just don't want you to be soaked! You go home from work so you can immediately rest” he said


“tapi ..” Sarah wants to protest


“the assistant is just noon only when we work, Monday to Friday, continue to fit we work our room key” explained Andre assured Sarah.


“I ask you to go home so you feel comfortable when you are rich gini, so we take a maid yes?” ask Andre again to agree


Sarah's heart warmed, the speech was so beautiful to her. Andre is so attentive.


Makes me comfortable! His mind looked at Andre's smile that was so warm to him.


“hem!” sarah answered in her smile


“istirhattah..already night, tomorrow you work right?” pinta Andre to Sarah with reddened eyes.


Andre thinks Sarah is sleepy, but actually the eyes are reddened by haru.


“I wait until you finish” said Sarah glanced at Andre's plate that had not run out.


“i can't abisin! Not good!” heed


“tadi aja say good!” sarah's Protest


“because I thought this was your cooking” he said smiling awkwardly


“means that usually say good, that's a lie huh?” search sarah


Andre laughed at Sarah's reaction.


“if it's really good!” he said smiling


“lie!” sarah sewot said because of her sensitive fashion


“good oath!” andre was reassuring again


The smile came back.


“then don't eat it again!” said Sarah put Andre's plate away


“indeed!” answer Andre


Sarah took the plate.


“let me do the washing!” sergeant Andre


Sarah left the kitchen.


“don't stay up!” he asked Andre before entering his room


“this time I went straight to sleep! Don't worry ya?” reply Andre


Sarah smiled back. That smile made Andre's heart want to jump out, his anger and resentment seemed to disappear. But the ugly thought came back


Your smile is for me, but your laughter is for her! the mind is poignant back


Because I don't want Sarah to be too tired. Andre decided to take the housekeeper


only come during the day and weekdays. While for dinner they chose to buy outside because he did not want Sarah late for dinner and was too tired. Although it makes Andre not too like his dinner which now always feels different on his tongue.


That morning on her way to work, Sarah recalled the words Daren asked her monthly cycle.


Yes yes? I haven't had a long time! His mind realized something that instantly made his heart rhythm go fast.


His face pias!


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