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"Are you sure Nas?" ask Deswita.


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Kinasih nodded then said, "I've negotiated with the Maruta mas, he guarantees my life in Jakarta. That's why I don't have to blame the cake shop here."


"Camus sure of that? How about...."


Deswita stopped her doubts, Kinasih understood that the situation in Jakarta was not necessarily guaranteed, although it was seen from Bagas and some people who came were really like rich people. But do not know their treatment there, what kind of rich people. What business owner and position Estu is who.


Was Estu just a child of a spoiled noble lineage, who relied solely on the possessions of parents, Was Estu really a hard worker once that the family relied on. Kinasih doesn't know that yet.


"Yes that's what I mean. If Mas maruta for example like a rich man who is told stories of films, novels, indeed managers of companies, you can calm down. Try if Mas Maruta turns out to be a mother's son. He was just his life taken care of by his parents, how can guarantee your life," said Deswita worried


"Pray me, may I not get carried away. If anything is not good for me, I'd better go home."


"You sure? Really?" Deswita convinces because she knows what her friend is like.


Kinasih is the owner of the heart of feeling, he always decides with feeling rather than logic. When the situation was really difficult, harming him, even Kinasih could not think of choosing which one was more profitable or not. If his heart is comfortable, already tightly bound, sometimes Kinasih become like a stupid figure, heavy to take off who was lodged in his heart.


The cool term, Kinasih is baperan.


As happened a few years ago with Parman, Kinasih's fiancee is void.


Kinasih was already very attached to Parman. Even they are like husband and wife, only they are not one house and do not sleep together.


Early in the morning before Parman left for school, he had gone to Kinasih's house to help make some cakes that he could afford, after which he was delivered to the market with Kinasih.


Because the time to the market was very early, so Parman still had time to prepare for school.


Even Parman went straight to the market to pick Kinasih up to go home. Even though Parman did not go back to his house, he immediately helped Kinasih clean up the leftovers.


Kinasih merchandise does not always sell, there are even some leftovers, Parman was the one who opened the package and dumped into the pond for fish food.


Kinasih did not go to high school until high school, because the habit in Malikan village still gives a limit to women for high school, because it has an understanding that the edges to the kitchen as well.


So that when Parman was in school, Kinasih was in the market. Though their age is only one year different, Kinasih should be able to go to school, but how else is the habit in the village like that.


High School distance from Malikan village is quite far, it is also what makes only the men who mostly school up to High School. Because you can use your own motorbike or bicycle with a considerable distance. If the woman, afraid can not take care of herself, why on the road.


It was because of this closeness that Kinasih and Parman became engaged. At that time Parman was still able to convince his parents. However, when Parman wanted to go to college there was an encouragement from his parents to not bind any women in his village.


Parman's parents knew how the company was in the city, fearing that Parman could not be held responsible for the bond that had already been extended.


Kinasih took it off so heavily he cried almost towards night, whoever had calmed him, still at night while sleeping Kinasih felt the pain in his heart and cried again.


He ended his life by drinking poison. However, it was known by his father Kinasih.


Many people who advise Kinasih better break up now, before becoming a husband, than later already. Moreover, already having children can not decide that easily if in the middle of their household there is a problem.


However, Kinasih remained stubborn, he was indeed not violently angry, but by remaining silent and crying Kinasih made the person watching more fearful. Because silent people are usually deeper thoughts and are afraid to do things outside the limits.


As stupid as Kinasih because his feelings are too big than his logic to think.


 


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"Where?" asked Maruta when he was in the pool area approaching Kinasih and Deswita.


"Yes, yes" said Kinasih.


"Have the shop finished?" ask Maruta back.


Seriate....