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Kinasih felt disbelief, they finally got married. Though doubts still remain. Not doubt about Maruta's true, but fear will later occur because his love is not recognized after memory returns.
“If you are still not who, I can wait.” Maruta tried to calm Kinasih down.
Kinasih. She held her husband's hand tenderly and said honestly, other than that she was afraid Maruta would leave when her memory returned, she felt less sure of her marriage.
Is not the legal condition of marriage one of them in a conscious state? And Maruta?
“Honey... listen to me. I did lose my memory, but I realized marrying you is not under pressure, not forced, I realize I really want to establish a household with you.”
“I'm sorry Mas is too timid.” Kinasih felt less mature.
Then Maruta tried to pull Kinasih into his arms slowly. Kinasih let it go he did not refuse when Maruta grabbed him. Maruta's hand so gently rubbed Kinasih's head.
Kinasih was so very calm being in the arms of Maruta who was currently her husband.
“Yes already, we're asleep already at night. Sorry for not being okay, I have not been able to prove my love completely. Because my memory is still a doubt for you.”
Kinasih then shut Maruta's mouth, he also felt guilty always doubting the sincerity of her husband. However, for some reason the fear was always reaching Kinasih.
Kinasih could feel the sincerity of her husband, but the fear of a greater future haunted her. How it happened when it happened.
Kinasih did not want to when he was completely dependent on love, attention and affection from Maruta, then it would disappear suddenly. Because they were busy with his memories that had returned. No one knows the future, right?
Maruta threw Kinasih to sleep and covered him and kissed him on the forehead.
“Please calm down. By hugging you I am happy. I will have you fully after my memory returns, so that you will feel calm.
And as a guarantee if one day I will weed you out, because my memory turns out not to side with you, you are still a complete Kinasih. I haven't touched and can re-establish love with the man you want, as a wound healer because of me.”
Kinasih nodded with his smile.
“Thank you Mas. I already know.”
Maruta nodded and wrapped his hands around Kinasih's waist. Even though his mind feels sore. There is a woman who is already hers. However, it cannot be touched completely.
But Maruta realizes it is a risk to the test of his life. In order to be accountable for what is his weakness.. Maruta must fight to recover his memories, so that all circumstances do not become chaotic.
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Kinasih got out of his bed after peeping Maruta's forehead. He went to the bathroom just to wash his face and carry out his duties as a religious person.
Kinasih had not dared to wake Maruta, as this was their first day of sleeping together, not knowing Maruta's habits after waking up.
All Kinasih felt was pity not to bother her husband.
After that Kinasih went to the kitchen to prepare food while cleaning up the rest of the wedding yesterday.
It has been agreed three days they will have a holiday to sell.
“Darling why not get upin?” said Maruta wrapped his hands around the waist of Kinasih, who was standing tidying a table with a lot of dirty furniture.
“Mas, I think the wake will be later in the day. We are not selling,” replied Kinasih.
“I can get up in the afternoon, I will have to pray for the smooth running of both of us. If misfortune, later his prayers will be bad luck in his dababulnya.”
“Hehe, sorry, I don't know.” Kinasih stroked Maruta's cheek with the back of his hand, as his palm was dirty.
“Just wake me up tomorrow, just like you woke up! We build a quality household together, no one feels bad if we do things that are not good. We both fix ourselves.
Kinasih looked at Maruta, he smiled as often as he could. It was nice to hear the words from Maruta that were heart-rending. Kinasih became increasingly aware of what Maruta's personality was like.
“Ya Mas, tomorrow I will do as what Mas said.”
Tok…!
Ht ...!
Kinasih heard the sound of a cry from outside. He was about to head forward, see who was coming.
“Let me open,” says Maruta.
Maruta walked forward, to open the door to someone who had come very early that morning.
“Deswita? Today is a holiday, right?” ask Maruta.
“Iya, I know, but this is an emergency. It matters! Where's Kinasih? I want to talk to you something.”
Deswita just broke into the kitchen. Deswita knew Kinasih must be there.
Seriate....