I[Not] An Actor

Mamah Risma's

bima covered her face with her palms, her shoulder seemed to tremble indicating that she was now crying a mouthful

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Without realizing it there is a pair of eyes that are watching him with eyes that have glass

"may you realize that ayana is the best mate for you son, you will always support you sorry if what you will do will hurt you more but this is the best son, son,you have to know who exactly the woman you love and you fight for it" muttered mamah risma behind her bedroom door

mamah risma who left bima apparently did not really go

he kept watching his youngest child from behind the door of his room that was not tightly closed because he deliberately opened the door of his room so he could see what bima did after reading the letter ayana made up for him.

the night was getting late but drowsiness was now out of nowhere to go so that Bima could only look at the sky of her room with a feeling that I don't know anymore

between disappointment, anger, but also extreme pain when he found out that Ayana had left with a million bitter memories that he had given

it is regretful when the bima know that what alena said about ayana who only pursue kakayaan bima is just slander

evident by there are 2 cards in the envelope that ayana left without ayana use even once

bima's chest became more and more painful when he learned of his mistake in ayana 'stupid' only one word that he deserved to embed for himself

though for many years he knew ayana and her family but never once ayana or her family took advantage of their closeness to get to the strand of the hernawan family

bima again covered her face with her arms which she folded in the direction of the eyes.

back the clear water escaped again from the end of the bima eyes that covered his arms.

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Somehow at what time the bima can finally fall asleep which must be the bima blinked his eyes when his phone continues to sound indicating that someone is contacting him

and sure enough, the name of alena was on the screen flat objects hers and lazily bima also shifted the green color button to connect her phone with alena

"hello, what's the matter?"bima said in a cold tone when her phone connection was connected to alena

"sorry I was hunting for an important meeting" replied Bima again still with her cold voice

"what the hell are you, baby?how come it's that ketus?"

"sorry len I'm busy later I call you again" replied the bima lying

bima hung up without waiting for an answer from Alena and pulled back the blanket to continue sleeping.

feeling tired of everything he experienced yesterday made the bima reluctant to leave his king size mattress

even the bima is still faithfully wrapped under his blanket when the time has shown at 12 noon

tok tok...

there was a knocking sound from the door of his room that was able to make his two eyes slowly but surely open perfectly

bima was finally driven from the bed and walked straight towards the door that did not stop sounding

ceklek...

bima also opened the door of the room and showed the mother standing upright in front of her room

"what's the matter mah?how noisy is it?"bima grouse on the mama who has disturbed his sleep

"what time is bim?why are you still sleeping, don't you go to the office?"risma mamah on bima who still looks handsome even with his pillow face

"i'm not feeling well anymore, so I'm allowed not to enter the office first, please?"

"where is your beloved wife?unhealthy husband even defaulters try if there is ayana surely you have to take care of it when rich gini bim.mamah wonder how can you survive the same woman who takes care of a sick husband just can not, just can not,inget yes bim duty wife is not only able to satisfy the husband when on the bed but must be able to take care when the husband is sick as well"grumbling mamah risma when he found out his youngest child was not healthy but his frustration even peaked when he remembered because alena ayana had gone to leave the bima.

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