I[Not] An Actor

Veracity

Mamah risma and andri also turned to the direction of the sound and sure enough bima had stood not far from the dining table used by mamah risma and andri for breakfast.

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"why are you all hiding all this from me?is it fun to see me like this?"bima gave her voice because she could no longer hold back her emotions when she knew that she was the last to know who Alena really was

"keep talking you bima" said Andri who was no less emotional when the mamah yelled at by his own son1¾

"enough brother, mamah biar who talks with the bima" said mamah risma broke up the debate between the sister and the brother

"alright, then I left first mah"andri was saying goodbye to go to his office and leave the mama with his only brother

"don't blame mamah, you remind me a year ago that you yourself burned the evidence that we were able to prove who Alena was even without you first seeing the contents of the envelope"andri said as he passed through the body of the bima who was still there with his anger

andri was now right to leave the bima and the mamah, andri was worried when he saw the emotions of the bima

but Andri believes that bima can not dare to hurt mamah risma because any anger bima just his anger always melted with the softness of the mamah

"let's sit and talk there"mamah Risma led bima towards the living room

and Bima is like a child who is sulking angry but still according to what the mama said

"actually what happened, huh?this is too painful mah, really"lirih bima again cried out loud to cry over fate as if toying with his heart and feelings

"exactly one month before papah entered the hospital we once found alena was going to accompany your uncle at a company event papah friend.We were so surprised to see him look friendly together with your uncle's doni even so angry papah left the event without first meeting the owner of the event then to his esokan papah had daniel investigate and find out all about alena and after all collected papah was so shocked when he found out that alena is the wife of the series doni and papah increased in shock when you refused raw evidence that even burned it before seeing it because that's why papah had a heart attack"obviously the mother who must return to feel pain when remembering the departure of her beloved husband

"do you know all this?"ask bima sissu

"no, until now he didn't know what made Papah force you to marry him, she's a good girl bim she would do anything for the loved ones, he said,including going out of your life to see you happy"

"then what should I do mah?I'm too embarrassed to meet her"

mamah Risma stroked dear black mane of the child who sat beside her with his head bowed

"come for him, you're sure he'll forgive you"

"lookingfor?what does it mean to look for it?"ask bima who is confused by the words of the mama

"ayana and her family were expelled by the residents because they were considered to have succeeded in the image of the village he said"

"mama mean?"

"ayana and her family were forced to move out that night when she left us a farewell letter,apq that actually happened to you why ayana left just like that even reluctant to wait for mamah and not contact mamah though?"

"that day I was so emotionally stirred to hear the words of alena about ayana that she deliberately used mamah and papah to be able to marry me, which is why I was angry and issued words that hurt her"

"astaghfirullah bima, you are so outrageous you know we are the ones who use it,papah knows very well the feelings of Ayana to you because that's why papah thinks maybe by marrying someone who loves you very much then you will think a little and ask prihal alena again but until papah goes and during this is you're getting over alena's problem"

"pa_papah know about Ayana's feelings for me?".

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