I[Not] An Actor

Disappointment of Bima

"this is the ginger milk"ayana thrust a tray containing ginger milk and also a plate containing bread that she filled with cow's eye eggs and vegetables as a complement to the bima who lay weakly on his current bed it is occupied by ayana

"here I help wake up'sorry yes"ayana swiftly helped the bima who looked troubled to sit down

"why apologize?"tanya bima can sit down by shortening herself against her wide and wide bed with aided by ayana because her body is too weak

"yes because it touches you" answered Ayana while sitting on the edge of the bed and then back to take a tray that before he kept it on the nightstand to help the bima get up to sit

"why should I apologize?you are also my wife of course you also have the right to touch my body whenever you want"

"wanted her you are mah, you don't feel good in me dong" said ayana giggled

"so how good is it in me?you will also enjoy it so it is not just delicious in me dong if so"bela bima who feel unacceptable with ayana speech

"yes, of course, good for you or, as you already have a partner who you love and also love you, while I have a man who is willing to accept me in my condition already no____"ayana paused her speech as she felt back her heartache

"it's better that you drink the milk out that eating the bread also continue to take this medicine, this will help you to be much better" he rushed to leave the bamboo alone there

even ayana did not pay attention to the bima who continued to call her name.Ayana continued walking up the stairs to go down to avoid interacting more with the bima

that way it might be easy for him to forget the figure of a handsome man who was so loved but so hurt.

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bima blinked his eyes after falling asleep after taking the medicine given by Ayana to him earlier

bima jumped in shock when he saw the clock on the wall of his room has shown at 20:00 means that Bima has been asleep for 4 hours because the fitting he came was still at 4 pm

bima is already used to come afternoon in addition to his work bima also deliberately came when before the tahlilan event began to avoid anger alena who is often angry and jealous because in this house there is now ayana

because the beginning of their early marriage relationship is ordinary even though the mama does not approve of her second relationship but when the child brings alena home with the status of the wife of the mama did not care about her

until exactly 2 weeks ago the attitude of the two changed drastically, even very unwilling to see the son-in-law came to the main house of the Hernawan family.

bima immediately went out of the room and saw no one on the floor under his house

bima continued his steps towards the kitchen to check if there were still people there and was right

there tyerlih bi asih and bi wati are busy cleaning the dirty yung furniture used for tahlilan event that has just been completed

"guys where are you lonely?"ask bima to bi asih when he was in the kitchen

"eh den bima is awake?there is den, mother in the room and den andri same non ayana there in the back yard" replied bi pasih who stopped his activities when his young employer asked him

"kok didn't wake me bi?I will also want to join the papah prayer"the protest because once the wake of the tahlilan event for the papah has ended

"the word non yana does not need to pity her bima anymore fever, so mother does not wake den bima"

"yes tomorrow please wake me up yes bi, I also want to pray papah"

"what about aunt den?to non yana dong kan non yana one room with den bima"

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