I've Finally Lose
When loyalty is tested
The night was getting late, the Princess who was still sick. Can't sleep at all. The entire body of the Princess was so sick, pained and occasionally cold. Rehan also did not sleep all night guarding the Princess. All the needs of Rehan's house are handled for a while. Princess is not good with Rehan. When the Princess wanted to go to the restroom she did not dare to wake Rehan, Rehan looked very tired of taking care of the Princess all day plus taking care of the children and homework. Rehan took a few days off to take care of his wife.
The princess headed for the new restroom half the way the Princess fell, unable to support her body. Rehan heard the voice of the Princess's involuntary scream. Though the intention of the Princess did not want to wake Rehan but the Princess spontaneously shouted when she fell.
"Where are you going, baby?? Rehan asked while helping the Princess stand up. " Why didn't you say it??? Ask Rehan again.
"I'm gonna pee, I don't feel good, I don't love you just sleeping last night you take care of me and take care of the kids." The princess held Rehan's hand.
Princess on papah by Rehan to the bathroom. The princess looked at her husband's face. The man looked tired and sleepy he couldn't hide it because he yawned so often. After coming from the restroom, Rehan then took a glass of water for the Princess. And give medicine to the Princess because it is time for the Princess to take medicine. Medications given by the Princess doctor must routinely take it. So that the pain and pain quickly disappear. If the taste comes the Princess is not able to resist it, even though she wants to hide but not with the look of her face and eyes. Tears that come out suddenly that the Princess cannot hide.
After taking the medicine, Rehan laid the Princess back on the sheet.
"If you need anything, tell me, or you want to pee, just wake me up." Rehan said lovingly and kissed the Princess' forehead.
A blanket enveloped the woman's body, the smile on her face began to diminish. From a distance the man looked at the face of his wife who was still weak on the bed. A few months they passed. Rehan did not complain even though sometimes the Princess was angry with Rehan. The princess always thought she was just troubling Rehan. But Rehan is silent, he does not care about the words of the Princess because for Rehan the Princess is his true love. When Rehan was difficult, the Princess never complained and stayed away from Rehan, even the Princess helped Rehan in stabilizing income and income by opening a beverage and fried business. Rehan remembered the events that had happened to him in the past. So Rehan will not leave the Princess even though in the end the Princess is not healed.
Rehan who was guarding the Princess all night only had less than two hours of sleep. Rehan only slept beside the bed whose head was bowed in the hands of the Princess. He purposely so that when the Princess wants to go anywhere Rehan feels it. Rehan does not want the Princess to go to the restroom alone anymore. He was afraid he would fall again.
The next day Rehan returned to take care of their children. Make breakfast and drive him to school after which Rehan returns to the Princess' side to accompany his wife.
"Darling... You eat first after that you take medicine" Rehan said as he brought food for the Princess and fed her
The princess got up and leaned against the wall of the mattress while eating the food Rehan fed.
"Your food is very good, dear."praise the Princess.
" Thank God... If you like it." Rehan exclaimed in embarrassment.
"You also eat first, dear." said the Princess.
The two of them ended up eating together, Rehan always fed the Princess with affection. Until the Princess did not realize her tears came out dripping. Rehan who saw immediately picked up tissue to clean the Princess' tears.
"Why are you crying, baby?? Tegur Rehan whose hand is still at the tip of the Princess's eye.
"Nihh... Proof you're crying." Rehan.
"I'm just moved, because you still want to be with me, who's sick. You should be looking for someone better than me, not someone like this." Princess Saying.
"Don't say that, baby.... Why am I looking for someone while the one I love is in front of me. There are indeed many women out there who are much prettier than you but do not find other women who want to accompany me when difficult and bad. That's what's on you. You're never ashamed if my job is just a vegetable. I don't want to hear you talk like that anymore." Rehan.
The princess then embraced Rehan affectionately.
"Thank you God, you sent a priest who can accept me for who I am. Wanna take care of me. Strengthen me, Robb, for my illness" muttered the princess in her heart who still hugged Rehan.
Already at 10 am, soon Alif returned home from school, Rehan mengeskasan dishes and ready to pick up Alif at school. Shireen is sleeping.
After inviting Alif, Rehan then made fried rice for Alif because Alif really likes fried rice. Every day Alif asked to be made fried rice by his mother but during his mother's illness, Rehan who replaced him. for him Rehan is good at cooking so Alif likes the food made by his father.
The princess and Rehan will go to the house of ustadz for the ruqyah. Rehan and Putri leave their children at Rehan's parents' house. There are a lot of children of Alif's peers. So Alif and Shireen were smart.
During the trip, they drove a car. The princess occasionally frowned as she endured the pain and aches on her body. Princess skin that continues to itch, not because of allergies but there are abnormalities in the skin. The doctor only gives itchy ointments and painkillers. After the medicine disappeared everything was felt back.
Daughter must be strong for her husband and children. The princess must be healed. The princess cannot complain. This is not comparable to the disease of His Majesty Ayyub as. That is what the Princess always instilled in her heart as her strength to survive.
Soon Rehan and the Princess arrived at ustadz's house. In the house of ustadz looks crowded, many people who come to diruqyah from various regions or from relatives who have been on medication. The Princess and Rehan waited for a few minutes, as this time they came rather later.
It is time for the Princess to turn in Ruqyah. Ustadz allowed Rehan to accompany the Princess. This process lasts about 2 hours. The Princess also had to be repeatedly diruqiyah besides that the Princess also treated with dermatologists and internal medicine.
Princess must routinely take the medicine given by the doctor, and multiply dhikr so that she quickly recovered as usual. Ustadz gives a practice that is read when finished praying.
"Anni massaniyad durru wa anta arhamur rahimiin."
Means: "my Lord, I have been afflicted with sickness, but You are the most merciful God of all who are presenters."
Prayer is routine Princess read when finished praying. The princess is sincere in all the will of God.
