I[Not] An Actor

The only daughter-in-law

"ma_mama?"my words and bima simultaneously and we immediately stood up from a sitting position so surprised by the arrival of mamah risma there

we were so shocked when we saw that mamah had been standing on the doorstep accompanied by bang andri and I don't know since when mamah was there because as I remember I had closed the door

and the fool again between me and bima no one realized that the door had been opened wide by someone and that person was homestead

"heard bima, you will never interfere again about all your dealings with that woman (alena) on condition that you will never divorce your wife"clearly mamah risma again who seemed to be holding back his anger on bima.

"but I do not love ayana mah and I do not want to confine ayana with a bond that will not make ayana happy mah" replied the bima about the mama's speech

Degs....

my heart stopped beating when the saying about not loving me was repeated and now it hurts a lot more than it did a few years ago

how not?I used to feel that I would find a man who would be able to erase the name of bima in my heart so that when bima said I did not have any feelings for me even though I was sick but still I could switch with other things

unlike now that I have tied the sacred bond of marriage to her and when Bima again said the word 'do not love me' this heart feels broken already

"it is your job to make ayana happy and mamah do not want to know,inevitably dislike you have to accept the decision mamah if you do not want your relationship with the woman to be disturbed then undo your intention to divorce ayana because for mamah only ayana is mamah's daughter-in-law"

after saying everything mamah also left the three of us there who were still fixated and silent busy with our respective minds

"get down the desire of mamah bim,brother sure mamah must have a reason why mamah so hate alena and brother hope you can also divide your time for ayana also do not just focus with alena because now ayana is entitled to you"

bang andri is now following in the footsteps of mamah leaving me and bima both there

I saw a face that was so frustrating that was emanating on the face of the bima at this time but I also could not help her remember the mamah condition that was still in a state of mourning and needed so much support

I am silent not because I want to keep this marriage but I consider the current state of mamah risma which is not stable after the revelation

"let mamah calm down, bim,after the mamah condition is stable we can talk about this again and for a while let our condition like this first anyway we are also not enemies who must maintain distance and limit themselves, he said,we are friends of our bima are still talking good about this problem but later after the mamah condition returned to how it used to be" said I finally after quite a long time we were silent

"but Alena asked me to divorce you otherwise she would go" replied the young woman

again, my heart feels sad when I see a man I love crying over another woman

"come home, meet him and tell him that we're going to get a divorce after mamah's condition improves"

"then what about you?"

"i'll stay here quietly if you mind I'll ask you to clean the guest room for me to stay in"

"don't stay in this room, I'll stay in the apartment together with Alena, I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you"

"no matter bim, we friends will assume we are now doing group work"

"bima kok?why don't you call me again?"

"that applies if in front of mommy and bang andri, we will also feel much more comfortable, besides the call I will attach to the man I love and love me of course".

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