I've Finally Lose

Disillusioned

The sound of the wind blowing so fiercely was now piercing into the recesses of the heart. The leaves are now falling adorn the yard of the house which is mostly leaves of bamboo trees. The sound of bamboo touching each other as if he was singing either he was happy or the bamboo was feeling lonely. I don't know......

Today I feel tired, tired of homework and taking care of my children. For a moment I put my body on the bed to relieve my fatigue, not enough five minutes lying down my phone rang.

Ring....

I picked up the phone on the desk from my husband's cousin.

"Hallo... yhaa what's Elis? ask me in a hurry.

"Look Put, I want to talk to your husband. Is she home??"

"my husband is not home, so what do you want to talk to my husband to say"

"no need to Put. later I call again. then Put first"

" ohiyaaa .. later I will tell you that my husband Uda is coming home."

phone dropout ...

"actually what is yaaa??? who wants to talk about Elis". The princess in my heart.

the sound of the motor starts to sound from the outside it looks like Rehan has gone home.

I opened the door and kissed her hand. I haven't sat down yet, I just told Rehan that his cousin Elis called and wanted to talk to you.

oh that's it. I talked earlier, I happened to call my uncle and aunt and Elis was there so I talked to him.

"indeed Elis wants to talk what dear, it seems very important." asked the Princess curiously.

"Elis wants help, he is in need of additional funds because he wants to buy land while the money is less than twenty million. Elis wants to continue our loan at the bank, so I'll take care of what's important to pay it off first." Rehan.

"So Elis said what?? Ask Princess.

"Elis wants to." Rehan.

"kok you didn't tell me first anyway mas, just say yes." Ask the disappointed princess.

"it's good, we don't have to pay the bank anymore". Reply Rehan.

"but that's our name.

why doesn't he use his own name." The princess was upset.

"if you use his name, he says take care of it a long time while he needs it fast so I'll take care of him. It's okay to help Elis this time." Rehan.

"It's a siiihhh mass...."

This time I was confused about how else, everything I expected was not what I wanted. starting from the attitude of the in-laws who were unfair and always compared me to his new daughter-in-law.

in addition, the husband who did not tell me first and always numbered his parents. How can I not be upset like this.

That night again he came home the other night . he said that he was from his parents' house.he did not tell me or even call me when I was at home waiting for him, even I did not eat before he came home.

"sad... Let's eat? " my word

"i was full, I was eating at my mother's house.you ate first" said Rehan who passed by.

"you why sihhh mas .. always so. I'm here waiting for you mas, I haven't eaten." I explained with an angry and upset voice.

"just do it to my parents' house, here I eat" Rehan said .

" do not mas. I uda no longer appetite' answered ketus.

"you will not be so later you will be sick. yhaa Uda I am sorry. I will not repeat it again.' explained Rehan while holding the hand of the princess.

"i'm going to sleep first". Said the Princess and passed away leaving Rehan.

The daughter calls her two children to go to bed as they are going to school tomorrow. Rehan tries to apologize again to the Princess but the Princess doesn't care that she's a little disappointed with Rehan.

The next day, the Princess did not speak to Rehan in the least. She was still upset, but let her be angry she still prepared food for her husband.

Rehan tried to get the Princess to talk again, Rehan several times tried to apologize to the Princess but the Princess just kept quiet. Not until there. Rehan buys the Princess a flower as a sign of forgiveness, repeatedly Rehan tries to finally forgive Rehan even though his heart is still disappointed. But the Princess also did not have the heart to see Rehan like that.

Rehan and the Princess are fine. They look harmonious again. Not for long, the Princess was again disappointed by Rehan. Rehan is more concerned with his parents than he is.

The princess was also disappointed in both Rehan's parents for always pampering Alif. If Alif wants something, the Princess forbids Rehan's parents to agree with Alif's wishes even if it is against the Princess. The princess often forbade Alif from eating noodles because it was not good for her body. But Rehan's mother let it go. The princess can't fight Rehan's parents. The princess only complains to Rehan so that he tells her mother not to obey Alif's will.

The princess also forbade Alif to drink, again Rehan's mother let Alif drink it and even Rehan's mother bought Alif a lot to drink. I want Princess to reprimand Rehan's mother but she can't. He was afraid that he might have a fight with Rehan's mother.

The princess chose silence, though in her heart raging, eager to rebel but she was unable. The daughter forbids this Alif because it is for the good and health of Alif while her mother-in-law only said the important thing Alif is not fussy. Alif who is often defended by his grandmother now starts to fight the Princess. He did not want to hear the words of the Princess because the Princess always forbade what Alif wanted. But if Alif gets sick the Princess blamed.

I tried again to talk to Rehan so he could tell his mother, but Rehan ignored the words of the Princess. Rehan also follows in the footsteps of his mother always assies although it is not good for Alif the same reason that is important Alif calm down. Without them knowing that in the future will interfere with Alif's health. Although in the end the affected is the Princess herself.

The princess knows that she is only a daughter-in-law in this family, her every word is ignored even if it is true. And every son-in-law has his limits in speaking.

The princess was disappointed with her in-laws attitude, the Princess only hoped that her in-laws' attitude could change without having to spoil Alif continuously. Though Putri wants to teach Alif to learn hard life. How money is sought and how to behave to both parents but it's hard because of Alif's grandmother .

Alif wants a mobile phone, Rehan's mother bought it when she knew that playing mobile phones at an early age can damage the eyes. Rehan's mother did not want Alif often cry and quarrel with her mother because the Princess always forbid Alif to play mobile phone so she agreed to Alif's wishes.  So often the Princess gets disappointed but she is just patient even though she is angry and disappointed.

seriate....