I've Finally Lose

Qolbi's Travel

This morning I was going to my cousin's wedding. Suddenly Aisyah came home with her face still tangled.

"What's Ayesha?" ask Princess

"Look Put, Sahir just called me, said your sister is now at the health center, she's about to give birth and Sahir told me to tell you. Upon hearing Sahir's words I immediately got out of my bed and came straight here." replied Aisyah.

"It's worth it you look tangled it turns out you just woke up and came straight here". Said the Princess in a mocking tone to Aisyah.

"Iyha. Sahir told me to hurry, so I didn't have time to wash my face first." Said Aisyah while holding her face.

"Thank you, Ayesha...." Princess Saying.

"Iyha.. I'll go home first yha.." Said Aisyah while leaving the house.

After Aisyah left, I hurried to wake Alif up and immediately set off for the health center. Fortunately, a fast motorbike pedicab comes when usually if it is still at this hour there is no motorbike pedicab passing but today the motorcycle rickshaw tumben is fast. As if he knew that there were passengers who wanted to be escorted. We will soon arrive at Puskesmas. Arriving at Puskesmas apparently my brother Ani was already in the maternity room, fortunately in the room my brother was already there to accompany.

"Who is accompanying Ani inside?" I asked my sister's husband.

"It's accompanied by my sister-in-law." Answer Ali

"How long have you been bringing Ani here? Ask again...

"Just now".. Ohya who told you? Ask Ali back.

"Sahir called Aisyah and Aisyah told me. So I'll be here soon. Though I was going to aunt's house earlier, this is Fais' wedding." My speech

"Ohiyaaa.." Said Ali

I then went into the delivery room to accompany my sister. But my sister still hasn't given birth. The midwife said there was no opening. My brother Ani is too fast to Puskesmas. He was just told to go for a walk until there was an opening but my brother wasn't allowed to go home. While waiting for the opening of my brother told the way, a lot of moving and did not forget to drink milk. A few hours passed Ani began to feel contractions that had no break. He felt the pain of the stomach. Midwife immediately told him to lie on the bed before long my brother finally gave birth. The tireless struggle finally paid off with the presence of a beautiful child. Congratulations from brothers-in-law one by one come. Happiness was evident from the faces of Ani and Ali. Today they have become parents, father and mother of their children. May his son be the son of Sholeh. Aami.....

Seeing his condition had improved, Ani was then transferred to the room nipas. The next day Ani was able to go home because she and her son were fine. Ani went home to Daddy when previously Ani was invited to go home to her in-laws but Ani refused because she wanted to go home to Dad later if her daughter had grown up then she went to her in-laws' house.

We also left the health center by driving a car, incidentally his brother-in-law Ani came and brought a car so we hitchhiked in his car-in-law. On the way we saw the wedding of our cousin Fais so crowded, we did not have time to come because along with Ani who gave birth. The plan is to go there tomorrow.

Soon we arrived at Dad's house. For a while Lola stayed here and accompanied Ani until Ani's son was able to walk. Lola agreed to that.

No way Ani's son has entered two months. His son was named Qolbi. Soon Qolbi will be in aqiqah. Rejeki Qolbi came in a row, ranging from goats bought by his uncle, clothes and pants from neighbors and friends. Not to forget the gold from his grandmother. They were delighted at the presence of Qolbi in their midst. The Qolbi aqiqah event went well.

Four months passed, only two more days Qolbi even five months. Qolbi began to be good at lying on his stomach, good at saying ma. For now Ani and her son to the house of grandmother Qolbi, it has been almost two weeks they live in the house of her sister-in-law. This is all because the house no one occupies, Ani's sister-in-law went out of town. So for a while Ani and Ali were occupying her brother's house.

" Halooo.... Where are you, son??" Father said in a sad and crying voice.

"I'm at Dad's, Dad, why are you crying??" ask me with a worried tone.

"My granddaughter's son ... Qolbi's dead". Answer the father who is still crying.

"What....????" simultaneously I, Luna and Sahir were shocked.. It just so happened that my cell phone voice, I enlarged it so they heard it. The three of us were shocked and wondering. Kok Ani didn't tell us what kind of pain Qolbi was. After finishing my magrib and Sahir rushed to the house of Ani's sister-in-law.

Ani's sister-in-law's house has many people coming to see Qolbi for the last time. I still can't believe Qolbi left us so quickly when two days later she was five months old. Tears continue to pour from relatives, relatives, neighbors and friends. I once again asked Ani and Ali.

"What pain does Qolbi have ?"

"Said doctor Qolbi muntaber." said Ani while hugging her child in her lap.

We are devastated by the passing of Qolbi as well as his parents Ani and Ali. They seemed to be in disbelief because before Qolbi was fine. Before Friday Qolbi was so cheerful, she was strong drinking milk. But after Friday prayers Qolbi began to defecate it was not too liquid. Seeing his son shivering and the heat was high, Ani immediately took Qolbi to the hospital but did not arrive long ago at the hospital Qolbi was declared dead by doctors. Hearing the doctor's words, Ani and Ali embraced and woke Qolbi up as if they could not believe it was happening so quickly. Qolbi's funeral is tonight. Because Qolbi is still a child there is no sin. Qolbi's face was so glowing. Tears kept coming down the cheeks. Ani continued to cry and tried to wake her son but never woke up. After finishing in the bath and in sholatkan the body of Qolbi immediately below to the cemetery. His grave is next to Mama's. Now Qolbi has calmed down in nature and met her grandmother. I tried to calm Ani down

"God loves Qolbi more, be patient and love her" I said, hugging Ani.

"Qolbi has met with Mama Sis, now we take turns with Mama to look after Qolbi" I said again.

Ani continued to cry and was occasionally unconscious. One by one the mourners started to leave the house. Ani is still sad.

The next day Ani did not want to eat even though from yesterday she had not eaten, the clothes worn by Qolbi continued in her hands, occasionally seeing a photo of her son in her phone. Ani came back crying. Soon her friends come to give her some encouragement and persuade her to eat, but Ani still refuses to eat.

"Sabarrr.. God loves your daughter more." said Ani's friend while hugging Ani.

"yes .." Ani replied briefly.

"May Qolbi calm down there. Qolbi will be an angel in Allah's paradise and as a savior later in life...." Say Ani's friend again.

Ani's friend started leaving the house.

It didn't feel like five Fridays Qolbi left us. Each Ani and Ali longed with their Qolbi to the tomb of Qolbi for the pilgrimage. So many memories even if only briefly but it can make them feel more comfortable. Ani and Ali had been dreaming if the Qolbi was big they wanted to come here and enjoy the beauty of this world. They felt like the world belonged to their family. But God's plan did not fit their plan. The dreams they had built were now gone in an instant. Allah has called Qolbi back to Him. Ani and Ali's hearts were so fragile and helpless. Ani and Ali took a long time to try to instill a word of patience in her heart. Not only that they both also need time and strength to accept this bitter reality. But they also try to be sincere about Robbi's divine will.

I saw they were strong and trying to start a new life. So too with us. We believe that God's plan is more beautiful than his servant's plan.

seriate...