I've Finally Lose
Traumatised..
Today's atmosphere is so peaceful, ''along with the happiness that comes the birth of the two Daughters' sons. The sound of crying breaks the silence of the night when people are already asleep but here the Princess is struggling between life or death for a new life. The pain paid off with the presence of a beautiful baby. A happy cry was seen on the faces of those around her who helped her give birth. Rehan is also happy to see both of them healthy.
"Alhamdulillah... Dear.." said Rehan while kissing his wife's forehead.
Her face was unceasingly smiling now that they both had two boys and a girl. Whereas previously the Midwife had said that her son was a boy. Even up to three times the midwife checks the contents of the Princess the answer remains the same that your son. But the truth is after the girl came out. No one knows a person's destiny, not even a tool if it's true, it's just a coincidence. The destiny of a man is only God knows.
The next day the Princess was able to go home because she and her son were fine.
Upon arrival at the house Alif saw his sister and memegan his sister's hand. Alif also looks happy to see his sister. Although sometimes Alif was ridiculed by his uncle and aunt.
"You're no longer in love with your father and mother" Reza's uncle exclaimed in a mocking tone.
"Who said, father and mother still love Alif" Rehan said while hugging Alif.
Several months passed Alif's sister, Shireen, fell ill, her body was very hot. The princess is still traumatized if her son is hot because at that time Alif was ever hot high suddenly he stepped, eyes bulged upwards, lips black and his body stiff. The princess was very afraid that the incident would happen again. During Shireen's illness the Princess alternated with Rehan to look after her, they alternately slept during Shireen's illness. The medicine given by the Princess doctor routinely gives it.
As a result of exhaustion until Rehan and Putri beramaan sleep. After a few minutes the hot Shireen was very high and the Princess who held Shireen's hand was shocked and immediately woke up when she saw Shireen's body was stiff, her eyes bulged upwards, her lips black. The princess was very scared and immediately shouted to Rehan who was still sound asleep.
"Darling ... Get up and see Shireen!!" With a trembling voice.
Rehan was shocked and quickly held Shireen in his lap while he held Shireen's butt and recited the chair verse and blew it on Shireen's body.
The princess cried seeing Shireen like that, she was so scared. The princess immediately called her neighbor. One of his neighbors brought him basil . The basil is then tangled to Shireen's eyebrows until the water comes out. Every now and then the Princess recites Ayat kursi, surah Al-Ikhlas, surah an-nas and surah al-Falaq and blows into the crowns of Shireen. The princess and Rehan changed and repeatedly recited the verse. Thank God Shireen came to his senses and his face was not pale. The stiff body is now back to normal, the heat was down all thanks to the basil leaves and the prayers of his parents.
The Princess is still sad and very afraid if the child is hot.
The princess did not want to take her child to the hospital because she was afraid because the child of Aunt Rehan had also experienced something like that (step). then something was put in the aunt's ass but his condition instead of getting better was getting worse. That's why the Princess did not want to take Shireen to the hospital. All the Princess did was give her the medicine she bought at the pharmacy.
Shireen body does not want to go up, even though the age is almost two years. The princess tries to help Shireen by giving her formula but Shireen doesn't.
Midwives often provide additional food in the form of biscuits and appetite drugs but still the same weight does not increase still the same as before.
The princess who was already a bit annoyed by the words of Madam Midwife who said "her mother was busy at times... Not paying attention to her son?" just decide what the midwife said .
"Just let my child's weight not increase which is important he is healthy. Just look Mom, my son is good at talking whereas many older than him are unable to speak. Indeed my son weighs in on the yellow line, I've tried to provide a good intake for him but this is all fate. Whom else.
"Where there is a mother who does not take care of her child, just talk if you do not believe let's go home see my treatment every day. You are also a mother. Must know how to take care of a child." muttered the Princess with a look of sullen and upset face.
Shireen's second birthday. His intention was to make merayain but it was not even so because Shireen was sick again. Instead of the money spent on birthdays, the money spent on Shireen treatment. But currently the drug for children whose syrup has been banned because many children who died from kidney failure all of it was the result of consuming liquid medicine. The princess was increasingly afraid, because the forbidden medicine the Princess often gave to Shireen when Shireen was sick.
The news has spread all over the world, even on social media often in the news. Every drugstore is prohibited from selling syrup to children. The princess became confused as to how else, hearing the news, the Princess immediately threw away all the syrup medicine that had been given to Shireen. Now the Princess has nothing at all stored in the house. If Shireen is sick Princess and Rehan immediately take Shireen to the hospital.
The princess often daydreams, even she often speaks for herself. Why God my son is sick. What's my fault??? Maybe my sins are too much You test me like this. Or are you angry with me because I often forget You or You are testing my patience. Rehan who heard the words of the Princess who happened to pass by rebuked and hugged the Princess.
"You don't be like that, you have to be sure every ordeal has its silver lining."
The princess only fell silent in Rehan's arms. Sometimes his tears fell on his cheeks until he did not realize it.
Two years and two months Shireen was perfectly fine.
"Hopefully Shireen is not sick anymore" said the Princess in her heart.
Praise be to Allah for the blessing of patience, sincerity and all the prayers offered by the Princess are granted by Allah. The last two months Shireen has never been sick again, hopefully next time.
